⚘ Too dumb to figure out how to make a carrd ⚘

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I DON'T WANT TO ABSTRACT I WANNA LIIIIVE AND ADVENTURE WITH CAINE AND BE HAPPY AND LOVEEEEE

Seeing him finally have fun with the humans healed me so good... Sniff... Ohhgghggg... Idk what would be of real life chip tho UFF........ Tssss..... It'd be sweet to imagine something good happened to them too. Sniffles.

This idea of us promising ourselves things, "please don't forget about me once I'm gone" and "please don't ever leave me".

I want this to hurt

He'd hate it every time i'd bring it up, brushing it off as he does with most things. Maybe he doesn't understand it, he doesn't mean to be rude. But there's only so much denying before a person breaks

That one line where he's told he never listens MHHHHMMMMMMMM YES... He does.. but GOD is he dismissive. Mmm I love conflict... He uses what he hears but only against them oh he makes me sick (i'm in love) Do you think he'd do the same to me oh I hope so ❤️

He scares me but I like that

I also think so much about the time I got called a robot by many people I used to know (irl), so, wtf... What if the other circus members thought I was an npc and I got rlly pissed about it... Sniff... well mainly Jax would be annoying me with that. Socially inept human being friends with the AI running the place because they can't connect to the other humans OHHHH MY HEART THE CODEPENDENCY THE SO SWEET AND SAD SAD SAD TOXIC CODEPENDENCY

Long answer: currently fixated on Caine and I’m too happy and jolly and merry and joyful that I kid you not, thinking of spooky month brings me the hell down. I fucking hate that annoying and awful side of its fandom that I could not be bothered to deal with it at the moment. My interest in the show has dropped and I’m serious when I say the only thing that keeps me attached to it is my love for Frank. I love drawing its characters and will continue to accept commissions involving them but as a whole it is not in me to draw something related to it at the moment.

Roadkill still rocks in my heart but they are currently asleep. If I could make Frank into a full on oc I’d do it but I’m not so sure about it. I love him as he is. We’ll see what happens in the future. Not a goodbye, but a time will tell