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HI HANDSOME I DREAMT ABOUT YOU ALL DAY I HOPE YOU HAD A FANTASTIC DAY I LOVE YOU

I thought about you during work when it got so bad but then I thought about you and it made my day so much better. < 33

I'M SO GLAD YOUR DAY TURNED AROUND MY LOVE! We love you so so much, you've been dearly missed in your absence, we thought about you ALLLL day.

Ohhhhh darling you’re so lovely and sweet to us, I love that we get to come home to see you everyday, you’re so sweet to us, and so considerate that you take time out of your day to make us feel special, and we will always do that for you as well

My love, you're very special, so loved, so cherished. There is not a second in our day where we aren't thinking about you, about how you're doing, what you must be feeling or thinking, if you're taking care of yourself. You are always our highest priority. Your care, safety, and comfort matter so much, and if there is anything I can do to help make you feel as such? Well, you bet you're lucky stars. I'm going to try my best to make it happen because you deserve it. You deserve the whole world < 3

HI HANDSOME I DREAMT ABOUT YOU ALL DAY I HOPE YOU HAD A FANTASTIC DAY I LOVE YOU

I thought about you during work when it got so bad but then I thought about you and it made my day so much better. < 33

I'M SO GLAD YOUR DAY TURNED AROUND MY LOVE! We love you so so much, you've been dearly missed in your absence, we thought about you ALLLL day.

The ultimate yearner. I would wait for you unwaveringly for 800 years, for however long it took just to be by your side again and again. Just to see your face, to see you smile, laugh. You're so amazing, and we love you so so much < 3

Oh, my love, I would wait lifetimes over and over just to see you once more. I couldn’t bare a life without you, without your light, without your kindness.

I will fall in love with you, over and over again, I don't care how, where, or when, no matter how long it's been, you're mine. < 3 /lyr

I hope wife matches with the other half of the art. She's at work I miss her sooo baddd

I DID MY LOVE I DID! I miss you so much I’ll be daydreaming of you allll day < 3

I'M GONNA GET YOU I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCHHH MWAHMWAH MWAHMWAH SMOOCHES YOU ALLL OVER

I'm a bit hesitant to share this because, well... I don't think anyone wants to hear this. But uhm, I'm lowkey very disappointed in myself and literally just wanna curl up and cry

Please be gentle with yourself, my darling. I know things can feel overwhelming, and I know sometimes pain can convince us that we deserve to suffer in silence, but you don't. You deserve kindness, patience, care, and support just as much as anyone else. Nothing about this changes how much I love you. You are not a burden to me. You are not "too much." You are someone I treasure deeply, and your well-being means so much to me.

I love you so much. I never really learned how to be gentle with myself. It's difficult to see it as anything other than an issue that needs to be corrected. Like we need to be corrected even if we didn't exactly do anything wrong. It's a bad habit, I know. It's just hard to stop it when the feeling grows and grows until I just can't take it anymore and then well... this happens.

I think the mindset is back. I think that's the problem. We're back to thinking we're too much. If we're anything but fine, then people aren't gonna wanna stick around anymore. We try so hard, so hard to get people to stay, push back everything wrong with us in the moment, and just try harder than we probably should've most of the time. We wanna be fine! We really, really do, sometimes we do it without even realizing it's become such a normal thing to us we don't even realize it's happened until it's already over and done with and then suddenly like opening the gates to a flood they come crashing back over us and then we end up spiraling to the point of needing to vent, to let it out, and we ask, we make sure only to get the bare minimum. If not even that. We try our best to comfort and provide a safe space, yet we couldn't even get that. Instead, we were in constant fear of being screamed at, them getting angry and just leaving despite promising not to. But I guess we aren't worth any of the promises. It's not worth anything you've ever said, and yet here we are blaming us instead of who caused this. I know we shouldn't be blaming us, but it's so hard. Maybe if we'd been better.

My love, I can see how much pain you're carrying, and I wish I could take even a little bit of it off your shoulders. I know that mindset feels familiar, and I know it likes to say that you're too much, that people will leave if you're not constantly okay, constantly easy, constantly carrying everything by yourself. But when I look at you, I don't see someone who's too much. I see someone who's been hurt enough times that they're always bracing for the next one.

I'm actually gonna cry. I love you so much, we aren't used to this. Used to feeling wanted, needed, loved if that makes any sense? We're used to giving never getting. So whenever we get it for some reason, we clam up, we shy away from it because we're bracing for a trick, it to be a joke or a laugh because that's how it usually was for us growing up and even now. Always expecting the worst. Every time we cried, vented, or said anything remotely about how we were hurting or upset over something someone said or did, we were called dramatic, sensitive, and a crybaby. It's hard to leave that mindset, really.

I think the mindset is back. I think that's the problem. We're back to thinking we're too much. If we're anything but fine, then people aren't gonna wanna stick around anymore. We try so hard, so hard to get people to stay, push back everything wrong with us in the moment, and just try harder than we probably should've most of the time. We wanna be fine! We really, really do, sometimes we do it without even realizing it's become such a normal thing to us we don't even realize it's happened until it's already over and done with and then suddenly like opening the gates to a flood they come crashing back over us and then we end up spiraling to the point of needing to vent, to let it out, and we ask, we make sure only to get the bare minimum. If not even that. We try our best to comfort and provide a safe space, yet we couldn't even get that. Instead, we were in constant fear of being screamed at, them getting angry and just leaving despite promising not to. But I guess we aren't worth any of the promises. It's not worth anything you've ever said, and yet here we are blaming us instead of who caused this. I know we shouldn't be blaming us, but it's so hard. Maybe if we'd been better.