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in case anyone was wondering, im not dead yet

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since it’s on my mind, i want to make sure that everyone knows that it’s okay to pull back from things you like to preserve your love for them. my signature move is overdoing it, even within the midst of exhausting negativity, until i hate something i’m supposed to love. everything about rping is supposed to be based on enjoyment. if you EVER find yourself doing it for anyone other than yourself, doing it because you feel like you have to, or doing it when you don’t want to, that’s when you have to step away. never force yourself into something that makes you unhappy, and don’t make yourself do anything you don’t want to do. if ANYTHING here ever starts feeling negative for you, it’s okay to take a break. it’s okay.
roleplay reminders for self care.
you don’t have to answer to anonymous hate. if it makes you uncomfortable or triggers you – you don’t have to answer to it.
it’s okay!! to unfollow!! someone!! toxic!! and make your dash more adaptable to your needs and your likes. you don’t have to follow everyone back! not ever!
activism is important and so is your mental health. putting your needs first is important too. even if you want to take on the world and make social justice activism more important, you need to take care of yourself first before you can care for others, okay?
you deserve good things, good partners, good plots, good ships.
replies can be done the next morning. or the next week. put yourself first! don’t force yourself to do everything all at once bc it’s not healthy for you and…
roleplay is not a chore! it’s okay to take a break every once in a while if you need it. it’s okay to put yourself first and remind yourself this is supposed to be a fun hobby and not an obligation.
me: i want to write
me, after writing one thing:
Fenris: Yeah, I’m just gonna stay angry. i find that relaxes me.

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leans in real close so that my lips touch the mic: everyone here is bringing something new and unique and beautiful to the rpc and making it (and i cannot stress this enough) a little bit brighter and better. your take on media, art, and writing itself is so important and valuable and you should keep contributing if it makes you happy.
@victoryrite “ i turned and ran to save a life i didn’t have. ”
“And you did not stop running for a very long time, I take it.” Valdra’s voice is soft & sweet—radiant & warm—like milk & honey. Their gaze is soft, but not pitying. Fenris is not a man deserving of pity. He has grown, he is bigger than his past, and he is strong. “Even strong men like you can be sad sometimes.” They muse softly as they reach out, offer him their hand. “But strong men like you do not have to be alone.” Smile is faint as hand hovers harmlessly in the air. “I would not presume that you want to be touched, Fenris. But if you think something physical might ease your pain, I would not hesitate to offer that to you.”
“ no. sometimes i am not sure i ever stopped at all. ” sometimes -- sometimes he wonders. what it would have been, to have settled down somewhere quiet and just live, to just be ? he does not regret -- he is not unhappy with his life or his choices -- but he wonders. he wonders. who would he be, if he was not fighting ? he takes the offered hand with the slightest of smiles, and slowly laces their fingers together. “ i would not be opposed to your touch. ”
Was looking at Rembrandt paintings and mimicking that gorgeous deep, earthy colour palette of old oil paintings. Fenris graciously agreed to pose for 6 hours straight. The poor boy!
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me, having written one (1) reply: time?? 2 play minecraft??
keywields replied to your post: i’m working on a reply and fenris on god said the...
bruh ur writing is always raw as FUCK
thank u for supporting me 🙏🙏🙏 i truly am blessed

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the bf got a haircut, he cute. cute bf.
@victoryrite “ you can still make something good out of it. ”
They swear in their ancient tongue, but Fenris is a smart man, they’re sure that he can piece it together from the bits of elvhen he knows. “All of my children are dead, Fenris—the only solace I have is that the majority of them were buried appropriately. By my side.” Tears threaten to fall as they look away from the very man that helped them restore their body. “It is not that I am ungrateful, Fenris. I am simply…mourning a loss I did not know I would have to contend with.”
When the tears do fall down their cheeks Valdra lets out a soft, breathless laugh. “I was a fool to think that my memories would be happy ones, wasn’t I? I can’t sleep anymore, Fenris. The voices of my family haunt me to this day.” They remind themselves that is unfair to complain about these things to Fenris, but he is the only one that they feel safe enough to complain to. “And if it’s not my family, it’s of all the wretched things I did in the name of Fen’Harel. I became a minor legend—forgotten to time—and now what should I do? Start over? It can’t be as simple as that.”
“ i said the same thing, once. it is not exactly the same, of course, but . . . ” he pauses. these old wounds no longer hurt him the way they did once -- in fact, to call them wounds still would be inaccurate. now his past is just an old faded scar that he pays no more mind to, unless prompted. speaking of it will not bother him -- but will it be welcomed ? valdra may not wish for his rambling. still, it is the only thing he can think to say to offer solace.
“ i did not remember much of my past for a long time -- i still do not remember all of it, even. i thought that when i confronted my old masters and rediscovered my past that surely, i would find my family, and we would be one happy family -- but of course, things did not go as such. ” slowly, so that valdra may step away, if they so wish, fenris reaches out to wipe away their tears.
“ my sister intended to sell me out to my old master. when i learned such a thing -- i was angry, of course, but more than anything, i was hurt. i had spent such a long time, fantasizing about a person who would have sacrificed me for her own gain. it hurt -- no, it burned -- for years. and yet, it too faded with time, like most things. family is the people we choose. home is the people we choose. ”
he smiles, warm and bright and cups valdra’s face, touch soft and hesitant. “ if you no longer can find a home in your past, find one in your present. i will help you. ”
i’m working on a reply and fenris on god said the rawest line of all time and i am literally crying over my own fucking writing??? me @ myself: who tf do u think u are ???
anyways “ family is the people we choose. home is the people we choose. ” ??? i’m??? hm. emotional
how many brain cells does your muse have?
you have like half a brain cell on a good day
you share a brain cell with someone else and you never know when you get to have the brain cell. it's always a surprise and sometimes you have to fight over it
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I uh… may have a thing for long haired fenris :->.

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okay so allergies have been kiLLING ME but my doctor called me this morning (i had an appt i forgot about but he’s only doing phone calls anyways) and now i’m getting meds from him for them AND on top of that my humidifier that i’ve been waiting on for thREE WEEKS arrived and it’s already making me feel better
*bottles up emotions* this coping shits easy