𝓬𝓻𝔂 / 𝔹𝔸𝔹𝕐

“   when i’m high i feel like i am.   ”

“   bit of a rude question to ask knowing that i’m gay. the amount of threesomes i’ve had to turn down because even though i love arden, i can’t fuck her is honestly appalling.   ”

“   if i answer this question honestly do you think haeil will start to think i only hang out with him so i can spend time with his cat ?  ”

“   arden. it’s not like i don’t trust anyone else there, i just don’t trust them the same way i trust her.  ”

   IT HAD BEEN A FEW days since the ball, since dohyun and xiaosi had ended the night in his bed, pure euphoria for hours upon end. he didn’t kick xiaosi out after, per se, but they both knew it was easier just to part ways instead of waking up tangled up and making more of a mess than necessary. somehow as he left, xiaosi seemed to have left some of his stuff at dohyuns apartment, but with the busy schedules of the two of them the only time for them to meet up was when dohyun was at olympus, making sure everything ran smoothly. 

a text alerted him to xiaosi’s arrival so he makes his way from his office ( where he very much was watching the video cameras to make sure people didn’t become too curious ) to the club downstairs. the lights were changing, the music was pumping and the crowd seemed to be having the best time of their lives, and even in the midst of the commotion he was able to easily spot xiaosi standing by the bar. he makes his way over, hand slipping around the boys waist from behind as he leans down where his lips are right next to his ear. “ you know, if you wanted to see me again you could have just called, i didn’t need the parting gift. ” / @vibrctos

––––––– 「   the noise coming from the swarm of people moving around him, and against each other, was almost enough to drown out any words coming xiaosi’s way if he hadn’t been expecting to hear such a familiar voice.    “    yeah, well i didn’t realize that collecting all of my own clothes on the way out would mean going on a scavenger hunt through your apartment.   ”   xiaosi smirked, eyes moving to trace the profile of the taller boy’s face as the flashing lights danced across it.    “   you know, if you wanted to see me again you didn’t have to keep half my suit from the other night.   ”

kicking two people out of her bar & grill was never her thing. but when they got into a fight and as they called it, accidentally punched her while she tried breaking it up? that was when she had had it. a sigh escaping her lips, she sat on the stool as she pressed the ice pack to her cheek. “stupid ass people.” she muttered. it wasn’t like her to be pissed off. anyone who knew hana knew that she was almost always in a good mood. “you’d think they would have taken the fight outside, but heaven for fucking bid, they had to fight in here.  assholes. both of them. ”

                   ‘   does that mean i don’t need to get you anything for your actual birthday ?   ’   she muses , the laugh passing through painted lips almost mirroring his . a teasing beam forms as fingers pluck the file from his possession , placing it on the other side of her figure .   ‘   an hour ago ?   '   tone is almost unconcerned , as she’s more than used to this kind of behavior . digits move from the file , continuing to play with the zipper of her bag for another passing moment before reaching inside , digging through the contents absentmindedly , eventually landing on a sealed , tinted package . hand extends towards him with the pills , head tilting as a gesture .   ’   anyways , save it for later . to be honest , it’s not … xanax xanax , it’s a mix of a bunch of downers .   ’   a shrug follows , glancing at the multicolored tablets . in theory , arden should have spent the last few hours looking at the exact itinerary which she just stole . but rather , they were spent with her attempting to find ways to make the remainder of the evening exciting .   ’   let’s go out then … pretend it’s your birthday .   ’

*: ･ﾟ∙ * ⁕the  dancer  happens  to  be  lying  on  the  cushions  of  his  couch,  though  they’re  thrown  on  the  floor,  closer  to  the  other  instead  of  feeling  like  he  was  a  mile  away.  there’s  a  small  giggle  that  falls  from  his  lips  at  the  other’s  words,  propping  himself  up  onto  his  elbow,  cheek  resting  in  the  palm  of  his  hand  as  haeil  turns  to face  xiaosi.  "well  it  would  all  really  depend  on  what  the  video  was  of.“  the  dancer  starts  with  a  shrug.  "it’s  all  about  angles,  xia.”  haeil  continues  to  explain,  sitting  upright  to  fish  his  phone  out  of  his  hoodie  pocket.  "no  one  would  know  it  was  you  because  no  one  would  be  able  to  see  your  face..  and  it’s  not  like  you  have  your  name  tattoo’d  right  above  your  dick  or  anything  like  that.  all  they  would  see  is  from  here —" he  starts,  fingers  gently  tapping  the  other’s  abdomen  with a  grin.  "down  to… well  we  both  know  the  answer  to  that.“

    “ PEOPLE FEEL ENTITLED TO EVERYTHING. ” he hums as he gets himself comfortable in his seat again. “ i mean, you’ve met … us. ” dohyun was trying to allude to the elephant in the room, the one that only a few people in the room knew about. his hand picks up his other glass of champagne and leans back in his chair, his leg crossing over the other as he looks at the other. “ we should just tell people different stories, to confuse the hell out of everyone.” he chuckles to himself at the thought of the two of them going around and purposely telling everyone crazy made up stories. “ or we could get hammered out of our minds and make our own fun. ” he proposes, raising his eyebrows slightly, hoping that the other got what he meant.

A  SMALL  SMILE  CREPT  UPON  his  pressed  lips  when  xiaosi  had  taken  his  coat.  he  took  a  moment  to  step  behind  the  younger  man  and  adjust  the  shoulders  of  the  coat.   ❝  maybe  i  should  get  you  one  like  this.  well,  one  that  actually  fits.  ❞  akira  added  with  a  chuckle.  he  took  the  packet  of  cigarettes,  ❝  you  sure  ?  ❞  he  asked  while  slipping  one  of  the  digits  between  his  lips.  akira  lit  the  cigarette  and  exhaled  the  smoke  away  from  xiaosi’s  direction.  he  pressed  his  back  against  the  handrail  of  the  balcony  and  observed  the  party  taking  place  inside.  his  chest  heaved  upon  inhaling  a  strong  breath.  ❝  i’d  ask  if  you’re  enjoying  yourself.  but  you’d  be  inside  if  you  were,  not  standing  next  to  me.  —  am  i  right  ?  ❞

FENG XIAOSI –– EVENT 001

–––   ASK MEME : ACCEPTING

📖 – deadly sin that applies to them the most ?

this one might hit a little too close to his christian family home, but xiaosi’s deadly sin has to be lust. besides his typical behavior once night falls, almost his whole life has been plagued by the desperate desire to invent a new life for himself, no matter what he had to go through to do so.