Vespertine

Oh yeah I also turned 21 a while ago. I suppose I should give some updates to tumblr people !

I got my license and a new job in October

I got a new car in January. Very nice large luxury suv. Worked my ASS off to buy it. Still paying it off but I already went through the scary process of getting a loan.

Lost 30 pounds 😎

Been exercising regularly to combat my chronic pain.

Currently saving up for a down payment on a house!!! I’m moving across the country with my partner.

Been more in my creative element than ever. I’m happy with the direction my story and art is going.

Took a vacation for my birthday to Las Vegas with my girlfriend….. already wanting to go back. We are saving up for it.

That’s all!

today I turn 20 years old! It would absolutely make my day if you stopped by and say hi, but also maybe check out my small animated video to celebrate the occasion!

being really honest here, I genuinely thought my life was over as I knew it when so much shit changed arguably for the worse in October. But here I find myself so much happier than I’ve been in literal years. I found a well-paying job, I finally got therapy after five years, I found an irl friend group, I learned to realize my online friend group love me unconditionally, I left the United States for the first time in my entire life, I’m potentially moving out, and in this upcoming autumn, I’m going to be flying across the literal globe and see my old irl friend and new friends in a completely different country and hemisphere in a place I’ve always wanted to see since I was a child.

it’s crazy to think that 6 months ago I had began a payment plan for supplies with the intention of taking my own life, not to mention literally making not one, but two attempts that drew me close to death’s graces. And yet I’m still here, almost 20 and alive with will to remain alive.