hello, I’ve been in the rusty lake fandom awhile and choose to speak up for the victim of this situation, I do not know them and their story fully, everything I share here was shared to me through a friend of mine who knows the person who initially came forward, my heart goes out to anyone who was affected by this and truly I am so sorry to the person who had to go through this, if you see this, I hope you are able to recover, it takes a lot to come forward and you are brave for speaking up!
p3dophillic fantasies, SA, grape, su1c1d3, s3lf h@rm, inc3st and gr00ming
so it is to my knowledge, a known member in the rusty lake fandom, Jacky, admitted to her now ex friend that she was s3xu@lly attracted to children, I was informed that Jacky is a minor but that doesn’t take away from her actions and what she’s done.
I can summarize to the best of my knowledge, and ex friend, who gave consent to be referred to as “S” came forward to share their experiences with Jacky and everything she did to them, I was not asked to post this but I choose speak up, because for S’s safety, they cannot due to Jacky knowing where they live and they fear when she will do to them, they have no association with this post or me.
Jacky is well somewhat well known in the rusty lake fandom, has been around since about 2023, to my knowledge it was in July of 2025 she met and became close friends online with another rusty lake fan, S, she’s made a lot of friends in the fandom and was called out before meeting S in 2024 for praising a friends drawing of cs@m material, I’m led to believe it was fictional and Jacky lost friends and followers over this, S informed of of her enjoyment of inc3st and even going as far as drawing it, [screenshots of said drawings will not be shown]
my friend told me Jacky has turned off asks here on tumblr and privted her TikTok account, on discord she was banned from the rusty lake discord server along with S, it is in my opinion, that S was wrongfully banned but that’s not the point of this post.
on multiple occasions Jacky told S she liked their dad and REPEATEDLY s3xu@lly harassed them, demanding they take pictures of their father to send to her, she was persistent, and when S said they were not comfortable Jacky ignored them or discarded it, she told S they owed her pictures of their father because they had screenshots of her, when asked if Jacky wanted them deleted she said no, Jacky became distant until S continued to take pictures of their dad, Jacky asked S to take pictures of their own father n@k3d, told S she wanted a camera out in his room and stated “imagine if he goons” at one point Jacky stated she wanted to r@p3 S’s dad and joked about being the one to r@p3 him.
Jacky admitted on TikTok to S that they had inappropriate fantasies regarding children, she created an OC in rusty lake named Victor, who grooms and r@pes canon rusty lake character Albert Vanderboom, who is a child at the time this happens. She told S in grotesque details how Victor would S@ Albert, she expected S to play along with her fantasies and would get upset whenever they expressed disliking for it, S said it got to a point where they just pretended they liked it too and convinced themselves it truly wasn’t as bad as it was to stay friends.
[now, S is very wrong for a lot of things they did in this situation but from their point of view, they didn’t have many friends, Jacky was kind to them and their only close friend, I disagree with how they went about it and lying but I do see where they were coming from when they did, the situation is complicated]
Jacky admitted to watching REAL cs@m depicting REAL children.
personally, to me, I don’t believe fiction affects reality but when it comes to drawing cs@m, the real question is why do you want to draw that? It’s not normal to go out of your way to depict children in the ways Jacky has and still does, no one should want to do that and no one should even be thinking about it, wether you agree that fictional children like this is ok or not, Jacky watched real cs@m material, hurting REAL kids, she claimed a friend ‘got her into it’ and that the 2 of them remained friends, there is no information on this friend as all screenshots of Jacky and then interacting have their user blurred by Jacky unfortunately.
Jacky told commented under a video someone made saying Jacob and David (brothers) should kiss, making the OP uncomfortable, Jacky said she tries to hide her pr0shipping from the fandom but will publicly state things like that and then be upset when people rightfully call her out.
Jacky S@‘d S, on more than one occasion she took her phone into the shower fully naked exposing herself to S, nudity without consent is S@, S did not consent to being shown this and Jacky tried to get S to shower naked on call as well, from what my friend tells me, S didn’t call what Jacky did to them S@ but it is regardless, that is unforgivable.
Jacky claimed to be seeking professional help but when S and her were friends she said she didn’t want help for her attractions and was fine drawing cs@m because it helped her cope, S offered to help her multiple times and Jacky declined, she lied to S on more then one occasion about seeking help, she told S if they ever stopped being friends she still wouldn’t get help, she said she would never tell her parents about the things she likes and is now staying publicly that she is, she’s lied before and will likely lie again.
she says she has her actions under control but states if she doesn’t draw cs@m the thoughts get worse, that’s not what having control looks like, if drawing children that way is the only thing stopping you from doing it to real kids you do not have it under control, she also stated the only thing stopping her from actually doing it was the law…
Jacky and S used to be on a group chat with a rusty lake fan I don’t know anything about, but I was told that this friend called Jacky out for romanticizing gr00ming and Jacky doubled down trying to defend herself, she then tried to frame the friend’s behavior as inappropriate or predatory [I am not aware of the friends age but I assume they were older or an adult based on screenshots I was showed]
a video was posted on TikTok that was friends only exposing only the screenshots from TikTok, near the end of S’s friendship with Jacky, they talked about having serious su1c1dal ideations and wanting to do it, based on the screenshots and jacks text they had been feeling this way for some time and instead of helping, trying to get help or just being a decent human being, Jacky told S that if dying is what they really wanted she wouldn’t stop them.
S said in January they made an attempt and hours before the attempt Jacky tried to talk them out of it, S said Jacky promised to call them after school to convince them otherwise but when they got home, Jacky never called, they received a call from someone else who had been informed of their plan and was the one to stop them, so Jacky’s “trying” was a broken promise to S it seems.
a few of Jacky’s friends who I don’t think associate with her, shared their experiences on what Jacky did when they were friends, all I have is the screenshots S showed me but it seems they got the worst end of it unfortunately, if anyone else knew Jacky and had similar experiences with her I’m so sorry and I hope everyone is doing ok!
eventually S told moderators on the rusty lake discord server about Jacky as well as reaching out to several members on the server about what Jacky did, they were both banned, S for going behinds mods backs, and Jacky for the obvious, after getting banned she claimed she started cvtting herself again and blamed S for it, after everything she out this person through without a single thought about how they felt, she then blames her for her bad coping mechanisms…yea..
a moderator on the rusty lake discord server informed Jacky that S reported her and has put S in danger by doing so, Jacky knows where they live and in the past made “joking” threats to doxx S if they left her.
on MULTIPLE occasions Jacky drew Albert vanderboom with her own bl0od, she posted some of said images here on tumblr, and she carved the name “Albert” into her arm, she got jealous of other fans of the character and even said she disliked people who liked him, S said they think she got better about the Albert obsession or at least showed some interest in improving but still refused to get better about any other issue she has.
on tumblr she’s made posts vaguely addressing the issues that were either deleted or removed, she has posted recently saying she turned off asks on tumblr due to negative reactions, she frames herself as the victim and when anyone attempts to call her out for her disgusting actions she blocks them, she won’t take ANY criticism and from what I can tell, lives in an echo chamber of people just as gross as her who tell her she’s ok, her behavior is narcissistic, abusive and toxic.
According to S, Jacky said she was getting help because she won’t be a teen forever, although this is highly unlikely, she’s only getting help because she’s being called out for her actions, and she said in the now deleted post that she would continue to draw what helps her cope, so she’s really not getting help if she wants to keeps drawing ca@m to cope, that’s not what help would be, it’s just an excuse to justify her actions, the only people who agree with her are those who are just as bad.
while S struggled with severe depression and negative thoughts, they said they believed they were better off dead and that maybe them and Jacky both were, they then specified that they don’t think Jacky is better off dead but Jacky chose to twist their words and tell people that S said Jacky might as well end it, while I don’t have room in this post, there is screenshots of this being said.
Jacky flashed S with s3lf h@rm without S asking, she lied about rusty lake being the reason she quit but was still actively doing it while friends with S, all of it is a cheap attempt to garter sympathy because she can’t and won’t take any real accountability for the people she has hurt.
these are all the screenshots I’m able to fit into this post, if I’m able to, I will make a follow up post because I believe people deserve to know what happened and the people in their communities.
any engagement with this post helps, I’m not going to be that person who begs for views because that doesn’t work and it’s pointless, interacting helps people be aware.
there is likely more that I’m leaving out, I spent nearly 2 hours writing this post and as of the time I am posting this, it’s 11:00 pm and I need rest, if you read through all of this thank you! I again am so sorry for the people who had to experience this and I encourage any victims to speak up! You are heard, you are not alone and you matter!
