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It had been a while, and still even being a child. I did think of her in all my years getting older.

I didn't realize she had thought of me too.

I spent so much time not having a voice, so much time spent trying to figure it out.

So when she asked me "what did you do all those years alone by yourself?"

I didn't know how to reply

So I simply said

What?

And she again said

" I've been meaning to ask you all these years, what did you do everyday being by yourself growing up. That must have been hard. I just wanted to know what you did to get by."

Still I didn't know how to answer.

I felt like it was somewhat of a trick question.

But I responded

"you just do what you gotta do, I'm not really sure."

When I was at my most alone.

Not including now.

Someone was actually thinking of me, and actually saw me for what it was.

Lips blushed , cheeks flushed , chills down my spine.

Rewind

Chills down my spine ,Cheeks flushed., lips blushed

all down the hatch

sour like lime

Honey smack-in right

Wife beater

Wait

No rings on wedding fingers

intertwined

Now pull the trigger

Honey smack

so good

Don't wanna be a sinner

Small talks with dinner

Go figure

Locked lips

Eyes glimmer

Gold n Honey shimmer

You (wise guy) decide to yell across the room.

"Margarita!

Yeah I want a margarita"

So I bring a margarita.

Then (wise guy) says.

"I didn't ask for this! I don't drink"

I say "well when you yelled across the room margarita, I assumed it was the drink"

Wise guy: no I want a margherita pizza!

With the slouched over, curved back , elbows on the table, sucking the flavor off the fingers, loud, legs crossed... attitude.

Me : "cool got it"

Am I being unreasonable here?