I mean can you imagine. singing about how somebody broke your heart and they’re literally harmonizing. they’re right fucking there. they’re in touching distance. insanity! complete insanity! I would either break down crying or fully snap and break their neck

Damn I miss tumblr. It’s been a minunte. Here’s a voice update. Courtesy of Snapchats X years ago today reminders. Fucking love that shit.

The clip on the left I was 2 weeks and 2 days into starting my T journey. Had just done my second shot. And was so eagerly looking for changes to happen. And holy shit they mf did! The changes I’ve experienced have been jaw dropping...fucking breathtaking. Not just in the physical aspect but mentally y’all. Fucking I love myself. I love my trans body.

I was still waiting on my top surgeon when the virus broke out here and ppl had started having their surgeries cancelled. So still have no idea when the fuck I can chop these titties off. Which sucks!!! So much. But I’m okay. I have my health. I have my little family. I’ll be okay. In the mean time I’m so motherfucking thankful for testosterone.

My fiancé said to me it’s kinda weird to think timeline wise. Like it’s only been two years?? To her it feels like I’ve always been this person..like the person she met was the person she sees today. Really T just brought me to the surface of this shell we call a body. And I never felt sth so real. It’s sth I tried to convey so hard to family during the coming out part of transitioning. This is me. This isn’t sth I just woke up one day saying I felt. I felt this way for a long mf time. I just get to live out loud and authentic and I’m grateful as fuck to be able to do so.

I hit 2 years on T at the end of March. So incredibly grateful and humbled by the trans experience. A lesson I’ve learned so far is everything gets better if I just hold on a little longer.