You want commitment, but how committed are you to yourself? To the things you love, that bring you joy? To taking care of you? To keeping you clean and groomed? Do you love, respect and honour you? Do you love you unconditionally? Or is that voice in your head still putting you down when things don’t go to plan? What about taking care of you? Do you nourish you with good food, treat you well? Do you let you know, how important you are, how much you are cherished and loved? Do you take you on hot dates, do you buy sexy lingerie for you? Do you cook you your favourite foods? This might sound silly, and basic but life is a mirror. It starts with you. The relationship with yourself sets the tone for every relationship you have. With foundations of love from within, you will attract better.

i was put on this earth to be useless and off-putting and to look hot. but only from a very specific angle

in many ways being alive is about getting to have a little coffee every morning

thinking about all the times i went through something or had a pivotal or even a mundane experience in my life then read a book or watched a movie or listened to an album and was so pleasantly surprised at how much i could resonate (almost at an alarming level) and how comforted it made me feel. it's so lovely.......the timing of the universe and how it always offers you little pieces of art like books, movies, tv shows, songs and albums and slowly nudges it your way exactly when you need those things at a certain stage in your life, perhaps to make you understand your life and your experiences better and to sharpen the thoughts you already had, or clarify ones you weren't even aware you had