What am I doing here?

‘ could you shut up for five minutes? ’

‘ i have a better idea. why don’t you walk home? ’

‘ so what? ’

‘ i don’t give a shit. ’

‘ aw, did i hurt your wittle feelings? ’

‘ are you serious! ’

‘ how could you let this happen! ’

‘ kiss. my. ass. ’

‘ oh, did i do that? silly me. ’

‘ one more word and i’ll burn your breakfast. don’t test me. ’

‘ admit it. i was right. ’

‘ get out. ’

‘ you’re wrong and you know it. ’

‘ yeah? make me. ’

‘ better let an expert handle this one. ’

‘ i hope you get sunburn! ’ 

‘ i hope you get frostbite! ’

‘ have fun getting home. ’

‘ hope you’re happy, asshole. ’

‘ get your hands out of my face. ’

‘ sorry, what was that? i couldn’t hear you over the bullshit. ’

‘ un-fucking-believable. ’ 

‘ forget it. i’ll do it myself. ’

‘ hey, fuck you! ’

‘ jesus, it was a joke. get over yourself. ’

‘ i hope you step on a lego. ’

‘ you’re leaving. right now. ’

‘ eat my shorts. ’

‘ this blows! ’ 

“To steal their jewels is a risky heist, but it’s nothing I haven’t done before.” - Three Ships

@grishaversebigbang / @multicalore ( Three Ships )

you on your way. just keep going. 

i love you. you don’t have to say it back, though.

look, sometimes people drift apart. and i don’t want that to happen to us, okay?

this is my fault.

our family doesn’t run from things.

i don’t think you have a choice, kiddo.

look, call me when you can. okay? i love you.

we all have powers.

you’ve got to say “i love you” back.

got a lot going through your head, i’m sure. you’re gonna be fine.

hey, bud. you okay?

please open the door. (name), i can see your shadow moving around.

i’ll always have my family.

i’m sorry. i can’t do this without you.

hey, it’s okay. we’re gonna figure it out.

they’re counting on me.

you can’t think about saving the world. you have to think about saving one person.

of course you can stay.

i see this spark in you. it’s amazing. it’s why i push you, but… it’s yours. whatever you choose to do with it, you’ll be great.

i let you down, man, i let you down.

mom, i’ve gotta go.

yeah, i’m okay. you’re probably busy, so…

how am i supposed to save the whole world?

(name), you’re gonna get yourself killed.

can i sleep here tonight?

that’s all it is, (name). a leap of faith.

look, i know i don’t always do what you need me to do. or say what you need me to say, but i’m… i see this spark in you. it’s amazing. it’s why i push you, but… it’s yours. whatever you choose to do with it, you’ll be great.

one thing i know for sure: don’t do it like me. do it like you. 

i wanna do what you asked. i really do. i’m sorry.

MAY HAVE BEEN EDITED FOR CLARITY / FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS.

❝ you’re the only good thing in my life. ❞

❝ i had this whole dream life that i envisioned for myself. ❞

❝ give me the magic phrase to say, to make you feel better and i’ll say it. ❞

❝ i don’t just want you to believe it. i want you to know it. ❞

❝ there is not a single day that goes by where i don’t think of what i’ve lost. ❞

❝ i took the sourest lemon that life has to offer and turned it into something resembling lemonade. ❞

❝ i’ll make you a bigger laughingstock than you already are. ❞

❝ i care what everyone thinks. you know that. ❞

❝ truth is, i never thought i’d have anything to care about again.   ❞

❝ i need to know that i can move forward. ❞

❝ i don’t know if you have some problem with that arrangement, but also, i don’t really care. ❞

❝ i did everything wrong by you. and you’ve done everything right. ❞

❝ i should’ve been there. and i’m going to be there, okay? ❞

❝ your enemies will see you exactly as you want to be seen. ❞

❝ what happens when you die? uh, is.. you die. ❞

❝ you do that a lot. doubt yourslef.  ❞

❝ they look at me like i’m a joke, right? which makes me start to think that i am a joke. ❞

❝ i’m not gonna stand for anything changing between us. ❞

❝ life is full of color. and we each get to come along and we add our own color to the painting.  ❞

❝ people will die. in our lives, people that we love. in the future. maybe tomorrow. maybe years from now. ❞

❝ there’s no dying. there’s no you or me or them. it’s just us.  ❞

❝ it’s the only thing i have left. and at first i didn’t want to wear it. i wouldn’t even look at it, but now it’s all i have and i can’t take it off now. ❞

❝ what am i doing? i’m supposed to be comforting you, not snotting all over you. ❞

❝ what happened is my ___ died. and i hated them for it. ❞

❝ i couldn’t eat for a month. and i used to wake myself up crying, so i could cry myself back to sleep again. ❞

❝ why do you push all that away? you can’t just kill the feelings like they’re some creature you’re afraid of. ❞

❝ that pain is apart of you. i can feel it. ❞

❝ i need you to know something. i want you to stand out. ❞

❝ that was a midlife crisis. but just a little one. ❞

❝ you treated me like a dog. and just like a dog, i kept coming back again and again, just hoping for a scrap from you. ❞

❝ there’s no one in this world i’d rather be too hot or too cold with. ❞

❝ when you’re a grown up, you don’t have to do the stuff you hate. ❞

❝ if i let up for a moment, i will remember that i am unwanted. and then what’ll happen to me? ❞

❝ i know you’re making fun of her, alright? that’s not cool. ❞

❝ that was real. those feelings were real and i know you know that. ❞

❝ and it doesn’t shock me that you’re scared, right? you’re horrified and you’re trying to sabotage it. ❞

❝ what might be worse than that, is that i’m not sure you’ve experienced anything real you’re entire life. ❞

❝ you have robbed me of the feeling of trust. do you understand how that feels? ❞

❝ as you get older, you might start to find that things get harder. ❞