truly madly deeply

i feel like i always love people more than they love me and thinkin about that now i guess it's sort of a good quality but it makes me feel like shit. recently this person who i love very very much has been really cold and different and I'm so sad about it I'm probably gonna cry writing this like i love her so so so so much and i feel like i just annoy her. and it's not just her it's everybody. I think i just feel so much more than everyone around me and i just wish people cared about me as much as i care about people. I want my friends and family to just be nice and show me that they love me. I want people I don't know that well and try to be my friend first. I don't think anybody has ever pursued my friendship and maybe that's just because im boring and horrible but i really hope not. i lov epeople nad i wish i was friends with eveyrbody but i feel like no one cares about me at all :(