DCS

New chapter guys! Thank you so much and so sorry for making you wait this long, enjoy it!

Okay guys that's it, can’t keep on being out of depths with you here. You probably wouldn’t be able to know it, but I’m feeling like crap for keeping you waiting for the continuation of my fic (and for so long too). And to see that at least one of you has lost hope of me finishing it is killing me. So please, allow me to give you all a huge apology: I’M SO SORRY.

Here’s my sob story if you care to read it, and in no way I’m expecting you to just forgive me, but maybe my explanation will provide you with insight to my reasons, enough to justify it a bit.

In the first place, I took some major decisions regarding my future, and I decided to study biology along with my previous choice on a music career, but to accomplish that I had to pass an entrance exam (which I did yay!) to start school this past summer, so you’ll understand how much I had to study for that. And so, following that, I started school. Which let me tell you, has been one hell of a ride, my subjects weren’t exactly difficult per se but the workload sure as hell has been. Sum it up with the other school work and you have a recipe for disaster. After what felt like ages (but was actually only a semester) I can finally breathe a bit again, because I have more freedom to write now that I have no homework, projects to make or exams to study for. So there’s that.

But another issue comes with my lack of inspiration, because believe it or not, I have the fic kind of already all planned out in my head. The problem is trying to get it on paper. So do please forgive me, I’m in the process yet, but I’ll get there, to the point where I’ll be able to simply write what’s already a completely built plot. And when that time comes, I’m sure not even an issue like the first one with the school workload will keep me from updating at least once a week.

And lastly, my economic situation. Because it’s important to me, I consider it an issue, especially because with it comes the problem of not having enough money to get your computer fixed when the fan breaks.

So now you know, it’s not that I don’t want to write, or that I don’t plan on finishing the story. It’s just that circumstances in real life sometimes won’t allow us to pursue such precious things like writing or reading, enjoying the awesomeness that being in a fandom is.

Lastly, please, just please consider this. You don’t listen to anybody else, don’t believe those who know nothing about my circumstances and don’t let them lead you astray. IF I DON’T SAY SO OTHERWISE, THEN I’M DAMN WELL CONTINUING AND FINISHING MY STORY.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Finally dear followers, thanks for having so much patience. 

It took me longer than I expected, but it’s finally up, the first chapter.

Now, I don’t know how much it’ll take me to write the next chapter, mainly because I haven’t decided if it’s going to be as long as this one, or shorter. Maybe I’ll have it finished in two weeks.

Please comment if you have questions, suggestions or requests okay?

Byebye for now, I hope you enjoy my baby.

And I leave you the fanfiction link if you prefer to read it there

[In fanfiction.net]

I’m finally doing it! I’m writing and I’ll probably get the first chapter done today, maybe I’ll upload it today, maybe tomorrow. But expect something pretty soon, like reaaaally soon