I promise - Part 2 (Browsing Aisles Together)
Bob Reynolds x Thunderbolt!Reader
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Summary: You've assumed the role of "baby-sitting" Bob as John calls it. To you, it's merely caring for your fellow "co-worker" and roommate while avoiding a mission of champagne socialisation in London. Bob has overheard John's less-than-kind words and feels moody. You decide to turn a week of supposed baby-sitting into something Bob deserves and something you've perhaps needed.
Warning: Slight cursing, Reader emulates mom/dad-friend core and Iâve attempted to make Reader as gender neutral as possible (Do lemme know if Iâve went âehâ somewhere- Do so kindly though, please <3), a little mention of Harry Potter (I'm a literal Marauders fan, so I obliviously don't support JKR-).
Ramble: I got 60-something-likes upon the first part...UGHHHH, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! HSHSHSHSH- I do apologise for the secondary part being uploaded this LATE...uh, thanks exam season? Also, I'm a bit "eh" about the book-store scene. It feels LENGTHY-
After months of Valentia defusing rumours, whether true or too ridiculous to be true, about the âNew Avengersâ, the team finally had a new mission. However, for precautionary purposes, Bob was instructed to remain at the Tower. This meant that it was obligatory for somebody to monitor him. It wasnât much needed as he was proving himself to make progress weekly through regular therapy and training that was less regular. The sessions had always turned into the team contemplating which weapon would be easiest to have him train with and which weapon wouldnât scar him, even if he had self-healing powers. Minimal injury, as agreed by everyone, was a sign that a weapon was being used well enough. Yet, Bobâs progress could be deemed progressive due to possessing other humans around him. This particular mission entailed an entirety of week away in London for some purpose you could care less about and that was because you ever so willingly occupied the spot to âbabysitâ Bob as John called it.
The week of having the rest of the team gone had begun. Your eyes browsed the penthouse. Your attention immediately directed itself toward Bobâs tower of books. It was of greater height than the shelf beside it. Bucky placed variating cat statues (somehow brought home each time he returned from a nightly walk) upon each layer of varying wood. Valentina insisted the shelf was an antique and rare piece, rarer than that security system Alexei messed around with. However, her insistence wasnât taken to heart. The shelf had odd size chips. Most of those chips could be credited to Bob. Despite the training, he still possessed strength not within his control. Sometimes meaning heâd  accidentally fling the TV remote to the antique piece instead of Yelena who asked for it. You sighed out your laughter upon recollection.
Your eyes traced across the area and found the Lego sets Alexei and Yelena built together. Every time the team deemed their building to be âbonding timeâ, Yelena would refuse the idea extensively.
Your focus then shifted to admire how the colourful and patterned pillows, that you had purchased, were finally settled according to your preference. With most of the team not around due to the mission, you found satisfaction in the intended arrangement. You especially liked the blue fluffy star-shaped next to the rabbit with fur inspired by the moon. It made the couch feel less corporately intimidating. You then took to observing what was nearest to your sight - the yellow flowers as a housewarming gift from Mel. Their lively vibrancy could be credited to Avaâs care. Your fingers traced the indentation of the glass vase until they halted in response to a voice. A voice that appeared to be far too consumed by sorrow.
âHey,â Bob barely greeted. His body dragged itself to the kitchen.
His body moved around in a ritualistic manner. He first grabbed a box of cereal from the cupboard. Once placing the box down, he opened the fridge for milk. After opening said milk, he poured the milk into the bowl and whisked. Typically, heâd continue to whisk while inserting cereal flakes, yet once he opened the fresh bag â the contents scattered themselves across the kitchen area and upon your clothes. Without word from your part and with whispered plural apologies from his part, you two had begun cleaning.
You swept the crumbs into your hand. You took to frequently flickering your eyes between the cereal-decorated floor and Bob, naturally to solely avoid clashing with him. His eyes caught yours for a second. Bob had a thought. A thought he imprisoned within his own mind for a while. You knew this from his eyes wavering between darker shades of blue while his brows furrowed with forceful intensity. By the use of expanding your eyes to lure him into confessing, he finally let what he truly felt loose.
âYou donât have to babysit me, you know?â Â
âDid Walker say something to you?â You asked, throwing a handful of picked-up flakes into the nearby bin.
âNo, but IâŚoverheard.â He sighed out, harsher and shakier than the typical.
âThen what did I say in response?â
âItâs not babysitting.â He grumbled out, tossing a collected pile of his own into the bin.
âThen what is it to you?â He stated with more bite than intended. You did not take offense. You knew that sometimes Walkerâs commentary was more harsh than humorous.
âKeeping you company. Thatâs if you want it. I can be completely out of your space if you wanted tha-â
âNo, I wouldnât want you out of my space.â He paused until he let his irritation simmer away. âIâd like you to keep me companyâŚThank you.â His eyes rested upon you as yours did upon his. Their inconsistent midnight blue shifted to a shade lighter, yet it wasnât quite Bob yet. You felt an inclination to resolve his doubt instantaneously.
Once gathering all the remaining crumbs and pieces with a bunch of paper towels and by the usage of a portable vacuum youâd bought after realising most of the habitants of the penthouse ate too many granola bars all around the living space. You observed as Bob whisked his cereal routinely. An offer conjured in your mind.
âWanna head to the grocery store with me?â
âYea, we need to stock up. Besides thereâs a bookstore nearby and I think itâd be cool if we head there afterwards. I need to read whatever youâre reading.â You then pointed to his isolated seat facing outwards. âYou make me all curious while sitting there.â
âHow so?â Bob asked through chewing. You appreciated how he was polite enough to place a concealing hand over his mouth while doing so. Your eyes accidentally caught sight of John and Alexei not doing so sometimes. The only thing you felt in such moments was mental disturbance.
âYour brows compress until you finally comprehend what I believe is resolution. You sometimes smile or frown. I just find that amount of expression while readingâŚintriguing.â You had begun picking the little cereal flakes from your hoodie. Once you collected a pile of flakes, you tossed them into your mouth. Bob shook his head in response. This was accompanied by a smile softer than the typical.
âAny sort of life beyond mine is intriguing.â He commented prior to downing the milk left in his bowl.
Your head titled, feeling the weight of his not-so-subtle yet poetic self-deprecation. Your heart felt a particular urgency to ensure he had a life better than what he had in the past. An idea or rather a challenge consumed your thoughts.
âI have a proposal.â You offered him a napkin to dab away at the residue upon his lips. Not that you were looking though.
âHm, go on.â He took it and wiped almost too harshly at his skin.
âIf I can make this week exciting for you, Iâll buy you any book.â
âAny book, Bob. I promise. Any.â You dragged out the âyâ. Your excitement was fuelled by his expression of his own excitement and optimistic disbelief.
âIâve been interested in Russian classics. SoâŚthe Brothers Karamazov? Please.â
You were about to affirm him, yet he soon explained himself further.
âIâve been hearing Yelena and Alexei mumble Russian phrases so often that Iâve found myself curious. Iâm just saying because I think itâs an odd request. You donât have to do it-â
âI havenât been this sure about anything in a bit. The last thing I was certain about is buying everyone different pillowcases with Valentinaâs card.â You two exchanged laughter. âAlso, here. I pinky promise.â You extended your pinky finger to him. He felt a sense of child-like wonder at the gesture. He wrapped his own finger around yours. You cradled your interlocked hands together to emphasise the promise.
âIâm not that hard to impress either. Iâd say Iâm too easy.â
âThen congrats on already getting that book.â
The grocery store was an orchestra of chaos. The mostly censored radio songs blared too loudly across all the aisles. Toddlers cried over being denied their right to an overly sugary treat. Couples, married and unmarried, argued over which cleaning products would actually clean their dishes and clothes. Adding to the circus of noise was the rough trolley you were pushing around while Bob tried his best to not accidentally disturb your path. Your concentration was something far too stark to break in this aisle of beverages. He felt rather overstimulated which you didnât notice until you heard a wince in response to a voice upon the speakers demanding that someone clean up upon aisle seventeen.
âYea-â You furrowed which lured the truth out of him. âNo,â he sighed out.
âTell me next time, okay?â You offered him a pair of headphones that were once laced around your belt somehow.
You halted your shopping journey to browse upon your phone for a song.
âIâm good with anything at this point.â
You had played the most mellow thing you could think of â Cigarettes After Sex.
âAre you fine with the volume? I still need you to hear me.â
âYep, itâs good. Everybody else, but you and this guy with a good voice, is gone.â
Your lips were consumed by a grin. You found it easy to adore how he described most things.
You turned around, thus resuming the journey. Bob hummed along to the music subconsciously, supplying you with better background noise than the guy ranting to his girlfriend about a boss of his cheating on his wife of ten years with a co-worker who solely joined less than five weeks ago. The vivid description about the âoccurrenceâ within the printing room sent thick shivers down your skin. Not that the overdose of air-conditioning in this place aided with that. Once Bob noticed the bumps trailing across your arms, he tapped your shoulder without hesitation.
âYou cold?â He adjusted his pace to walk beside you.
âYou can take my sweater. I donât mind.â
âArenât you going to feel cold then?â
âNope. I donât get too hot or too cold. Not after the mutations.â Bob whispered the word âmutationsâ. You didnât blame him. You just never knew who was listening. Even if you were both wore disguises of baggy pants, black glasses and beanies. Totally not suspicious.
âIâm wearing a long sleeve underneath. If that assures you.â
Once you two made it to final aisle of pet products, he monitored his surroundings before tugging the sweater off. His arms extended the woollen item towards you. You smiled your thanks before sliding yourself into it. Your skin felt warmth instantaneously.
âAre you naturally this warm?â You tossed your hair trapped by the neckline outwards, freeing yourself from being irritated by the barely brushed strands.
âI think my body now adjusts its temperature as per the environment Iâm in.â Your eyes then focused upon his body now exposed through the well-fitting black long sleeve of his. Your silence lingered just long enough for Bob to know the topic of your thoughts, even if said topic werenât verbalised. His left-hand latched onto his right-handâs wrist which indicated possible discomfort or so you thought. A faux cough escaped you before returning to push the trolley.
âItâs a bit stuffy in this aisle. So, Iâm heading to another. I just need to browse for some cleaning products.â You shook off the new and improved shivers your body felt.
âNo worries.â Bob affirmed too softly to be heard. His mind wanted to focus upon the romantic lyrics he heard through the headphones, yet they felt too relatable within this moment. The atmosphere couldnât resist abstractly materialising itself to become utmostly intimate and affectionate. You were wearing his sweater, and he was wearing your headphones. He was wearing your headphones listening to a playlist of yours. The thought could be lyrics themselves and thatâs what he indulged in, even if it was solely felt upon his part.
Once reaching your desired aisle, you turned to him without making direct eye contact.
âWhich scent of softener do you like? Thereâs this soapy vanilla one. Or thereâs lavender. Oo, thatâs new. Lemon.â Your body shifted every few to stand next to each varying type as per the description you offered him.
âWhich one do you prefer? I know youâve been wearing this particular perfume the past few weeks, so which one is closest to that scent?â
Your eyes finally made contact with his. After transforming from a murderous minion to being one of the cityâs protectors, you felt pretentious for wanting to indulge in self-maintenance. Even if it were a scent of minor vanilla with overriding notes of a subtle and soft wood. Bob noting of something that was embarrassingly yours made you feel confident and provided you with warmth beyond the fabric of his sweater.
âVanilla. You okay with smelling like vanilla?â
âIt smells great upon you, so Iâm honoured to even smell almost like that.â
âThank you.â You sung out as you settled the product next to three packs of dishwashing sponges. The unreasonable number of sponges could be credited to your fear of a dishwashing machine and its tendency to stop working when towers of dishes awaited to be cleaned. Yet that wasnât what concerned you within the moment. The object of your focus was Bobâs hands upon the trolleyâs handle.
He felt himself assured and grateful. He wanted to showcase his appreciation for your consideration of him in regard to something as simplistic as softener, hence he felt the need to display said appreciation in a rather helpful way.
âIâm right behind you.â Bob attempted to offer a smile not too intense, yet the bliss of the moment tugged at his lips to express himself entirely.
âOff to the checkout we go.â You added, with an uncontrollable smile of your own, before initiating the path to freedom in order to depart from this rather problematic grocery store.
The scent of paper perfuming the air was addictive. It was so addictive to the point whereby the two of you had already spent an hour in this bookstore. Its interior left no space to be unexposed as every inch was buried in a shelf or a stack of wooden crates. If the floor could be overly carpeted in books, it would. But for practicalityâs sake, it was not. The lack of music made the environment surprisingly refreshing. The sole sounds to be heard were frequents creaks of aching wooden furniture (most offered by the shelves themselves), the storeâs owners who were an elderly couple (Mister Vincent Bradely and Mister Addam Bradley) and their banter alongside Bobâs whispered recommendations. Bob followed closely behind you. He felt overwhelmed and amazed at the literal library surrounding him. He additionally felt excited to introduce the world of classics and his childhood favourites to you.
âOh, thereâs a good one.â His arm rested upon your shoulder as his pointed to a well-loved copy of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. You two made your way to the shelf, ever so aligned in movement.
âMay you hold the pile just for now, please?â He cradled the extensive number of chosen books against his chest.
âOf course.â You let the weight of the stack fall into your arms.
âItâs a bit up there, so excuse me.â He stood to your right and ever so close. You didnât even shift from your position. You couldnât resist in-taking the sight of Bob reaching that high. It most peculiarlyâŚalluring.
Once you retrieved the bruised novel, he shoved it a little too close to your face. The accidental gesture was faulted to his excitement.
âShit- Iâm so sorry. I gotâŚoverly excited.â
âNo worries. Do rant about this one, please.â
In the likes of his rambles regarding Harry Potter, Bob provided a verbalised academic essay about how he identified with the novel and as to why you should give it a try. He overly justified his inclination to the main character, Charlie. Not because he wanted to be the main character, of course, but he felt well pertained to the desire of wanting to escape less than ideal circumstances. Naturally he wouldnât want to manage a factory using labour of such nature as Charlie ended up doing, yet he wanted to have something great given to him. Even if it were just by the means of chance. Chance is all he felt like he had.
âWell, look at you now. Youâre the Charlie of this universe. You live within a building not most considered for housing. Furthermore, you live in better conditions with a family of sorts. Even if weâre still getting to know one another.â
His features softened at your words.
âOver the past few weeks, Iâve been thinking about all the possibilities that couldâve happened with the us- I mean, the team- The one Iâve been most considering is ifâŚValentina was taken to court as Bucky would have it, hence we wouldnât have this tower. If we didnât have this tower, I think I wouldâve liked to live among everyone regardless. I donât how we wouldâve done it, but I think itâd be great regardless. Thatâs the sort great thing Iâve always longed to be given by chance. I mean the tower is great, but you guys areâŚgreater than that.â
Your body felt consumed by tender affection. His words articulated the less-than-professional care you felt for the team. You had been considering alternative outcomes and realities as well. It was a product of being in disbelief about your actuality. Your constant choice of alternative outcomes had always been to choose the Thunderbolts or New Avengers or whatever society would have it. Society could give you a name, yet you were grateful the universe had for once favoured you and had given you the family you always wanted. Naturally a group of former assassins wasnât something you thought of as the isolated teenager you once were, yet each of the members made you feel loved in a manner that wasnât too much or too little. Thatâs what you wanted. You felt glad the feeling was mutual even with solely one of six other people. You felt even gladder that you possessed such mutuality with Bob.
âYouâre great too, Bob.â You wouldâve used the word âgreatestâ to be entirely confessional, yet that literal feeling of something being too close made you soften the degree of your compliment. In response, his eyes lowered, absorbing you and your affectionate statement for as long as the moment allowed for. Bob knew such moments didnât last. Eternity kept its immorality for itself while everything else existed to solely become a forgotten memory. He wasnât going to let your words become forgotten. He was going to earn being perceived as a great. Being perceived as great by you.
âThank you.â He whispered below the beating of your chests.
The lack of space between didnât provide you with extensive choice. Your sight had to either absorb the very obvious detail of his chest or his lips. Not that youâd want to do anything at all with his lips or yours. It felt forbidden to break the intimacy of the moment, yet your maintained formality demanded that you create distance. Your mind told you that risking the ruin of the team was of more severity than the action being merely forbidden. It was selfish. Your chest felt your heartbeat too well. It made you lose focus upon the supposed nonsense your brain went on and on about. That was until a voice behind you two had startled you.
âI found this copy of...oh, I do apologise. I didnât realise I scared both of you,â Vincent chuckled as though jump-scaring others proved to be as normalised as drinking water. Bob inhaled and exhaled his shock behind you, leaning his chest into your back to remain steady. His shaking hands dropped the world of Charlie and bratty children to the wooden floor. You wouldâve picked it up, yet your hands gripped onto the stack of novels with as much as possible. Itâd be another jump-scare to let the weight of the books crash against the fall.
âItâs okay.â Your voice was too shaky to be believable.
âAs an apology, let me take these from you. This pile looks too extensive to bare while browsing.â
âThank you.â You dropped the pile into the manâs arms. âWeâll actually be heading out now, so weâll follow right behind you. Right, Bob?â You had received a pained hum behind you as confirmation and went with it. You felt relieved at the opportunity to leave. Not because youâd ever want to leave a place that allow for an easy escape from reality, yet the storeâs narrow design proved risky with Bob around.
As you followed the man to the check-out, you checked up upon Bob.
âYou okay? That scared me a lot too.â
âIâll be honest, no.â
âBe honest once more and tell me what you need.â
âJustâŚjust talk, please.â
Through the maze of shelves and crates, you had ranted about your most preferred recipe for warm beverages. You firmly believed more than two teaspoons for sugar was hellish and that pure coffee without a drop of milk or a grain of sweetener was as though mixing boiling water and soil. Bob hummed in agreement and allowed himself to scattered laughter. He felt regulated again. Knowing that had brought you relief.
Once you three had finally escaped and found the check-out, Vincent settled the stack of books upon the check-out counter. The setup was rather old fashioned. He had a physical notebook and pen to tabulate the chosen novels and their costs. For the while he was tabulating, the man took to politely intruding into your lives.
âHow long have you two known each other?â He instantaneously asked.
âMy husband told me that he thought you two knew one another throughout many lifetimes.â He remarked to then command. âDonât mess this one up. Do just affirm Addamâs spiritual collection of thoughts. Just add another lifetime to his collection.â
Bob and you shared a fascinated look before you vocalised a seemingly shared thought.
âJust add another? How does one do that?â
The advice prompted you to both nod in agreement with pleased expressions until you both realised the implications of that statement.
âTwo? Weâre notâŚâ
âYou two can be whatever you want, but itâll be good for you to stick with one another. Actually, not just stick. Attach yourselves at the hip if needed.â
âDid you do that with Addam?â Bob asked. Within his mind, taking advice from an elderly couple seemed smart. Not even just for romantic purpose. He wasnât thinking of that, of course, yet his desire to know another for decades in the likes of many others had him curious.
âWeâve locked ourselves away in a bookstore.â Vincent widened his eyes in exaggeration before resuming the tabulation process.
You and Bob laughed. Vincent smiled as the sound evoked memories of his youth. He didnât mind being old, yet it was rather nice to be that young once. Any age is the time to exist.
A figure who called out for Vincent sped his way past the two of you and added a copy familiar to the eye upon a side table. The side table was consumed by peeling leather journals and creased sticky notes. Now the table bared the additional weight of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
âI noticed this upon the floor.â
Bob had begun offering profuse apology until Addam interrupted him while he said his third version of âsorryâ.
âItâs okay. I just didnât want you to leave without it. I heard you talk all sweet about it, so here it is. Since I do know Vincent over here loves becoming the humanised version of haunted house around our strange customers, not strangers, you can have it for free.â
âOh, no- That copy was probably so expensive to acquire. I couldnât.â
âBut I could.â Addam grinned, raising his eyebrows in playful offering.
âThank youâŚthank you so much. More than that actually.â
âYea, this stack is taking some capital off of you two, so this is the least we could do.â
âOh, donât worry about that. Our boss bares the cost.â
The couple shared laughter. Their individualised sounds blended into something full and lively. They sounded soâŚcomplete. Before your longing turned into an unbearable sting upon your shoulders, Bob mumbled a compliment into your shoulder. âYou made the subject of Valentina actually funny.â
âWell, I suppose Iâm talented with facial expressions and creating humour out of barren material. They should put me on SNL.â
âOh, weâll get you on there.â His teased was felt in breath against your neck.
You extended your hand past your shoulder, waiting for him to shake it in agreement. He did as so without question.
Once Vincent and Addam were done offering their wisdom and humour and you and Bob were done with prompting them to say more, the couple greeted their goodbyes with pleas to visit them again and again. You both waved, holding a fair number of novels within each of your arms. As you and Bob journeyed to the overly geometrically looking black car, you two had struck conversation of your own.
âWhich book do I read when I settle for early evening tea?â
âThe Outsiders. Itâs a rapid read but absolutely heart-wrecking.â Bob made an immediate recommendation despite his hair baltering about upon his face. The cityâs cruel winds didnât seem to halt you both. The occurrences of today fuelled infinite interaction between you and Bob.
âThen what shall we watch through dinner to cure the heart ache?â You asked, attempting to blow a troubling strand of hair that itched away at your nose.
âSNL. Just so you can begin writing scripts in your head for them to compensate for the areas theyâre currently lacking in.â Bob used his barely free hand to open the backseat door. You mouthed your gratitude and slid in.
âHarshâŚI like it. Gonna need you upon my mental writing team.â You stated, after settling your stack of books down. You shifted uncomfortably across the leather seats, creating more space for Bob.
âIâll be there.â He resumed a seat, settling his pile upon his lap. He couldâve settled it between your bodies, yet the windy weather demanded that you two sat close to keep warm. To keep you warm primarily.
Once Bob closed the door, Lucas, one of the teamâs designated drivers, took off. His speed suggested his annoyance that pertained to the lengthy period you two had spent in a seemingly boring and ancient bookstore. If only he knew the number of trips he had to make to the store in futureâŚ