sunin ratatin🌙

Yes, I know that, but do YOU know that aces and aros in relationships are still aces and aros? Do you internalize that? Are you aware that we don't just suddenly turn straight, or gay or anything else?

Yes, even demis

Are you aware that a sex repulsed asexual will still be sex repulsed even in a relationship, and so, might never fuck you?

Are you aware that a romance repulsed aro will still be romance repulsed even in a seemingly normative relationship and might not like doing typical romantic gestures and activities?

Are you aware that a sex neutral or positive asexual might not actually be sexually attracted to you at all even if they do fuck you?

Are you aware that a romance neutral or positive aro might not actually be romantically into you even if they are comfortable with typical romantic gestures?

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the only fic i've ever read more than twice tbh. it's all that op said but more, i can't explain it without sounding deranged hold up

it's a character study more than anything else. yeees, i dooes have smut, BUT it has another layer to it. they're obsessive with each other. they *NEED* each other. they '""love""' each other in their own fucked up way-- and the both of them are fucked up.

it's beautiful in a sick manner, because the fic never tells you that what they are doing is right. they believe it is, and you can almost feel pity for them. they belong to each other... because nobody would give the same love they feel for each other. nobody could compare.

they got no remedy. it's bitter, but if they have each other, with those sprinkles of actual healthy, genuine love, they think they have some hope. and they're wrong.

reading it, akira gave me chills, his attitude is lowkey terryfing and you can read his intrusive thoughs, and how EVEN HIMSELF gets scared of his own mind. and i felt so bad for goro sometimes, his hunger of validation, of praise, it makes him a shell of who he used to be. it's really ooc in a way, but i loved it nontheless. i bet they would kill eachother at some point, or try, because i doubt they would have a normal relationship ever.

"It was easy turning himself into a monster when everyone around him already assumed he was one. It gets a lot more complicated when Goro looks at him as if he’s hung the stars in the sky"

please guys read it i BEG YOU it's awesome