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Hello people!!

I'm so excited now you can't even imagine!

In one of my posts I told you about my work and how I don't like the place where I work. And since I'm to young to work in some better place like restaurant it's impossible for me to find another job. But I have a friend who is a little bit much older then me and she works in the one of the most famous restaurant chains in our country aaand she talked to someone about me and today I have interview with her boss for applying for this job!!

They decide to do an exception for me and try to give me a chance and I can't lose it, I need this job very much so I hope everything will be fine.

Have you ever missed someone you never met?

I feel like this since I was a little kid and I think that this somehow affects me. When I was a little baby my grandpa died from cancer.

He was my mother's dad, and all my life long she told me that we are very alike. I sadly don't remember him and 'm always so sad that I didn't had the chance to get to know him because my mother always say something like " if only your grandpa was alive, he could've helped you with this". And when I try to learn something new like chess for example, my mom also always say that he would've live to play chess with me because no one else in our family can do it.

He was very interested in math and physics just as I do. He was the only person in our family who liked reading and I love reading. He was very smart and liked to listen to the music and talk about all kind of topics and those are things that I really like. And every time I listen to music or read or play chess or do math or even write I think about him.

I never met him but I really love him very much and I miss him all the time, I think my life would be more different if he were still alive and I think we could've be best friends.

As child I always said that if I got to decide which superpower I want to have then I would choose the ability to bring people back to life, or if I had three wishes then the first one were to bring him back to life and the second wish were then to erase all diseases like cancer from our planet.

Did you ever miss someone you never met? Share your thoughts in the comments!

A few months ago I started to notice that my friends all have so many red flags, and I thought that people are always talking about red flags in boyfriends or girlfriends but never in friends so I decided to tell you what I think is a red flag in a FRIEND.

First of all I think is the most important thing in all friendships is support. If your friend doesn't support you then trust me they are not your friend because it is very important to have the ability to tell your friend something and then get support from them.

My second point is respect and understanding. If your friend doesn't understand or respect you or maybe your opinion then this is not your true friend. Friends were made to share opinions with each other and discussing things and if your friend can't respect or understand you then how do you want to discuss something? Yes right you just don't and if you do then it might very mostly turn into a fight.

Last but not least is when they are trying to be better then you. Some people might not care about it at all, but for me, if I notice that my friend is over and over again is trying to be better then me by idk copying, hurting, or even insulting me then I'm very sure that person is anything BUT my friend.

I wrote those from my own experiences so I know how all of it feels and I really hope none of you will ever get to experience this too.

What are yours red flags in friends? Do you think I'm somehow wrong?

I'm a girl who loves nature vary much. My dream is to live somewhere near a forest with a lake so I could read and just spend time there, because it calms me so much when I'm in the places like that.

But since I live in city which is quite big, its very hard to find a place like this. I live here almost 5 years now and trust me I was looking for this kind of place but I couldn't find any until today.

Today after school I took a bus and drove almost an hour to this place which I accidentally found on maps. And let me tall you it was soo worth it. It is a huge forest with a some kind of lake in there. This lake has a dab which is also a bridge too. And this place is sooo beautiful, not only this it also didn't have very much people walking there so it was very quite.

This place has a lot of benches where you can sit and stuff, but since I'm not like everyone else I had to find a place near water and I did I somehow got trough all the treas and bushes and it was a little bit scary but soo worth it. I found a perfect place and when i say it then trust me I mean it because I'm a very picky person. This place is next to water so I could touch it but there was also a big beautiful tree with a space under it and it looked like it was made to sit there.

So I spent next two or even three hours there and then I went to some another place which had a bench so I could sit normally and not on the dust like before. But I enjoyed this whole adventure sooo much and I'm definitely going to spend more time there.

Do you want to see a picture of this place? Do you have your own safe place, if yes show me!!

Hello people! In two hours I need to go to work and I wanted to tell you about it.

I'm a teenager and in my whole life I only worked at two places, both were cafes. I'm currently working in cafe too. I just thought that I want to share my experience with you so maybe you can give me so advice or learn from my mistakes. At my first job as waitress I allowed my boss to treat me very bad because I was 15 years old and I didn't want to lose my job and it was a huge mistake. I think he understood that so he used me how he wanted to, he would give me extra tasks which were like actually crazy, but it wasn't even the worse part. The worse part was that he always commented my body and how mature I was. One time I was showing him something on my phone and then he took it away and started scrolling trough my gallery, and I told him to stop but he just didn't listen to me. Then he always said thinks like " lift your shirt for me" and some other awful stuff which I don't even want to mention. I was just ignoring it because I really needed a job and no one else would take me with my age and no work experience.

Now I work at different cafe and my new boss doesn't comment my body and stuff like that but he treats me really bad, and I didn't even realized it fully until I started telling my friends what he does and says, and they told me that its not okay.

I don't really know why I always have luck to get myself into something like this but I hope someday I'm going to get a better job with good salary and a kind boss.

Did something like this happened to you? Where did you work as teenager? Tell me your thoughts about it!!

As far as I know I always took school very seriously and I always was the girl who easily got the best grades. There were some hard times when I struggled a little bit in school but it wasn't because of me not understanding something but because of my mental health. After some time I realized that if I want to achieve my goals and make my dreams come true I need to study and get better. I actually never been bad at school but there is no great grade for me except of an A.

Now that I'm a little bit older and care about my future a lot I study all the time. My friends and I are going out to the library so we could help each other prepare for an exam and just all study together and I actually like it a lot.

I also have some friends who always say that I'm studying too much and that I need to chill, but in my opinion the more you chill the bigger is the risk to fail. My dream job is to be an architect and I know that when I'm going to apply for college everyone there will have good grades so I need to somehow be better then everyone else.

But what I wanted to mention was that I actually like the whole process of learning. I really love to read and do it in my free time, and I also do researches on different topics in my free time so I could learn something new.

I started this blog partly for learning too. I thought maybe if I learn how to express myself in internet for bunch of people I don't know than maybe I could be more confident. And I also wanted to improve my English because as I said its not my first language.

Do you think I already can write in English good? Do you like learning or reading too?

Thank you for reading! Share your thoughts in the comments!

Hello people, today I was working on school assignment our teacher gave us. He said we could do a presentation and choose the topic ourselves. I wanted to do something that would actually be interesting for me so I choose to do this presentation about someone who I admire, and since there a lot of people who I could choose that took me long enough time to decide. But now I'm working on presentation about Emma Watson.

I wanted to have a message in my presentation and not just stand there and talk about something that bothers no one, so I decided to talk not only about her actress journey but also tell my classmates about her being a feminist. And as I did research I actually found something Emma said that I was thinking of very often. Simply she said that people miss understand the word feminism and directly think that the person who calls themselves a feminist is a man hater.

I'm not an adult what I think you already understood, so I don't know if I can call myself a feminist since I'm not doing anything for it. But I can surely say that feminism is not about hating man, and I never even did a research to know it. I very often hear people say "oh so you hate man" after someone calls themselves a feminist and I always think how can somebody be so unwise and absurd.

I think its very sad that people don't understand the meaning of this word, and when you explain it they just refuse to listen and try to understand. But I'm really glad that there are also so many people who decided to be a feminist and are fighting for woman rights!

Have you met people who didn't understand what feminist is? Are you maybe a feminist yourself?

Hi people!

I was thinking about my life and my future, and somehow I always feel so scared and so worried when I think about it. I always think about all hobby's, all countries, people, songs, films that I probably wouldn't be able to see because I don't have enough time. I know that it is not possible but it doesn't make it easier for me to think about it. I haven't even finished the school yet, but still I think that I already lost so many time.

Sometimes I look at some adults who didn't have the opportunity to see world or who had to work all the time so they didn't have tine for their families or even themselves and it makes me so scared. What if my life would be like this? What if I fail and I wouldn't be able to live the life that I want to live?

Most people I meet say that they don't know what they want to be in future because they haven't really thought about it and I always wonder, how could somebody not think about it already?My problem is I don't know what I want to be in future because I find so many things interesting and I want to try everything, despite the fact that its not possible.

What do you think? Do you already know what you want to be? Or maybe you are already something and you had same thoughts as me when you were younger?

Hi people!

I decided to start this blog because I love writing in my diary and I thought maybe some of my thoughts could be interesting or maybe even useful for some people. I don't really want to tell here anything about me (I actually think telling my real name could be a mistake) but what I wanted to mention is that English is not my first language, and I will try to write without mistakes but I can't promise you that there would not be any.

In this blog I'm going to write about my life and my experience, share my thoughts about films, music or books that i read. Maybe sometimes asking you for some advice.

I'm really excited to start writing and find me people who will be my new friends!!