MG- Day 186 of diagonisis
I know i have been active after a very long time but situations were not cool for me to write something.
So how's MG treating me??
I would say not so well. Here I have faced a lot of ups and downs since day 1. Seeing double 24×7 it has not at all been an easy task. But I will say it has got better since time. Before getting diagonised and starting medicines i was not able to differentiate into objects which one was real and which was virutal. Many times i dashed i fell and i stood up. But after diagnosis the journey never ends. The journey towards complete remisson is still on! Yoga and meditation had been a part of my life. Life is full of ups and downs! And having an autoimmune its more complex than normal. I still remember the day when i was hospitalized, there I was told that I no longer have occular MG I am now having Generalized Myasthenia Gravis. From there this became more complex. Till 186th day i had 2 crisis but was not admitted or given any treatment as I was not able to identify it and stayed at home. Then i had many sessions but one session was a bit heavy one. In that i was told i have to get thymectomy done. The one thing which hurts the most was that i was told to take a year drop from studies. That drop word hit me hard. It hit me so hard. I wasn't able to focus on anything. Later i had done couple of reports and all turned out to be normal. When my doctor told that I can resume my work as my reports and symptoms were normal, it was happiest day im my life. Where at times I do get tured walking I feel breathlessness while talking but still i have learnt to overcome that and work normally. I always make sure that i am not exerted enough that i get muscle weakness. Medications are still on!!
