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losing hours to dissociation, cant even remember a story i was awake for from last night

you love me so hard when i'm well but i could love you even harder when im worse.

work got me feeling like z. . . blurry n shit. . . everything is dizzy and like . . . vague. . . customers talk and the subtitles are blurry . . . glasses to fix blurry words? lmk

ive made eight . clock it, EIGHT -> persona designs over the last six years and none of them feel like me . how how how how do i look like me and not hate it // how to look like me in the first place ? how to look like me when i look different to me everyday ??

the constant battle between needing help and avoiding it to prove my strength . //

do you look normal in your head ? > i feel like an alien in my skin . everyone around me looks so normal .