Y A I N T

and the one time my coworkers are actually going out and I’m kind of invited I’m too tired and too busy crying in my kitchen to go. happy Halloween

seeing my friends often hang out with the dude who assaulted me and also never invite me to anything really bums me out. I don’t have the energy or will to do anything. I’m so tired and so sad and all I do is get high and binge eat. I think my friends probably miss me but they aren’t really trying to include me either

pretty much ready to fade into obscurity bc no one reaches out to me and I’m too tired to reach out to anybody, people are a two way street and I can’t expect them to keep trying when I don’t try back but it still depresses me that I don’t get asked out anymore. once my boyfriend leaves I’m just gonna be alone again and all I’ll do is work and wait to visit him. I feel awful. it doesn’t matter

bts stan twt is the only thing that makes me happy anymore !!