Cayler

Home was insanely different and change is never an easy thing to navigate. I am understanding the importance of reguating my nervous system. I learnt how to drive which was the most special part of the trip. Ngifisa ukuba grand kuze sonke sibe grand.

April

It's the weirdest new years eve, I enjoy my solitude but this month just felt more like loneliness. I just know my dream vacation wants me as much as I deserve it.

December 2025.

This heartbreak not only has me remembering old songs that fit but prior to this moment I thought to myself, I'd like to gift myself flowers, I deserve it. I never cared for flowers like that and suddenly it makes sense.

I shot this on a film camera that was gifted to me, with film that was gifted to me. How blessed I am to be able to start over as many times as possible.

Agfa 200. Olympus om10.

Filled with gratitude.

If anything, I need to commit to a revolution with myself. It's SO beautiful and scary to understand how trusted I am to do so, through the eyes of others. The internal process matters most and first. I hope it does occur - this big break, realistically, with love of self, ease, forgiveness and acceptance.

My friends and cousins have kept me going. There IS love in the complexities of my home, for a moment when I silence the screams and wounds. We're deserving of a victory beyond instant gratification and quick fixes which barely even repaired much.

May I continue to be guided onto a path where light, solutions, abundance, healing, love, wisdom and wealth exist.

Less expectations, instead more intention, smart work, balance with the hard because rest proves evident. Health IS wealth.

Create and stay curious.

This was so important to me.

I'm filled with gratitude for this opportunity.