queers never die

do you guys realize how insane it is that van is as good in a crisis as she is. because like. let’s think about this. she immediately asks tai to leave her after the wolf attack and has already resigned herself to death. She’s the last one out of the burning cabin because she’s too busy making sure others get out. in the adult timeline, she saves everyone’s lives in melissa’s house very quickly and with insane calmness. how many times as a child did she have to save her mom from an overdose? or a potential car crash? how many times did she have to patch up her own gushing wounds? how many times did she have to be the kid no one worried about? is she good in a crisis because she bottles up? because she keeps telling herself be good, be good, be good and waiting to cry it out later? we almost never see her have an emotional outburst in the show, despite going through 30 different hells. how many times is she willing to sacrifice herself and just get the job done and make sure no one worries about her? how many jokes does she have left to crack? what happens when a crisis happens and she doesn’t have the energy to be good?

what should I listen to

women

watching a scene with a fav character can be so humiliating sometimes. like yes i'm watching this scene with this character because i want to see the character. yes i've paused it multiple times because i got too excited. before the character fully entered the screen even. guhhhh

putting ketchup on fries is too permanent for me … i have to dip . i control the sauce

undiagnosed autistic people will be like "I don't get upset when my routine changes though!!" and it's because they've built a set of if-then loops in their head to pick from one of 6 different strict routines and they do get incredibly upset when they're unable to keep to any of the 6 scripts. I'm john normal

Was just thinking about this the other day. Yeah I have a favorite seat on the bus (middle of the bus, near the back doors, slightly elevated, facing forward), but I don’t get upset if someone is already sitting there, I just pick one of my other favorite spots. Then I realized that most people probably don’t have a favorite bus seat, let alone a series of backup favorites.