intro \\ erez/sable. 22. bi. they/them. enjoyer of several animanga/manhwa + tears of themis & honkai: star rail & love and deepspace.

main favs \\ marius [tot]; kim dokja [orv]; luffy & ace [one piece]; blade & kafka & phainon & acheron [hsr]; sylus & caleb [lads] ++more

current hyperfixation \\ one piece [caught up, rewatching]; love and deepspace

misc \\ miserable uni student in a double major. can ramble abt interests for hrs on end (undiagnosed adhd). obsessed with (mis)using glint photobooth on lads.

from me \\ this is just an interaction/interest rb place, i do NOT write on here! but i do like the occasional imagining of scenarios so feel free to hit me up with yours or ask abt mine~ i tend to be more inactive than active though, so sorry if i get to asks vv late!

no fr tho -- like, idm the idea of communicating with others in their language but it's just,, very nervewracking since i'm a socially anxious introvert too -> which is probably why i most likely wouldn't start a conversation first and more content with listening/observing so i get an idea of their vibe kinda thing. also sadly my hyperfixations are like all over the place which is probably why my theme changes every so often when i bag another pretty princess man GJDFjd but in any case! yw big sib >:))

im pretty sure mine's gone to hell ever since i started college like 2-3 years ago so it's completely destroyed now which is why i need melatonin ;-; ,, bad sleep schedule gang frfr. ALSO NO LIKE??? SCUSE ME?? HOW DARE YOU INFOLD U CANT JUST DROP GORGEOUS MEN LIKE THAT????? my jaw genuinely dropped when i saw xavi (he and raf are fighting for my attention /lh) and raf's new cards for the whole star wars au JGJDFjGHD; also yes! at some point i did consider zayne (and was promptly bullied for it when i told one of my friends /aff) like all my lnds friends are enablers so im not safe AT ALL. smh mister fishie you'll get ur attention pls he's such a big baby /silly AND WHY DOES THAT KAOMOJI LOOK LIKE HIM GHJFDHG

HJGJDJFHGDJF OMG NO CUS. i was like, "im not pissed im not pissed im not pissed" (i was genuinely pissed) cus i had abt maybeee somewhere around 11-14k jades saved since my last pull and that was for jiaoqiu back last spring and like 50-60+ passes iirc? only bc i skipped banners, did dailies and some quests, found chests, redeems, and jades from patches etc etc. BUT NO PHAI REALLY BE MAKING US WORK FOR IT >:(( i was tempted to get the pass but i think i was pretty ok for the most part unless u count the part im STILL SALTY. (waaa i've seen!!! i need cassie and mydei on my teamhgfjsjf i need my chrysos heirs n thankie!)

genshin's goin pretty good! nod-krai came out last (?) year iirc, so i was able to explore some of it and that's actually what got me back in other than kaveh bc hes gorgeous hehe (and heizou, and a few others), then present time im back in natlan farming for kinich! he's a pretty boy and i love him but like,, it isn't that hard to give characters of color melanin goddamn LIKE EVEN THE NPCS FROM SUMERU HAVE MORE MELANIN ( ._. )""

I KNOW AND I DONT LIKE IT HE CAME BACK FROM MY 2022 ERA JUST TO HAUNT ME WHEN IM ALREADY LOOKING AT CURRENTLY TWO OTHER MEN (phainon and kinich, sometimes heizou if he feels like being a menace, then lyney too I HAVE TOO MANY) ,, also that reminds me! lumine and aether got new skins when u complete the archon quest for nod-krai! :>>

hehehe yes!! jiaoqiu was technically what i'd call my birthday present since he came around maybeee around april so it was belated,, tbh my mydei phase was smth else hgjfdjshd, i didnt think i'd like him or like anyone would catch my attention from amphoreus (look how well that ended for me /lh) NO REAL??? phainon is jsut sofdjsjkdf so sweet hes the biggest sweetheart i know + i have like too many pins of him saved on pinterest too omghf. okok so it's USUALLY cat/fox-coded men first, then puppies like phainon and kaveh pop up and scare me when im not looking + and thank uuu! i hope to get lnds soon too cus i wanna take cute pics in glint with xavi >:(( and get the housing feature too but i stopped as soon as i realized combat was introduced soo early in and my pc was starting to protest ;u;

i get that too like,, my current personality is: dendro men with a side of aether also being a menace /lh (im already getting back into my aether phase but like jfjdjsgj too many,, far too many)

ouhh mister crow and mister golden retriever :000 !! sylus is still grandpa to me and caleb is the older brother i def wanna annoy on a daily basis JGDJFDf. OH YEA! i think i remember u talking abt marius a couple times like a few years ago? i got into hazbin/helluva a little bit when i was younger but moved past it jfsjghd but lucifer, alastor, stolas and blitzo are <//3 (stolas is my dad /j)

im constantly wheeling through fictional men so like i cant really tell who's gna pop up next gjsjfj

ALSO ITS OK NW!! and yes im ok with it! my discord's phaipups c: i have a chibi samoyed phainon pfp heheh

under cuttt ;)

VALID FRFR! and that's a totally relatable feeling too! i was the same way when i was first learning how to use a sewing machine (which is like driving, except there's only one pedal) BUT I AM CHEERING U ON NONETHELESS WITH UR PROJECTS BIG SIB >: but i think that's the fun thing about learning something new fjksjf + plus i think it adds character to the things that u make and also they sound skrungly to me hehehe AND NW!! i enjoy hearing u yap big sib ehehehehe ψ(｀∇´)ψ but think u've already been making a lot of good progress just from what u told me with the things u made! /gen /pos

YEYY!!! ALSO 2023 :00 also that's understandable since writing and learning jp can be hard, like especially the writing bit (speaking and listening is anxiety inducing tbh ;;) + icic!! tbh i don't think i'd have the patience to like learn another language cus i have a short attention span but am wishing u lots of luck with ur language studies too big sib hehe

i was supposed to fix my sleep schedule over break. that did not happen. HDJSKFH tbh i didn't rlly consider xavi as a potential partner until my friend streamed the throne of eros + anni trailer and i kinda just lost my marbles seeing him and lost it in dms FJSKDHJFS, but ye! i think xavi still does fall under my type since he's still very much a sweetheart .. a very sneaky one coughs + also fr, fishie keeps sneaking up on me and I DONT LIKE IT /lh

SKSHDJSJFHSJ I WAS SO SCARED PHAI WOULDNT COMe hOME BC HIMEKO DEcidED TO DELAY THE TRAIN AND WHEN HE DID AFTER I HAD ENOUGH LEFTOVERS TO GET LIKE A FEW MORE PASSES HES RIGHT THERE STANDING IN FRONT OF ME (but im still salty abt my savings, im slowly accumulating them again and saving for castorice and mydei next). but yes!! lyney and phainon's plushies are now added to my collection. kinich is the one on my blog too! frhsjfjd at some point i was behind on genshin too but i started playing it again recently once i realized some people (heizou and kaveh) i started finding too pretty for their own good >:[

my aether phase was crazy tbh and i think he's sneaking up on me as i type this pls send help i've already collected too many pretty fictional men ;-; + AND REAL!! i picked lumine tho cus shes so bbg coded to me hdhfksmdjs. mydei is like. malewife. AND IKR? i still have a few more updates hehe

OUGH RELATABLE i've been religiously playing hsr last year mostly bc of like,, im pretty sure it was bc of me wanting jiaoqiu, then after amphoreus became accessible to me i immediately zeroed in on mydei after a brief phase of denial of liking him, and then several months later that attention shifted over to phainon (i cant remember the pattern of banners :"D) once someone pointed out i have a thing for puppy-coded men and alas they are not wrong HFJSKJD. rn im tsking a little break from hsr so i can catch up on genshin ,, I WILL GET LNDS. EVENTUALLY. also im picky abt the media i consume too its like hard to find smth worth hyperfixating on ouhhh

also i might. get back into my aether phase. who knows cus im looking at i lost track of how many men i like uh oh (；ω；)

oh! am curious, do u have any current favorites u've been fixating on big sib? :0

answered under cut ;))

OUHHHH CONGRATS BIG SIB!! U NOW HAVE UR OWN ROOM >:DD also crocheting sounds like a lot of fun too (what kind of stuff have u made so far?) !! AND LEARNING KOREAN AND JAPANESE TOO :0000 how's that going? fjdsgdjsfjdjf but thats understandable!

ive been good! unfortunately my winter vacay is ending pretty soon which means its back to class for me ;-; BUT!! yes ive recently been falling down the rabbit hole for xavi after i was enabled by multiple ppl who also play lnds + but i have to put it off till i can get a better device/my pc doesn't like the emulator :"D SO i've been learning through my lnds friends and watching xavi's card stories when i can hehe -> and then my interest in raf mister blublub came back since he was the og when i was first getting introduced to lads

ALSO YES PHAINON EHEHEHEH! i main him now actually after having drained like 90% of the savings i accumulated for him last year ( ;´ - `;) bUT HE CAME HOME. and i got his plushie as well! his and lyney's for christmas. then i still have to get like uhh.. kinich (new yume), heizou, aether (I REMEMBERED MY 2022 GENSHIBLR DOWN BAD DAYS FOR HIM), xavier, mydei and ratio at some point in time ehfjds

blurry ahh pic from last november my hands were shaking so bad once he was guaranteed :"D

but anyways thats pretty much it for me! wbu big sib? how are things going for u and with like any games :O /gen also holy crap this got long fjdsjf im so sorry ;;

longggg answer below the cut (dont ever worry abt long ass asks, we love them here /gen)

ouhhh ic :000 and its okay, no worries big sib!! ALSO OFC IDM! /gen /pos

oh yeh! i wanted to ask how u've been lately and whatnot + i missed u >:

hiiii again oml i missed you bb!

i've been alright actually! to give a recap, i moved to a new place with family so i finally have my own room yay! i picked up crocheting like. 2 months ago? i think it's been 2 months yes! i've made cute lil stuff, no proper stuffed toys or anything tho, just like other stuff ye,, and i decided to start learning korean so that's going on too alongside me learning japanese. now that i write it down i feel like i've been doing A LOT LMAO ;; but yes this is me the past few months? omg it's been months since i came on here 💀

wait i genuinely forgot did i tell u i migrated ;;

AWAAA HI BB SIB! JUNI IS SO CUTE, I LOVE IT

OUGH VERItAS MADE ME ILL (and he still does + i dont think i remember ur phase with childe coughs /silly), but anyways! yes he does feed me little bits in between everytime i happen to invade the kitchen whenever he's cooking, and i got him to wear a pink apron too since i can sew >:DDDD <- he wears it all the time heheheh

waaaa i think so? almost four years? but yus we have known each other for a while ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

ooooo icic :o also i didn't know u had a haikyuu blog either! speaking of which idk if they'll even come out with a season 5 for it because the season 4 finale episode left on a cliffhanger iirc FJKDFJDf + and thats understandable! i used to get upset seeing others selfshipping with my faves too, but blocking tags/or same f/o accs is a common practice! for like the sake of curating ur own space and wellbeing (but like i said in one of my previous asks, idm sharing with friends, which includes u! /gen /pos and mutuals)

late again, sorry bubs T^T

that's very cute wtf aaa 😭 they're basically whipped for you and are the sweetest lil beans to you <33 oof zayne eh? i see you, you really do have a type 👀 /silly (yes caleb and sylus 😔 i like my men lowkey unhinged and traumatised, is it obvious yet 💔) i did like raf when i initially got into the game,,, and then sylus came and hit me like a storm when he was released 🙂‍↕️ and then caleb crept up on me slowly,,

(shhh good you don't remember, i don't either 🤫 /silly) but AWWWW so cute,,, okok what is like the thing he's best at cooking and is it smth that you like eating? also picturing him in that pink apron eughhh so cute istg 😭 /pos /gen

4 yrsss that's so long omg 🥹🥹🫶

ooo icic :O actually i think markiplier is best known for playing fnaf because he was able to beat some of the hardest modes and stressful minigames in the series -- which is why he's known as the king of fnaf! plus he always gets himself into funny situations too fdksjkfjsf + also understandable! i tend to get into things impulsively ehehe /silly (especially lads help me im gna shake rafayel but lowkey i have my eye on zayne?? i think i have a type for doctors like him too)

tyyy! okok so uh, i forgot if i said this forgive me >: but i was in denial for abt a week or so before finally caving and went on a reblogging spree for ratio food ;_; -> also i am still working on the lore but it's fairly fleshed out!

in terms of mischief i like clinging onto him like a koala while he's cooking hehe

waaaaa npnp!! tbh i've been selfshipping for a while (since my genshin days w/albedo and lyney but i didnt know what it was called like three years ago JFDJFHDF) + also thats true we do have different types :000 but yww!

yeee i've def heard of him in terms of fnaf before, it just clicked in my brain after you mentioned him in your prev asks! interesting :000 (also so fair, i got into lads like that too JDHJD i can tell you seem to have a type bb sib 👀 the smart cool but down bad types i see i see /silly) (i think it's obvious by my blog who's my fav oop-)

denial is a river in egypt as they say bb sib 🙂‍↕️ he was meant to be yours the moment you went into denial (i would know cuz im pretty sure i went through that phase in genshin with childe but we don't talk abt that. or him 🤫 /lh /silly) awww but that's so cute 🥹 would he feed you lil bits in between? 👀