Lofyy’s Sanctuary

目を離さないで

Keep Your Eyes on Me

Episode 1

【Devil’s Palace Hall】

A few days after receiving the request from the theater owner… The costumes were already completed… The butlers who are scheduled to appear are also beginning to prepare for their respective roles. One morning… I saw Beren at the entrance of the mansion, having changed into his stage costume.

Beren: …So… Can I borrow the basement?

Berrien: Yes, of course you can.

Aruji: Beren, are you going to the basement?

Beren: Oh, arujisama. Good morning. Hehe… Just a bit, for the sake of preparing for the role.

Aruji: Preparing for the role..?

Beren: Yeah… Speaking of vampires, they are supposed to dislike sunlight after all… I was thinking, maybe I can concentrate better on preparing for my role in the basement where sunlight doesn't reach~…

Aruji: I see.

Beren: Well then arujisama, Berrien. See you later.

As I watch Beren head down to the basement... At the same time, I thought it was very Beren-like of him to devote himself wholeheartedly in everything he does... As a fellow performer standing on the same stage… I feel a strong urge to learn from his example as well. My role is to just sit there and there are no lines at all… Even so, I can’t help wondering if there’s something I could do.

Aruji: (The only thing remaining would be, appearance…?)

An idea came to me… So I decided to ask Berrien to help prepare some makeup supplies for me. The idea I came up with was… was to try doing ‘scar makeup’. The theme of this play is ‘vampires’… Given my role, the more eerie my appearance is, the better it will be. So, with Berrien’s help… I tried to draw a large wound on my arm using the red-toned makeup. Thanks to the help… I feel like I did a pretty good job on the drawing, if I do say so myself.

Aruji: …How does this look?

Berrien: …Hmmm…  Let’s see…. In this case… If someone saw this, they might mistake it for a real injury. Although it’s a bit late to think about it now… with this much makeup on, I can’t help but worry about how it would effect on the skin. This isn’t how it’s originally meant to be used so… I’m worried that arujisama might end up with skin irritation. Instead of applying it directly to the skin... How about applying fake blood to the costume?

…Now that you mention it… I feel like it would turn out better if I had asked Flure to do it rather than doing it myself. I feel a bit guilty about leaving it to all the others, but… in terms of making the stage more exciting, that would probably be better. “Let’s talk to Flure about it later,” As I was thinking about that, I heard footsteps coming from the back room. *tap… tap…* Beren: …Hmmm… I still haven’t quite grasped it yet…

Aruji: Ah, Beren.

Beren: Oh? Arujisama, what are you doing here… …!!! Arujisama, that injury..!?

Aruji: Ah, about that…

Beren: Why did this… What happened!? We have to get it treated quickly! Berrien, let’s hurry to the infirmary right now! And get Lucas-san…

Berrien: C-calm down, Beren. About that…

………….

Beren: …I see. So you weren’t actually injured. That’s good. I was a little worried.

Aruji: I’m sorry for surprising you.

Berrien: Hehe… Somwhow, it reminded me of the past. Even when I got injured in the forest, Beren was very worried about me.

Beren: Ah… I remember that happening.

Aruji: A story from your childhood?

Beren: Yeah… Wasn’t that not long after Berrien came to the orphanage?

Berrien: That's right. At the time, I wasn't yet familiar with the surrounding areas... I got lost in the forest… And I wasn’t able to find my way back.

【2XXX years ago】

Berrien: Ugh… It’s already gotten this dark… What should I do…? I don’t even know the way home… …Beren… …Father…

Beren: …Hey~… …Berrien~…

Berrien: …! That voice… Beren…! I’m over here…!

Beren: …! Berrien…! *rustling* Thank goodness…! Are you alright, Berrien… …That’s not good! I was worried because you haven’t came home when it’s this late.

Berrien: I-I’m sorry… I was running in the forest to build my stamina but… I was chased by an insect along the way... Before I knew it, I was lost...

Beren: … Well, I guess it can’t be helped… Next time, I’ll run with you. Anyway, let’s head back to the orphanage. Goetia was worried too.

Berrien: Yeah.. Okay… Ouch…!

Beren: Berrien…!? Did you hurt your leg?

Berrien: Uh, no... I just sprained myself a little... I’ll be fine if we walk slowly…

Beren: Don't push yourself too hard. Here, let me carry you on my back. …… There we go... Haha, you’re still pretty light, Berrien. You need to go home and eat a lot. You’re hungry, right?

Berrien: Yeah. But it’s late, I’ll probably get scolded by father…

Beren: It’ll be fine if you explain the situation. If anyone is going to get scolded, it’s me.

Berrien: Eh… Why Beren?

Beren: No matter how familiar you are with the area... You shouldn’t let a child go into the forest alone in the middle of the night, right? I snuck out to the forest secretly too. He would have found out about it by now.

Berrien: …Beren… That’s dangerous. Next time, don’t go into the forest alone at night, okay?

Beren: Hey now. Should you really be the one to say that, Berrien?

Berrien: Yeah… Thank you, Beren…

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Episode 2

Berrien: That day… Beren, who is usually so kind, scolded me for the first time. I realized that he was genuinely worried about me… That made me happy. Beren may be indifferent to his own affairs, but he cares about those around him more than most.

Beren: Indifferent… I didn’t mean for it that way, though However… Thanks to arujisama and Berrien, I got some great hints in preparation for my role.

Aruji: Hints for your role?

Beren: Yeah. It reminded me of how it feels to be worried about someone and feeling anxious. I couldn't quite grasp the feelings of “a vampire who has lost someone important to them,” but... The feeling you get when you imagine the “worst-case scenario” that lies beyond worry and anxiety… I feel like I have finally grasped the emotions that I should portray. Thank you, arujisama. That was very helpful.

Aruji: I’m glad I was able to help.

Beren: Hmm. Even so…. I know it’s not real, but… Just looking at that “wound” makes my heart feel uneasy. Will it leave any marks on your skin? Are you alright?

Aruji: It’s about time to go wash it off.

Beren: That would be good… Then, let’s head to the bathroom together. Berrien, thank you for the key.

Berrien: Oh, it’s nothing. Whenever you need it again, just let me know anytime.

Beren: Let’s go then, arujisama. Is your arm feeling itchy?

Aruji: No, I’m alright.

*tap…tap…*

Berrien: Hehe… Beren too is surprisingly a worrywart. …Hmm. That reminds me… Even after I was rescued in the forest… It felt like Beren didn’t leave my side for several weeks. Well, that was a story from our childhood after all…

【Espoir Theater】

A few days before the performance... We had arrived at the theater where the show would be held. To rehearse on the completed stage set, in preparation for the actual performance.

Beren: Arujisama is going to sit there during the play, right? Isn’t the chair hard?

Aruji: Thank you, its alright.

Beren, who has been keeping me company a lot lately, ...is staying by my side right up until the stage rehearsals begin. He’s probably being considerate so that I don’t feel nervous. But I wonder he’s able to properly set aside time for his own practice.

Aruji: How are the preparations for your role?

Beren: Of course. Thanks to you, I feel like I can give a good performance. My acting in the stage rehearsal… I hope you look forward to it.

Aruji: Yeah, okay.

Soon it was time for rehearsal... The performance begins with the first act, as if it were the real show. And just as Beren had said... He delivered a breathtaking performance on stage.

Beren: There was once a time…. when I fought alone, to protect humanity. …It was a lonely battle. I had no comrades, and the people didn’t have their trust in me… But in the midst of that… I met someone who understood and supported me. …As long as that person is there, I could do my best. Even when things get tough, I could still play the part of a cool version of myself. That is… Until the humans took that important person away from me.

Aruji: (…Wow…)

During our break, Belen came over next to me. I praised him for his earlier his performance. He was amazing during script reading… but the way he performed on stage was even more magnificent.

Beren: Haha, thank you. I guess that just means I’m really getting into the role. It’s just that… The painful feelings start to feel just like reality, too.

Aruji: Painful feelings…?

Beren: Yeah... …The fact that you’re able to express the sadness of losing someone important well means… It goes to show how genuinely sad I am. When I had mistakenly thought arujisama was injured… I panicking from the bottom of my heart. And I started imagining all sorts of things. Why you get injured… does it hurt… will the wound get worse and cause you to get an sick… And then… just for a moment, I even thought about the worst-case scenario. Hehe… I guess it was a bit childish of me.

Aruji: …Not at all.

Beren: Thank you. But it was true that I was really worried. That's precisely why... It's become easier to imagine the emotions that come "after that." How I would feel if someone important to me was taken away… To me, arujisama is an irreplaceable person. Not only did you save me from a long slumber. You’re the one who gave me a reason to live… and taught me the joy of living. If I were to lose someone like that, I can’t even imagine how heartbreaking it would be…

Even though it’s not part of the performance… a deep look of sadness was on Beren’s face. Realizing that those painful feelings were genuine… I wanted to ease his burden, even just a little.

Aruji: It’s alright, Beren.

Beren: Eh…? Arujisama…?

To Beren, who is always by my side… Today, I’ll be the one to step a little closer.. I could clearly see, right up close, Beren’s expression as his eyes widened in surprise.

Aruji: Because you’ll there by my side, protecting me.

Beren: …! Arujisama…

As long as Beren stays by my side, protecting me… Nothing that would make him sad will ever happen. So there's no need to worry. With that feeling in mind, I smiled at Beren.

Beren: …Hehe… …I see… Thank you, arujisama. It’s true—if I’m by your side, nothing bad will happen. ...I'm sorry. I said something ominous and made you worry, arujisama.

Aruji: It’s alright, I’m fine.

Beren: Thank you… …Hehe, even so… When you say something so kind… It just makes me want to never lose you even more, arujisama.

The sadness faded from Beren’s expression… and this time, he leaned in close to peer at my face. Even though I was the one who approached him first... I suddenly felt flustered by the distance between us.

Beren: What’s wrong? Is there something on your mind, arujisama? What are you thinking about right now… I’d like you to tell me…

Aruji: N-nothing at all.

Beren: Is that so? That’s would be good… Then instead… shall I tell you what I’m thinking about? "I'm so lucky to have such a kind arujisama by my side..." “After the performance ends, I’d like us to spend some fun time together…” that’s what I was thinking. Hehe. I feel sad during the performance, but I’m fine now. Because acting is just acting… It’s only about immersing yourself in the fantasy for a brief moment. And if I can believe that a pleasant reality is waiting for me afterward… I can endure any sad illusion. After the performance ends… I’d like you to let me treat you to your favorite cocktail, arujisama. Of course, I’ll also have non-alcoholic options available.

Aruji: Thank you, I’m looking forward to it.

Beren: Hehe. I’m looking forward to it too. Even in sad times, and even in happy times… From now on too, let’s always stay by each other’s side.

Aruji: …Yeah.

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その手に掴む者

The One Who Grasp it in Their Hands

Episode 1

After the swordsmanship tournament… We decided to stay in Tengen for a while. Drawn in by the beauty of the cherry blossoms at the inn, I was strolling through the garden alone when... In the corner of the garden… I saw Beren swinging his sword, alone.

Beren: …Fuh..! … Hah! …Hmmm… There’s still a lot of wasted movement…

Aruji: Are you practicing your swordsmanship?

Beren: Arujisama. Yeah. I learnt a lot from the swordsmanship tournament. I’d thought I review it before I forget. I usually fight with a spear, but… It wouldn’t hurt to learn fighting with a sword as well.

I was at a different venue, so I couldn’t see it myself, but… it seems Beren put up a very good fight against a serious Lucas. When I told him that all the other butlers were praising him... Beren unusually showed a shy, bashful expression.

Beren: Haha… Even if it was a good match, I hardly had any chance of winning.

Aruji: But it’s amazing, especially with a weapon you’re not used to.

Beren: Hmm… Its true that I’m used to using a spear than a sword… Actually, when I was a child… I was taught how to use all kinds of weapons by Goetia. So… it’s not like it was my first time using it. Actually, at first… I think I might’ve been better with a sword than a spear…?

Aruji: In that case, why are you using a spear now?

Beren: Why? … Well… Umm… Why was it again…

When I heard that… I remembered that Beren’s past memories were sealed by the devil’s powers. If that past was something related to his despair… then it’s no wonder he can’t remember it.

Aruji: I’m sorry, I won’t force you to tell me.

Beren: No, its okay. It’s not like it was a painful memory. I just forget the details. It was when I was still a child, after all. I think as we talk about it, I’ll gradually remember. If I recall correctly, it was… I was at the orphanage… I think it was when I was training the other children in fighting…

- 2XXX years ago -

Beren: Alright then, for today… Let’s review the differences between a sword and a spear. First, let’s talk about the sword. Mastering it is very difficult. A highly skilled swordsman might be able to cut an angel’s wings, but… If your skills are still lacking… Then when in close combat with an angel, the risk of being counterattacked is high. On the other hand, the spear… Is a weapon that even beginners can use easily. You can attack from a distance where they can’t grab you… so it’s safer than fighting with a sword. … At least, that was what Goetia taught me.

Berrien: Yeah. And for Beren, you can any weapon skillfully… Children: That’s right! Beren is amazing~ Beren: Hehe, thank you. But… I was thinking of focusing on my swordsmanship soon.

Berrien: Eh… why?

Beren: When I think about fighting angels… It’s probably easier to survive if I master a single weapon, right?” I was torn between the spear and the sword, but… I figured if I’m going to do it anyway, I might as well challenge myself.

Berrien: …I see… As expected of Beren… Then, me too… I will from now on… focus training with “swords”.

Beren: Eh… Berrien too? But why…? I think Berrien is better suited to a spear than a sword…

Berrien: Yeah… But if I use the same weapon, Beren can be my role model. I don’t have a talent for fighting… Still, I want to continue training in battle. So that when the time comes, I can be of help to Father and Beren… I want to become even a little bit stronger. It’s better to use a weapon with a good role model close by… That way, I’ll be able to get stronger, right?

Children: I see… It’s exactly as Berrien say. Then I’ll use the weapon as Beren. Me too.

Beren: Everyone… …

【Goetia’s study】

Goetia: Eh…? Beren, what did you say?

Beren: From now on… I want to continue training using “spears”. And the other kids as well… I think I’ll be teaching them mainly on how to handle the spear. Goetia… Would that be okay?

Goetia: Hmm… If that is your decision, of course it’s fine, but… Didn’t you say before that you wanted to focus on “swords”? If you don’t mind… Could you tell me the reason you choose “spears”?

Beren:…That… If it was just me, I wouldn’t mind using a sword. But… what if I go down? Any one of those kids might end up carrying on Goetia’s will. But… A child with an aptitude to make a contract with a demon might not necessarily be talented in swordsmanship. If that’s the case, what I should do… To devise a strategy that even people inexperienced in battle could use to hold out their own against angels… For that reason… I feel that using a spear would be more suitable than a sword.

Goetia:…I see… I understand, Beren. Thank you. You’re still so young… I’ve burdened you with far too much…

Beren: Hehe. It’s nothing compared to Goetia’s efforts. Our role, growing up at this orphanage… is to succeed Goetia’s will. Continue to survive… and ensuring that Goetia’s will never dies out—that is more important than anything else.

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Episode 2

Beren:… I… At that time, said a lot of bold things… In the end, I probably wasn’t able to protect everyone in the orphanage… The fact that I can’t remember what happened to everyone… …I think that’s what it means. I’m not really sure, though…

Beren’s memories of despair are sealed by Shiro’s devil powers. Even so, what exactly led him to despair? I’m sure Beren must have thought about it many times before…

Aruji: But… you protected Berrien.

Beren: Hehe. Thank you, arujisama. It’s true… Berrien has honed the spear techniques I taught him over many years ago. Most of the results are thanks to his hard work, though… If I was able to contribute even just a little bit… Then it was worth choosing the spear back then. …Oops, sorry. I’ve been talking about weapons this whole time. It’s not really the kind of conversation we should be having at such a beautiful place.

Aruji: No, I’m glad I got to hear it.

Beren: Hehe. Arujisama is really kind… …When you’re that kind to me… I might just want to be spoiled even more. My worries and dreams… I might just want to confide them all to arujisama…

Aruji:…Okay. You can tell me everything.

Beren: Hehe… Arujisama is really good at letting me be spoiled. … …To be honest, arujisama. Ever since I was a child… My life has only been filled with thoughts on fighting. Life was a battle for survival… Even when I didn’t have a weapon… Most of my time was spent preparing for battle. But, now…. …

Aruji: Now…?

Beren: By letting go of my weapon, I might be able to grasp on to a different kind of happiness… That’s what I think.

Aruji: A different happiness..

Beren: Yes. For example… Instead of a weapon, I could try holding a beautiful flower. Someday, when there's no need to fight anymore... When the day comes when I can freely grasp anything I want with my own hands... At that time… …. Hehe… What kind of happiness can my hands grasp…? If you don’t mind, I’d like you to think about it with me, arujisama. Even if it’s impossible right now… Someday, with these hands, what kind of happiness might I be able to grasp…? That dream… I would be happy if I could see it with you, arujisama.

Aruji: Beren…

I gently placed my hand on Beren’s outstretched hand. His palms were a bit rough… Perhaps it was proof that he’s spent a lot of time using a spear. As I rubbed the rough spots with the base of my fingers… My thoughts drifted to all the effort Beren had put in up until now.

 Beren: Hehe… Arujisama, that tickles…

Aruji: Ah, I’m sorry.

Beren: No. Rather, I felt happy. It felt like arujisama had acknowledged all the effort I'd put in up until now.

Even without Beren saying it… I want to support him and encourage all the hard work he’s been putting in. With those feelings in mind, I tightly grasp Beren’s right hand this time.

Beren: Ah… That might make me happy… Then… Me too… Hya.

With the same strength as when I squeezed his hands, Beren squeezed back. I normally wouldn’t be able to feel Beren’s strength… it was a striking contrast between that strength and his gentle expression.

Beren:… Are you alright? Did it hurt?

Aruji: No, I’m alright.

Beren: I’m glad. …Besides… Hehe. This kind of thing is nice. Normally, I'm arujisama’s butler... Even when expressing my feelings, I have to choose my words carefully… When holding hands like this… We can convey the strength of our feelings without using words.

Saying that, Beren… Once again put tighten the grip on his right hand as he held mine. As he squeezed my hand tightly at the same time as saying “the strength of our feelings”… I felt as if the intensity of his emotions was being conveyed.

Aruji:… It’s true, I might be able to feel it.

Beren: Right? Of course, I’m making sure it doesn’t hurt. Because you can convey your feelings without anyone seeing... After all, holding hands really is nice. But… In reality, a butler isn’t supposed to hold hands either.

Aruji: Hehe, that maybe so.

Even though I said that… I didn’t loosen my grip, so his hand doesn’t slip away. To my feelings… Beren also responded by squeezing my hand back… And at that time… He whispered softly, in a voice that only I could hear.

全てを受け入れて

Accept Everything

Episode 1

A few days ago, we finished the rehearsal on the outdoor stage… There is a few days left until the festival. I was worried about how the townspeople were going to react to the devil butlers’ performance… Since the rehearsal… There were rumors spreading that “the devil butlers’ performance was amazing”. Before the real thing, I wonder if we can further improve the butlers’ performance… I opened my notebook at the cafeteria… I was hard at work as their producer.

*footsteps*

Beren: Oh? Good morning, arujisama.

Aruji: Ah, Beren. Good morning.

Beren: That notebook… It looks like you are working on something. Maybe… are you working hard as the “producer”?

Aruji: I wouldn’t say I’m working hard…

Beren: There’s no need to be so modest. You were thinking about the stage for us, weren’t you? They practice with us a lot, and when we are unsure or lost, they are there to listen and give us advice. Thank you very much. Having arujisama as the “producer”, it’s very reassuring.

Aruji: I’m glad I was able to help.

Beren: Of course. Having arujisama support us, gives us lots of strength. But for me… I'm worried that arujisama might be working too hard. I’m happy that you’re thinking of us, but don’t push yourself too hard. Seeing arujisama doing well and happy… That would be the greatest joy for us.

Arujisama: Yeah… okay. Thank you.

Beren: Hehe… what an honest and good kid. Well then… From now on, you’ll rely on Beren-niisan, right? I’d like to help with the work that arujisama is working on. What was on your mind?

Aruji: Right now… I’m thinking about the charms of the butlers.

Beren: Our charm…?

Aruji: Because appeal points are important.

Beren: I see, appeal points… If you can find out what makes you appealing, it should affect your performance as well. And for the guests too… They will get to know us more. As expected from our “producer”.

Aruji: It’s not that big of a deal.

Beren: Oh, you’re being modest again. Hehe, when you’re modest like that… it just makes me want to spoil you even more. Arujisama is good at making me in the mood. Arujisama is truly amazing… There’s no doubt about it. Thanks to arujisama… I think all the butlers will be able to see more clearly what we need to work on, and it will be easier for us to do so. We don’t know what real “idols” are like… Even if we try to appeal ourselves like an idol… As expected, there would still be some difficult parts.

Right now at the mansion, in preparations for the festival… I can often see butlers practicing how to behave like an idol. I hope I can help the butlers, even if it’s just a little bit… And as I was thinking about it… I remembered how Beren had been practicing recently. Beren is often practicing his singing and dancing… I’ve never seen him practice behaving like an idol. I wonder if there’s anything that’s troubling him… Feeling concerned, I decided to ask Beren.

Beren: Oh, me? I’m fine. It’s not like I’m particularly concerned or troubled by anything. Even during the practice sessions with the other butlers, I’m doing well. So I don’t think there’s anything worrying. …Besides, if everyone else sees me acting like an idol, they might get a little confused. The theme for the 2nd Floor Villa is “mature and cool, chic idol”… The goal is “to create a presence so elegant that people would hesitate to approach” but… Somehow, the appearance… is so far from my usual self that it seems to surprised people.

Aruji: Ah… that’s true.

Previously, during the first practice will all the butlers… Beren’s performance completely changed the atmosphere around him… The younger butlers’ couldn’t hide their surprise. That itself is proof of how skilled Belen’s performance was… However, wouldn’t it still be worrying to not practice until the actual event?

Aruji: If you don’t mind, I can accompany you practice.

Beren: Eh? But…

Aruji: I’m fine, don’t worry.

Beren: I see… When you say it like that, more than holding back… It would make me feel obligated to accept. Then I’ll accept your offer. I’ll be in your care, arujisama.

Aruji: Yeah, likewise. I’ll be in your care.

“If anything happens, stop me immediate”, he said as a preface… Beren then began to act. At that moment, the usual gentle atmosphere disappeared...  A cold, tense atmosphere spread throughout the room.

Beren: …

Beren pulls the chair next to me… and sits down comfortably. Even with such simple movements… Each time Beren moved, there was a tingling, prickling sensation across my skin.

Aruji: (He really is… good at acting…)

Beren: … …[Name]. Surprised by the sudden mention of my name, I instinctively lifted my gaze to meet Beren’s eyes.

Beren: Hehe… you’re finally looking right at me. Keep your eyes on me just like that. I've been... watching you all this time, arujisama. Or… could it be you were afraid of me after all?

Somehow, I feel like I shouldn't look away right now... Instead of answering, I stared at Beren.

Beren: Heh… Even when I’m like this, arujisama is able to look at me without fear. As expected, the devil butlers’ master is something else. You’ve got real nerves of steel.

Aruji: Its not because I’m the devil butlers’ master.

Beren: …What do you mean?

Aruji: I’m not scared, because it’s Beren.

It doesn’t matter what kind of Beren it is… As long as it’s Beren, I’m not afraid. When I said that...  Beren was slightly surprised... and smiled happily.

Beren: Hmmm… To say that you’re not scared of me, no matter who I am… … You say such kind things.

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Episode 2

Beren kept up his playful demeanor… He looks at me as if observing me. Beren: …Ah, that reminds me. Idols give “fan service”, right? I’m an idol now, so I was wondering if I should do something similar. So… is there something you want me to do, arujisama?

Aruji: Eh? Something I want?

Beren: As a thank you for making me happy. If its’s from arujisama… I’ll listen to whatever you say.

In a typical fan service… maybe waving hands or pointing fingers, I guess. When I answered that… Beren quietly deepened his smile again.

Beren: That’s for a “common” fan service, right? I want to hear fan service that “arujisama wants me to do”. An answer that anyone other than my master might want… If it were any another idol, you wouldn’t think about it at all. Be honest… show me arujisama’s true thoughts.

Aruji: […My thought…] [(W-what should I do…)]

Beren: …Well, it’s fine. If you can’t answer, I’ll give you a little time. I’ll ask you again later… So in the meantime, think of an answer.

Aruji: Okay, I got it.

Beren looks satisfied with my answer… Then he looked at the notebook in my hands. On the opened page… the butlers’ charms and areas for improvement are summarized.

Beren: Hmm… …It’s well summarized. Besides me, it looks like you’ve been keeping an eye on the other butlers as well.

Aruji: …I’m the producer, after all…

Beren: I know. It’s your job, so I can’t really say anything about it. But… I can’t help feeling jealous after all. My section… there’s still nothing written in it. Fill it in properly… and think about me a lot. I want you to write down lots of information about me here more than the other butlers. Whether it’s my good parts or bad parts … I want you to know more about me.

Aruji: Even if it’s a bad part…?

Beren: Yeah… even if it’s a bad part. The parts of me I usually keep hidden… the parts that you think I shouldn’t show. Even if those parts that are be painful to me… I want arujisama to see them. Come on… hold the pen. Make sure to pay close attention to me, okay? “I know you better than anyone else in the world”… I want arujisama to be able say it with full confidence. As for me… I want arujisama to know everything. I want you know about me… more than I would know myself.

Being stared at so intensely, I felt my shoulders stiffen. I was told that anything was fine, but… What should I write in this situation?

Aruji: …

Beren: … Hehe… Honestly, arujisama… you’re really amusing. I could just keep watching you like this forever. Hmm… I don’t really want to give arujisama any fan service after all. 

Aruji: Eh…?

Beren: Is there something wrong? Because for arujisama… I want you to be closer to me, not just as a fan. I told you earlier, didn’t I? I want to show arujisama parts of me that I usually keep hidden. Even the parts of me I could never bring myself to show others… …Arujisama, you will keep an eye on me, right? You won’t be afraid… You’ll accept me, won’t you?

I may be a bit confused… But even then… I wouldn’t reject Beren. “It doesn’t matter what kind of Beren it is… As long as it’s Beren, I’m not afraid”. I feel like he’s waiting for those words… I’ll say it to him again, clearly.

Aruji: There’s no reason to be afraid or refuse anything.

Beren: I see… what a good kid.

Beren wore a gentle smile, different from before… He softly stroked my head.

Beren: Those words just now… you can’t take them back. My kind… and fearless arujisama. More than both “fan” and “master”…  become my “one and only”. Places that others were unable to step into… and yet, you come so close.

Aruji: …Beren’s “one and only”…

Beren: … Beren: Oops… it’s about time to end the performance. I’m sorry for troubling you. I may have gone a bit too far.

Aruji: Thank you for your hard work… Your performance, was amazing.

Beren: Really? I’m glad to hear that. But… the teasing and stroking your head like an older brother, it was the same as always… I think I need to improvise my acting so that it would be more fitting with the theme.

Aruji: (I think it’s good enough though…)

Anyways… At this rate, there’s probably nothing to worry about for the actual performance. When remembering Beren's performance earlier... I felt my heart race, and it wasn't from "anxiety".

- A few days later -

The festival ended safely and with great success. As proof of this, from the townspeople… Large amounts of chocolates are delivered to the mansion everyday. And since then, in order to convey my feelings to Beren… I prepared a handmade, heart-shaped festival chocolate. I told Beren I had something I needed to talk to him about… So he should be coming to my room any moment now. While rereading the notes that I made for the festival stage… I leisurely waited for Beren to come.

*knock* *knock*

Aruji: Come in.

Beren: Good evening, arujisama.

Aruji: Good evening, sorry for calling you so late at night.

Beren: Don't worry about it. I was actually happy that you called me. So… you said you had something to talk about—did something happen?

Aruji: I wanted to give this to you.

Beren: This is… could it be for Valentine’s…?

Beren looked surprised as he received the chocolate… I conveyed the feelings I had put into the chocolate. I’m always able to rely on Beren’s enveloping kindness.. That Beren acknowledges even the smallest things and praises me… That my heart has always been supported and encouraged by him.

Aruji: Thank you for always being with me.

Beren: … Arujisama… I want to say thank you too… Feeling supported and encouraged… it’s the same for me too. Arujisama may have not noticed… Even in small moments, your words and smiles… they always give me so much strength. …Being able to spend time together… I’m truly glad that I’m not the only one feeling happy about this…

Aruji: Of course… I feel happy too.

Beren: Hehe, I see… …Hmm? That notebook… It’s the one arujisama used when preparing for the festival, right?

Aruji: Yeah, I was looking back on the stage.

Beren: I see. It really was a great stage, and I understand how you feel. …That’s right, once again… I’d like to apologize to arujisama. The other day, when I was practicing with arujisama… I really surprised you and gave you a hard time. I’m sorry, arujisama.

Aruji: You don’t have to apologize, its completely fine.

Hearing my words, he smiled awkwardly and said, "You're really kind”… Beren gently touched the notebook.

Beren: …At that time, when I was acting… I told arujisama, “I want you to write down lots of information about me”, but... If I’m being honest… I don’t actually care that much about the amount. Because what's important is... not the amount of text, but "how much arujisama cares about me”. Because, at that time… No matter what kind of person I am, you wouldn’t be afraid and would accept me… Hearing that from arujisama made me really happy. No matter what you learn about me, you’ll always stay by my side… I could really feel how deeply arujisama cares. I was so happy… I nearly forgot myself and almost stopped acting. … Thank you, arujisama.

Aruji: I’m glad I was able to convey my feelings.

Beren: Hehe… Yeah… I’m really glad that you shared your feelings with me too.  So, it's not really a "thank you" but... Let me also convey my feelings to arujisama. …During the actual performance… Even though there were so many people, all I could see was arujisama. I wanted to sing only for arujisama… I wanted to make arujisama happier than anyone else, that’s what I thought. Arujisama has always been more than just a “fan” and “master”, or any other title… …You are my “one and only”.

Beren smiles softly… It somewhat reminds me of the smile he gave during practice… somehow a bit forceful, it overlaps. Those words he said back then, “I want to show you sides that I don’t usually show”… might have been part of the act too. Regardless, whether those words are acting or the truth… Even so, I still want to accept everything… and there is no denying it…

Aruji: Beren is my “one and only” too.

Beren:…! Hehe… Thank you, arujisama.

私たちの屋敷

Our Mansion

Episode 1

The day after the Valentine’s Day party for the ambassadors ended successfully… I was resting in my room… While preparing for the party, I remembered the time I spent with Berrien.

 -  Grovaner Family Main Residence - 

A few days before the party was to be held at the  Grovaner family’s main residence…

Berrien: Well then… Shall we leave it here for today’s work? Arujisama, thank you for staying with me until this late

Aruji: I wish I could help you more

Berrien: Hehe. Even now, you are still helping me a lot. Just having arujisama by my side… We, the butlers, feel very safe. Now then… I will prepare a horse-drawn carriage at the entrance… Shall we return to the mansion now?

Aruji: I guess so

*door open*

 -  Grovaner Main Residence Hallway - 

Finlay: Hey, Berrien. And also Lord of the Demon Butler. Thank you for your hard work this late. Are you about to go home?

Aruji: Ah, Finlay-sama

Berrien: Yes. I’m about to return to Devil’s Palace with arujisama. I will be back again tomorrow to prepare for the party.

Finlay: I see. I’m looking forward to a great party. However… If you have to go to the main residence everyday, it would be a hassle to get around. If you’d like, why don’t you stay the night tonight?

Aruji: [Stay the night?] [Would that be okay?]

Finlay: Yeah. There are plenty of rooms. Better yet, don’t just stay the night… You should live here forever. Move out from Devil’s Palace.

sorry, I just had to. anyways, back to the story

Berrien: Move out of… Devil’s Palace?

Aruji: What do you mean?

Finlay: Ah. It’s something I’ve thought about for a while… If the demon butlers and his master were present, the security of the main residence would be even better. Besides, there are now 16 demon butlers. You have built a villa, what if things start to feel cramped? There’s a possibility that the number of butlers will increase in the future… There might be a lot of them. In that respect, there will be no problem if you live with the Grovaner family. There is also the risk of being ‘demonized’... If the Lord is there, there is no need to worry, right? There are many staff and servants here. It would be possible for the demon butlers to concentrate on fighting, leaving the care of the master to them. What do you think? I think it’s favorable for both parties…

Aruji: That… I didn’t know how to respond to this sudden request. It’s true that Finlay-sama’s proposal sounds reasonable, but… Honestly speaking… I have a strong attachment to Devil’s Palace, so I have a strong desire to not leave. However… For that reason alone, I have no confidence that I can convince Finlay-sama in front of me. Berrien, who was watching from the side, quietly opened his mouth.

Berrien: Finlay-sama. At the risk of being presumptuous, may I speak to you?

Finlay: Of course, Berrien. What do you think?

Berrien: Thank you. I certainly feel that Finlay-sama’s proposal has great merits. Just.. If we move from Devil’s Palace to the Grovaner family’s main residence… I think there are two demerits that cannot be ignored.

Finlay: Hmm… And those demerits are?

Berrien: Yes. First there is the “repulsion from the aristocrats”... I’m glad that Finlay-sama trusts us… Wouldn’t it be possible for opposition to arise from Finlay-sama’s judgment, from other nobles who are not happy with the demon butlers?

Finlay: Ah. Of course that’s true. If tyranny goes too far, it will fall into the same incident with the Sardis family. That’s something I always worry about. But… I believe if there is backlash of that magnitude, it can be suppressed as of now. By having the demon butler nearby… Their distrust will likely dissipate over time. Establishing a relationship of trust with the demon butlers… This will not only be beneficial to the Grovaner family, but also to humanity as a whole. Now, a new threat called intelligent angels has appeared… It is not the time for us to be fighting each other either.

Berrien: Yes. It is as you said. Intelligent angels… They has even used strategies to turn the demon butler and humanity against each other. In order to thwart their plans in the future… We need to build stronger trust… I think that is also important. Just… Another demerit… It is exactly the existence of that intelligent angel.

Finlay: Hm… Keep going.

Berrien: Yes. What I’m curious about is the recent trends of the intelligent angels. When they appear…  It is often where we demon butlers are presently at. I think their first target is obviously us, the demon butlers. At that time, the battlefield… You will not be able to avoid major damage. If we were to base ourselves at the Grovaner family’s main residence… If the intelligent angel attacks there… The main residence may be involved and destroyed. At that time, there’s no certainty that we will be able to take down the intelligent angel… What would be lost at that time… Not only the faith in the demon butlers… The prestige of the Grovaner family also… This may result in a significant decrease.

Finlay:... I see. In other words, the demon butler… Even if you are attacked by the intelligent angels, you are not confident that you can win…?

Berrien: We will do our best, but… Unfortunately, we cannot guarantee it. It is possible that the intelligent angels will devise a plan and aim to take advantage in our absence.

Finlay: Hm… I see. If that is the case… It’s not just the demon butlers who get blamed… I was the one who invited you to the main residence… It would give political opponents a good reason to attack. … Understood. Indeed, Berrien might be right. It seems like it’s too early to have the demon butler to live in the main residence. At least… Until we have an effective way to deal with the intelligent angels.

Berrien: Yes. I apologize for the assumptions. Thank you for your suggestion… We apologize for not being able to comply with your wishes.

Finlay: Hmph… Don’t worry about it. In fact, frank opinions should be welcomed. Without accurate information, correct decisions cannot be made. It was my fault for holding you back for so long. Both of you should be careful when returning home.

Berrien: Yes. Then, please excuse us.

Aruji: Please excuse us.

･──✽──୨୧──✽──･

Episode 2

 -  In front of the Grovaner Family Main Residence Entrance - 

Berrien: Arujisama… I apologize for the inconvenience earlier. Without confirming arujisama’s intentions… I ended up turning down Finlay-sama’s proposal.

Aruji: I also wanted to refuse.

Berrien: I see. That’s a relief There was no lie in the words I told Finlay-sama, but… The fact that “There are many other reasons why I don’t want to leave Devil’s Palace.” I dare not to say.

Aruji: Other reasons?

Berrien: Yes. It is true that I didn’t want to leave the mansion filled with memories with arujisama… To take care of my precious master… I also don’t want that to be taken over by the Grovaner family’s servants. When I thought about it… No matter what, I feel like I have to refuse…

Aruji: I’m glad that Berrien was there.

Berrien: Hehe… Thank you very much, arujisama. But… Even if another butler was around. I’m sure he would have refused. For us… Not only will we protect arujisama in battle…  We also want to be able to support arujisama in your daily care. That, to be honest…. I also want to take care of arujisama all by myself….

Aruji: All by myself…?

Berrien: Eh? U-um… I’m sorry. As a butler, what I said was inappropriate. Apparently, I tasted too much wine during the day… I’m very sorry. Oops, it looks like the carriage has come to pick us up. Well then, arujisama. Shall we head home? To our Devil’s Palace.  -  Presently - 

I thought to myself, “That happened to me too.” as I flipped through the wine catalog. To Berrien, who was so hospitable to me at the pre-party… Now it’s my turn to entertain him. I decided to choose a sweet red wine for him… And for Berrien… I was going to make his favorite food, madeleines. The happiness of being with him… To convey this in the form of a gift…

*knock**knock*

Aruji: Come in

Berrien: Excuse me, Arujisama. I heard that arujisama is holding a party tonight… …Oh? Have the others not arrived yet?

Aruji: It’s just me and Berrien tonight.

Berrien: Eh… Is that so…?

Aruji: I want to have Berrien all to myself.

Berrien:...! A-arujisama… Hehe… All to myself… Whether I say it myself or when arujisama tells me…  I feel really embarrassed… But… The happiness is much greater when arujisama says it…

Aruji: Berrien, here.

Berrien: This… Is red wine, isn’t it? Aruji: It seems to be sweet and less bitter.

Berrien: Hehe… Thank you very much, arujisama. You remembered my preferences.

Aruji: You can enjoy it together with madeleines

Berrien: Madeleines…? No way… Is it handmade by arujisama?

Aruji: I hope it suits your taste…

Berrien: That… Of course, I’m sure it will fit. The wine that arujisama chose with me in mind… Handmade madeleines… That alone… Fills me with happiness

Aruji: Let’s enjoy it together.

Berrien: Yes… If arujisama allows it. This time of happiness… Please let me enjoy it with arujisama…

 -  After a while - 

Berrien: Hm…It really is delicious Since I am in front of arujisama, I have to refrain from drinking as much as possible. That is what I think… Both wine and madeleines were so delicious… I just can’t stop… When I see arujisama… I can’t control myself anymore. Drowning in happniess… Is this what they were saying?

Aruji: You don’t have to hold back.

Berrien: Hehe… Thank you very much. But… It’s at times like this that we have to take care of ourselves. During Valentine’s Day, I was alone with arujisama… And from arujisama… I received such a wonderful gift… To wish for more happiness than this… It would be somewhat extravagant. Hehe. Today too, I was able to make new memories with arujisama. I want to continue making wonderful memories with arujisama. A moment that seems like forever… I really want to spend time with arujisama..

Aruji: Berrien…

Berrien: …I’m sorry. I think I’m a little drunk. But… If you don’t mind… Just for tonight, arujisama… Is it okay for me to have you all to myself…?

Aruji: Of course, it’s okay.

隠者の告白

Confession of a Hermit

Episode 1

As a new year dawned, the butlers and I were able to relax at Maginaria. On such a calm morning, Berrien served me warm tea in the garden of the inn.

Berrien: I’m glad it's sunny today, arujisama. It’s a perfect day for sightseeing. The butlers were also excited to go out with arujisama ♪ Please go out together… and have a memorable New Year.

Aruji: Berrien should come out with us too.

Berrien: Thank you, arujisama. Hearing arujisama said that, makes me very happy. However.. The other butlers were also looking forward to spending time with arujisama. Of course it would be fun to go out together as a large group… Since it’s the New Year’s holidays… I want you to have a relaxing time, arujisama. Please don’t worry about me.. and please enjoy your time with the other butlers. Because for me… Compared to them, I don’t deserve the “right” to enjoy life. 

Aruji: [Berrien…?] [Right…?]

Although he was trying to cover it up with a smile… Something was definitely wrong with Berrien this morning. “I don’t deserve to enjoy life”... What happened?

Aruji: Did something happen?

Berrien: That.. …I’m sorry. What have I said… I’ve made arujisama worry about me…

Aruji: It’s completely fine, but…

Berrien: I still seem to be haunted by the nightmare I had this morning…

Aruji: Nightmare?

Berrien: No… Well, not exactly a nightmare. It was all… It was a “memory of a sin” that I had committed..

Aruji: What kind of dream did you have?

Berrien: …. That’s right… To arujisama… I think I should talk about the past… without hiding anything. Arujisama… It’s going to be a little dark story but… Please listen to the end. How this “sinful” hermit have deceived his companions…

 - ??? Years Ago - 

Butlers: ….

Fennesz: … Well then, this year’s ceremony is over.

Boschi:... It's been a tough year.

Haures: That’s right. Especially for us… We witnessed our friends being “demonized” with our own eyes… It was the first for us this year. Even if we survive long enough without being killed by an angel

Fennesz: If we use the demon’s power too much… Someday we’ll end up like that…

Haures: Hmmm… If there’s a way to save them from being demonized…

Berrien:.... T-that….

Boschi: Hmm… If such a thing existed, Berrien-san would already know about it.

Fennesz: Um.. I guess so… But I’ll try to look into it by reading various books.

Haures: Okay… I’ll leave it to you, Fennesz.

Berrien: … Thank you very much for today, all three of you. Unfortunately… This year, one person has fallen victim to “demonization”... Even so, It’s thanks to you that there were no casualties to the angels. The three of you can be strict at times… Thanks to you for kindly guiding the juniors… The number of the new devil butlers losing their lives have also decreased. Haures-kun, Fennesz-kun, Boschi-kun. I look forward to working with you in the future.

Haures: Yes. I will continue to pass on what I learned from Berrien-san to my juniors.

Fennesz: Hopefully next year there will be no casualties…

Boschi: Hmmm… Well, we’ll just have to do what we can.

Berrien: Yeah. I’m counting on you.

Boschi: Well then,... It's getting dark. We should head back to the mansion

Fennesz: Um.. That’s right.

Haures: Will you be heading back too, Berrien-san?

Berrien: No… I’ll clean up a bit and then go back. Please go back first, you three.

Fennesz: You’re going to clean up afterwards? Then we too-

Haures: Fennesz. Let’s leave this to Berrien-san.

Boschi: … That’s good. Come on. Let’s go, Fennesz.

Fennesz: Eh? Y-yeah…

*footsteps*

Berrien:... Hehe… That won't do, for me… I’m making the younger butlers feel uncomfortable…

…. Ugh… Nghh.. I.. really… How it's said… I am a sinful person…

･──✽──୨୧──✽──･

Episode 2

Berrien: A method to escape death caused by demonization… That method… Even though I know… Even though I have the power to slow down the demonization progress… I… let my friends die right in front of my eyes. Because this power…  can only be used for one person at a time. Right now, it’s being used to stop Beren’s demonization progress… Stopping the demonization of the other butlers… that would mean abandoning Beren. My oldest friend… From when I was young, Beren and I grew up together like family. At the same time, he is someone very important to me… Even for this world, he is a very important person… Memories of the past that I myself have lost… Maybe he remembers them. And… in that memory… We might find a key in saving this world… That’s why… He is the only one… I can’t let him die. But, even so I… I think of all the devil butlers as my real family. There is no lie in this feeling. What I can do is… To warmly welcome the butlers as if they were real family. And… even after they pass away, continue to remember them as much as possible … That is the greatest sincerity I can show them. To bear the pain of losing a family member… It is also an atonement for me… I am not asking for forgiveness… but please… To all the other devil butlers alive today… I hope they can live a long and fruitful life… Please… please keep watching over us… Someday…when a way to cure Beren is found… Defeat the angels… If we can save the world… When everything is over… For certain… I’ll definitely… I’ll go there too…

 - Present - 

Berrien:...

After telling everything… Berrien is unable to lift his head. From the distressed state… I realized how much he was tormented by his guilt.

Aruji: It must have been painful…

Berrien: Arujisama… Yes… There have been some very tough days… However… This suffering is also self-inflicted. If I had confided in my abilities from the beginning… If I had told everyone that Beren was needed in this world… At the very least… There would be no guilt in deceiving my friends. Even so… The reason I couldn’t open up about my abilities was… Me and Beren… I thought we would be resented by our friends…

Aruji: You two would be resented…?

Berrien: Yes. That would be natural. No matter how important Beren’s existence is to this world… When a person witnesses the death of their friends… Any logic is blown away by their emotions. “We couldn’t save him because of Beren.” “Berrien chose to save Beren over him.” What remains after a “death that could have been avoided” is… It’s a big emotional mass. If I had told the truth. I’m sure someone would have resented me. And Beren too... Without him realizing it, he would have incurred great resentment because of me. When he wakes up someday… I want to prevent him from being seen as an object of hatred… The only thing I wanted to avoid is the mansion being filled with hatred… The ultimate destination of hatred is.. ruin, therefore… That’s why… I…

Aruji: Berrien…

Without being able to confide to anyone about his sufferings… He suppressed it deep behind his smile. How lonely he must have felt. When I think so… Unconsciously, I found my hand on Berrien’s shoulder.

Berrien: Arujisama… Thank you. Arujisama is always helping me. Really… I’m glad that arujisama came… Um… arujisama… Earlier, I said to you  “Please have fun with the other butlers”... Just a little more… Please, just for now… Is it alright for me to stay by your side, arujisama?

Ariji: Sure.

Berrien: Thank you…

*Berrien crying*

Berrien is seen holding back his tears… He looks smaller than usual. The reason he is suffering so much… I’m sure it’s because Berrien himself is too kind. It’s because he is kind to people more than anyone else… Having to make such a cruel choice…  He must be suffering more than anyone. For such a kind Berrien… At least I want to be as kind as I can… I couldn’t help but think so.

Aruji:... Let’s go, Berrien…

Berrien: …Eh? Arujisama…? If you say go… Where…

Aruji: For now, I want to go out with Berrien.

Berrien: Eh.. Um…

I wanted to somehow cheer Berrien, who was depressed… I didn’t have a particular destination in mind… In any case, I took Berrien’s hand and we left the inn. To make him enjoy life…

*footsteps*

 - Maginaria Holy Water Spring - 

Berrien: Um… Arujisama… This place… The “Holy Water Spring”... isn’t it? It says “No outsiders allowed to enter”...

Aruji: I-it does…

I took Berrien’s hand and walked along a somewhat familiar path, but… … Apparently we entered a place we shouldn’t have.

Berrien: Well…Fortunately, there seems to be no one here now… Before we get caught and scolded… Shall we go outside?

Aruji: Wait, Berrien.

Berrien: Hm? Arujisama…?

Looking at the spring in front of us… I remembered the time I came here together with Elvira-san. If I remember correctly, it is said that anyone who drinks the water from this spring will be blessed by the holy water… If that's true… I wanted Berrien to receive the benefit from that blessing as well.

Aruji: Berrien, try drinking the water from the spring.

Berrien: Huh? B-but… I don’t have permission to drink the holy water… and… Touched by the hands of a sinner like me… I can’t pollute the sacred spring…

Aruji: If that’s the case…

In place of the hesitant Berrien… I scooped up the holy water from the spring with both my hands. And held it out in front of Berrien.

Aruji: Is this okay?

Berrien: A-arujisama…! That… The holy water scooped up by arujisama’s hands… I’m becoming more and more afraid…

Aruji: Please, Berrien

Berrien:... I… undersrtand… I can’t let arujisama’s kindness go to waste. Well then… If you excuse me…

*Berrien drinks the water*

Berrien slowly drinks the holy water in my hand… Although he seemed somewhat confused by the unusual situation… It was as if he was trying to not let his feelings slip out… Berrien drank it all up until the very end.

Berrien: Phew… Thank you very much arujisama. That… I’m sorry to have bothered you in an unexpected way…

He gently wipes his wet mouth with a handkerchief, but… To me, that gesture… It looked like he was trying to hide his expression.

Aruji: How was it?

Berrien: Uum.. Well… To say it was delicious would be misleading, but… How should I put it… It’s like my body is being cleansed from the inside. As if “my heart is being cleansed”... It would be exactly how it means.

Aruji: That’s a relief.

Berrien: Um… Once again, I apologise arujisama. For being considerate towards me and doing something like this for me. I’m sure it was because I was feeling depressed… They were kind and brought me here… Arujisama is truly a kind person…

Aruji: I want you to enjoy life…

Berrien: …! Arujisama… Thank you very much… I can’t believe you would say that much for a butler like me… I’m really… truly blessed… Um… Arujisama… Can I ask for one thing…?

Aruji: What?

Berrien: That… Now that you have brought me here… Did you have fun too, arujisama?

Aruji: Of course I did, Berrien

Berrien: Is that so… Hehe… I understand, arujisama. I told you that I don’t deserve to enjoy life… …That was a mistake. If arujisama enjoys it,,, And if I can enjoy it with arujisama… From now on… I want to enjoy life more. Of course… with arujisama.

Aruji: Let’s have lots of fun this year too.

Berrien: Yes. Of course, arujisama. Being by the side of such a wonderful arujisama… how could it not be fun. Of course, me too… I will do my best to serve you so you can enjoy yourself… This year too… I look forward to working with you, arujisama.

Aruji: Yeah, I’ll be in your care.

Berrien has a big smile on his face… The gloomy shadow from this morning is gone. Looking at his smile… I too felt very cheerful, from the bottom of my heart

･──✽──୨୧──✽──･

温もりを噛みしめて

Savoring the warmth

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With the dinner show coming up… Today too, the butlers are busily at work. To show my appreciation and gratitude... I decided to treat them to a home-cooked meal. Additionally, the menu has been arranged to suit the dinner show… I deliberately chose dishes that are familiar to my world. And this time, the person I’ll be cooking for… is Beren. I quickly got everything ready… and invited Beren to my room to have dinner together.

Beren: Good evening, arujisama.

Aruji: Good evening, Beren.

Beren: Hehe… Thank you for inviting me today. To think that arujisama would invite me to dine together— It makes me truly happy. I couldn’t stop smiling all day without even realizing it… and a few people started to get suspicious.

Aruji: Beren is always smiling though

Beren: Hehe, that’s true. I also realize that I tend to smile fairly often myself. Today, even more than usual… It seems I was wearing a really happy expression.

Beren who was smiling at he said that… He definitely looks happier than his usual self. I felt happy seeing Beren like that, then guided him to the table. On the table...  There was a serving of freshly fried tempura for two.

Aruji: I have everything prepared.

Beren: Wow, amazing...  There are so many different types of fried foods... Hmm... This looks like a shrimp, but… It's a little different from fried shrimp.

Aruji: This is called tempura.

Beren: Tempura.

It’s kind of a cute name. “Tempura" ... Huh, I can't help but want to say it out loud. The name is cute, and it looks delicious... I'm looking forward to eating it. This shrimp tempura... After all, does it taste similar to fried shrimp?

Aruji: Hmm, it might not...?

Beren: Heh~ Even though they’re both fried foods and look pretty similar... The taste isn’t actually that similar. Hehe… I can’t help but imagine what it must taste like. Hmmm… I could tell this was shrimp by looking at it, but… What is that white one here…?

Aruji: That’s squid tempura ikaten. (Aruji is saying イカ天, ika-ten)

Beren: Ikaten…? Ah, perhaps...  Is "squid tempura" called "ikaten"?

Aruji: That’s right, it’s squid tempura.

Beren: I see… that’s easy to understand. Then, what kind of tempura is this...? It's fun to think about it.

I gently urged Beren, who was smiling happily, to take a seat… Then I served the rice and miso soup.

Beren: Ah… Arujisama, let me do it.

Aruji: Thank you, but it’s okay.

Beren: But… arujisama went to all the trouble to prepare everything… Can I at least help you out a little? I’d feel bad making you do everything yourself. Both as your butler—and as me myself.

Aruji: But this is to thank you.

Beren: Eh? To thank me…?

Belen always takes great care of me. He spoils me with his gentle smile and words. Even though Beren himself must still be struggling, having only just woken up from a long sleep... He doesn’t show even the slightest sign of it. To him — who always watches over me from a distance that is a little different from that of a butler… Today, I want to express my gratitude to him not as his master, but as just another person… from the bottom of my heart. When I said that… Beren smiled softly, looking truly happy.

Beren: A thank-you? Heh… that makes me feel a little shy.

Aruji: Thanks so much for everything, Beren.

Beren: Hehe… You’re welcome. Then, from me too…  Arujisama… thank you as well, for everything. When I suddenly showed up, you welcomed me with such kindness... And even with so many other butlers around, you still let me stay by your side… I’m truly grateful.

Aruji: Because Beren is here, I can feel at ease.

Beren: Geez... there you go saying things like that again, just to make me happy. Day by day... I feel very thankful. Since my master is conveying this to me like this... I too need to show it more and more through words from now on. Arujisama… thank you for preparing such a wonderful meal today. You must’ve worked hard for me. Arujisama’s feeling, it was well conveyed.

In Beren’s gently narrowed eyes, I see a reflection of myself. To straightforward words, that was spoken smoothly… I can’t help feeling both happy and a little embarrassed. I quickly finished serving the food and took my seat.

Aruji: Well then, let's eat right away

Beren: Yeah… Thank you for the food.

Aruji: Thank you for the food.

Beren: Hehe… For starters… yeah, I think I’ll start with this shrimp tempura. *munch* *munch* Hmm, this… is delicious! The shrimp is plump, and when you take bite, a sweet taste spread in your mouth. The batter is also crispy and fragrant… I guess this batter helps brings out the shrimp’s sweetness. Amazing… it definitely tastes completely different from fried shrimp. Hehe… delicious… What should I eat next? Oh… this one… Maybe it’s pumpkin and eggplant…?

For Beren who does like vegetables… I prepared less vegetable tempura compared to the other tempura dishes. I thought it would be better to not prepare it since it was something he didn’t like… But for Beren’s health… it’s also important to eat vegetables. I told him this and encouraged him to try it.

Beren: I see... You really thought that much about it for me. Of course, I’ll eat it. It’s a dish that is filled with arujisama’s kindness. It’s true that I’m not good with vegetabkes, but… If I don’t eat them here, I feel like I will regret it for the rest of my life.

Aruji: Hehe, the rest of your life… That’s an exaggeration.

Beren: That’s not true, you know? That’s how important the food that arujisama made is.

Saying that, Beren takes a bite of the vegetable tempura.

Beren: ...Hmm! This is... a vegetable, but it's really delicious. It has a slightly sweet and mild flavor. If it’s vegetables like these, I don’t dislike it at all. Rather, I would want to eat more of it. To think I’d find vegetables delicious… it’s thanks to arujisama. Hehe, thank you so much.

Smiling brightly, Belen and I eat the tempura together. I feel warmth and relief spreading in my chest, that feeling… I’m sure it’s not simply because the freshly fried tempura. Within the gentle atmosphere… the laughter of me and Beren brightened the room.

- After a while -

Beren: Huh… thank you for the meal.

Aruji: Thank you for the meal.

Beren: Hehe... It was so delicious that I couldn’t help but eat too much. I’ve never eaten tempura before… Could it be a dish from arujisama’s world?

Aruji: Yeah, it’s also available in the eastern lands too.

Beren was born in the central lands... and he grew up in an orphanage until he became an adult. That may be why he hasn’t had many opportunities to try the dishes from the eastern lands… With that in mind… I chose tempura from the menu this time.

Aruji: I’m glad my guess was right.

Beren: I see… so you picked something I probably haven’t tried before. Thanks to that, it was a very enjoyable dinner. Thank you, arujisama. Learning something new… is really fun.

As Belen spoke, his expression was very gentle… and he seemed to be deep in thought.

Aruji: …Beren, what’s wrong?

Beren: …Huh?

Aruji: You seem to be lost in thought.

Beren: Haha… sorry, it must have shown on my face. The food was so delicious, I ended up lost in thought.

Aruji: Can you let me know what’s on your mind?

Beren: Arujisama… Sorry, it’s not like I was thinking about anything dark… I just, got a little sentimental for a bit. When I woke up... I was a little tense, trying to adapt to my new environment. Don’t keep thinking about the past—look forward. I wanted to be useful to everyone as soon as possible. But sometimes… I remember the old days and feel a little lonely. The place where I once lived… no longer exists. Thoughts like that would sometimes weigh heavily on me. Even when I try to look forward… my heart might still be left behind… thousands of years ago.

Aruji: …Given Beren’s circumstances, that much is understandable.

Beren: Thank you… It’s a bit of a relief to hear you say that. It’s not just what was said just now… I’m truly being supported by arujisama’s presence. Just like today… you teach me new things and give me such happy memories. When I’m with arujisama, I have so much fun… I find learning and experiencing new things to be fun. Instead of dwelling on the past… I can turn my heart on the present… and the future. Because I’m with arujisama… I can live in the present. …I truly believe that. Thank you so much… arujisama.

Aruji: I’m happy to be with you too, Beren.

Shinonome Yuuhan

Q. Tell us about your job at Devil's Palace and what you are good at.

I work as a supporting aide to the other butlers. It's quite a rewarding job finding where hands are short and filing in. Occasionally, I find a butler taking a nap... However, if necessary, it is also my role to gently bring him back to "reality."

Q. What are your memories after meeting the Lord?

Hmmm, that's a difficult question to answer... Arujisama is a someone who possesses many charms... There are numerous events that left an impression on me. However, among them... there was a time where I felt arujisama's strength and kindness. It was when we helped a young boy escape from a certain town. A child who cried for freedom... Arujisama never ignored him. Even with the risk, arujisama remained kind. As someone who had only just become a demon butler at that time, I was secretly impressed.

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Kawakami Hanamaru

Q. Tell us about your job at Devil's Palace and what you are good at.

I work as a supporting aide to the other butlers, so it's a lot of work. If I nap in the sunroom, I end up helping with the laundry... If I nap in the garden, I end up helping with the yard work... I'm really busy and it's so troubling~.

Q. What are your memories after meeting the Lord?

I've got a lot of memories, you know. From stories that will make you laugh to the ones that'll make you cry, you can choose from a variety of memories. Some memories are so vivid in my mind that I will never forget them. For example, that day I styled arujisama's hair when they were all dressed up. Hehe... Well, the relationship arujisama and I have, it's only natural that we have many memories together. The kids I raised have taken a liking to arujisama too... I'm sure the memories that the two of us make— and the ones we make with everyone— will continue to grow from here on out.

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Teddy Brown

Q. Tell us about your job at Devil's Palace and what you are good at.

I work as a supporting aide to the other butlers. I'm happy to do any job entrusted to me! Being able to interact with the butlers in a lot different ways... I like this role very much!

Q. What are your memories after meeting the Lord?

When I became a butler... I remember that day I presented myself to arujisama in my tailcoat. At that time, arujisama said such truly wonderful words to us. I was honestly so happy... I thought, "Ah, from now on, I'll be serving such a kind and gentle person”. I was so deeply moved! It made me want to know more about arujisama even more. And I want to keep making memories with them forever.

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Beren Cliane

Q. Tell us about your job at Devil's Palace and what you are good at.

My job is to support the other butlers. Well, that said, I only just became a butler myself, so it still feels like I’m in training. Will you cheer me on so I can become fully fledged butler soon? Hehe… thanks to you, I feel like I can do my best.

Q. What are your memories after meeting the Lord?

It’s hard to narrow it down to just one. Compared to everyone else, I have met arujisama recently so I haven’t known them for long… Even so, every moment I’ve spent with them is a precious memory. Sorry for the unfair answer. Ah, but—there is something that left a really strong impression on me. That would be the day it was decided that I would become a demon butler, and I met arujisama for the very first time. In a way, that day was the beginning of my life as a butler… That memory is one that I want to treasure and never forget.

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Shiro

Q. Tell us about your job at Devil's Palace and what you are good at.

…Supporting the other butlers. That is my role. However… I have no intention of helping with trivial matters. As long as I reside in this mansion, I will fulfill the bare minimum duties that are expected of a butler... but I will be the one to decide what those duties are. That is all.

Q. What are your memories after meeting the Lord?

October 26 2023 13:00/18:00 performance

Cast: Ammon, Lucas & Flure

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Ammon: Now Arujisama… We’ve arrived at Velis. the city of water! The beautiful crystal blue sea flowing through the waterways! And, the faint scent of the sea! Hah, it’s a great place to visit anytime~!

Lucas: Hehe… that’s true. Oh.. that’s right. Arujisama here, please take this hat. The sun is strong, so please wear it. Hehe, it suits you very well.

Ammon: Even so, there are a lot of people~  I can’t believe it’s so crowded even though it’s off-season…

Lucas:  As expected of Velis, it’s a famous resort area.

Ammon: Come to think of it, Berrien-san and the others…?

Lucas:  They arrived before us, so I think it’s about time for them to start on the job?

Ammon: Arara~. That’s unfortunate…

Lucas: By the way, arujisama, that face… You must be wondering, “Why was I suddenly brought here?” We came here today for a certain request… Currently the Grovaner family’s aristocrats are gathered here. And we, are entrusted with guarding them.

Ammon: It’s like this every time but… Really, those guys are rough with people.

Lucas: Now, now… Ammon-kun. But because of that, we were able to come here.

Ammon: Yeah, That’s right. We’re lucky to be able to come here with the money of a nobleman.

Lucas: Furthermore, while in this city… Arujisama can spend their time freely. Of course, when an angel appears, we would ask for your cooperation… Other than that, you can spend your time freely. So arujisama, please take it easy today… Let’s heal your daily fatigue…

Ammon: The other butlers are protecting the nobles… me, Lucas-san and Flure, the three of us will be with you. Huh? Come to think of it, Flure isn’t here.

Lucas: He left before us… He should have arrived here by now…

Flure: Hah…Hah…Hah… Ah, over there! Haa! I-I’m sorry, arujisama! I was late..!

Lucas: It’s unusual for Flure-kun to be late. Did something happen?

Flure: Umm.. Well, actually… I was there at the scene of a snatching…

Ammon: A snatching?! That must be troubling…

Flure: I caught the culprit and handed him over to the military police, it caused me to be late.

Lucas: Oh~  Flure-kun caught him?

Flure: Y-yes. The opponent wasn’t that strong, so he was easily caught.

Lucas: That’s amazing, Flure-kun. Good job.

Ammon: Flure has been working hard on his training lately. He’s very different from before arujisama came.

Flure: I-is that so?

Ammon:  That’s right. Recently, Flure has gotten stronger. Right? Arujisama, you think so too, right?

Flure: S-stop it Ammon-san. It’s kind of embarrassing.

Lucas: Hehe…then… Flure-kun is also here, so let's start arujisama’s hospitality right away.

Ammon: Arujisama, please enjoy yourself to the fullest today. It's okay to let loose a little, right?

Lucas: Then, let’s go to the cafe first? Flure-kun made a reservation at a nice restaurant.

Flure: The restaurant had just opened recently and is very popular!

Ammon: Oh~The shy Flure was able get a reservation at the restaurant.

Flure: W-well, um... I’m gradually getting used to talking to other people. I feel like I’ve been able to overcome my shyness recently… Ahahaha…

Ammon: Heh~ Well then, I’ll leave it to Flure to show around.

Flure: Eh… you want me to guide?

Ammon: It was Flure who made the reservation… When we get to the restaurant, wouldn’t it be smoother for Flure to talk to the staff?

Flure: W-well, that’s true.. but…

Ammon: But? Is there a problem?

Flure: T-there’s no problem! I-it’s fine! Please follow me!

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Lucas: Flure-kun, it’s good you went into the restaurant by yourself but… It looks like he’s frozen in front of the staff.

Flure: Oh.. Umm… T-that…

Ammon: He said he overcame his shyness… He’s really nervous.

Lucas: Yeah, he’s really nervous…

Flure: Ugh…

Ammon: Ah, Flure’s looking this way.

Flure: Ammon-san, p-please help…

Ammon: Ha… as expected… It can’t be helped.

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Flure: Phew… We finally made it in the restaurant…

Lucas: Arujisama, here. Please take a seat by the window. We will also join you.

Ammon: Well then, Flure can sit next to arujisama.

Flure: Eh? Is that alright?

Ammon: Of course, Flure was the one who made the reservation for this restaurant… Now that I think about it… Flure. You haven’t gotten over your shyness at all.

Flure: U-umm… that…

Lucas:  Well, it didn’t go so well earlier… Flure-kun was the one who made the reservation for this restaurant, right?

Flure: Erm… I’m sorry. Actually, when I made the reservation, Lato and Miyaji-sensei were with me. And most of the time, Miyaji-sensei was the one that talked to the staff… And the reservation.

Lucas: Ah, I see… that’s what happened.

Flure: I was complimented on how strong I’ve become, so I wanted to show off…

Lucas: I understand, Flure-kun. You always want to show arujisama your cool side, right?

Flure: But, I ended up showing something uncool. Haa…

Lucas: Now, now… pull yourself together. Shall we sit down for now?

Flure: Oh, that’s right! Um… well then, arujisama. Please excuse me.

Lucas: Ammon-kun and I will sit here.

Ammon: Understood. Wow, the view outside is very beautiful~ This is a really nice cafe. You found a really good place, Flure.

Flure: Thank you. By the way, the food and drinks have been ordered in advance. Ah, while we’re talking about that, look…

Ammon: Wow~ this is amazing! It's a gorgeous fruit platter. And there’s even some fancy tropical juices.

Flure: Yes! This place is famous for its tropical juices.

Ammon: It certainly does look very delicious.

Lucas: Thank you for choosing a good restaurant, Flure-kun.

Flure: I’m glad to hear you say that. Come, arujisama. Please enjoy it.

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Lucas: Hehe, it seems that you were satisfied.

Ammon: Arujisama, that was really delicious!

Flure: I’m glad. Arujisama was pleased…

Ammon: Well then~, is it time for us to leave the store?

Lucas: That’s right. Well… next, let’s go to the beach… Oya?

Ammon: What’s wrong, Lucas-san? You have a serious look on your face…

Flure: Did something happen?

Lucas: Everyone, act in a cheerful mood. Speak in a slightly lower tone.

Flure: I-I understand, but… what’s wrong?

Lucas: It seems that there is someone monitoring arujisama.

Ammon: Monitoring arujisama? Seriously?

Lucas: Yes, the seat behind arujisama and Flure-kun… A suspicious man is glancing at arujisama

Ammon: Ah… I see, that person. Without a doubt, he is looking at arujisama.

Flure: Um… which person is that?

Lucas: Don’t look back, Flure-kun. Just keep looking this way.

Flure: Y-yes…!

Lucas: Don’t let the other person realize that we are aware of him.

Flure: I-I understand.

Lucas: Arujisama too, please stay seated. Don’t look back okay? Look into my eyes… Please keep smiling, as always.

Ammon: Anyways, who is he?

Lucas: Hmmm… we still don’t know that yet… Why don’t we catch him and find out?

Ammon: That’s right… I think that’s good too.

Flure: It would be terrible if he is someone who would harm arujisama.

Lucas: Hmmm… we could ask him directly, but… If he acts strangely, it will cause trouble for the store. If possible, I’d like to bring him out to a less crowded area.

Flure: That’s right, I think that’s a good idea too.

Lucas: Then arujisama, I’m sorry, can you help us out a little? From now, we are going to try and catch the suspicious man who’s been watching you. The plan is like this.

First, Flure-kun and arujisama. Ammon-kun with me, we will split into two groups. Flure-kun and arujisama will act as decoys to lure in the suspicious man. After leaving this shop, there is a narrow alley a little further down the road, so please head there.

Flure: Understood.

Lucas:  Ammon-kun and I will head there first… We will be near the alley and keep an eye on the suspicious man’s movements. And… When the suspicious man enters the alley, Ammon-kun and I will flank him on both sides..

Ammon:  Leave it to me.

Lucas:  Well then, let's start the plan. So as to not disturb this relaxing time any further… shall we have him leave early?

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Flure: Arujisama, let's walk as we normally would. It’s important to act naturally so he doesn’t notice that we are leading him on… Just to be on the safe side, please move a little closer to me. Don’t worry, if anything happens I will protect you. Ah, Lucas-san and Ammon-san are over there. We should be luring him down this alley. Well then, let’s go, arujisama.

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Flure: Arujisama, we’ve entered the alley. Let’s walk slowly. As expected, there’s someone following behind us. Ah, please don’t look back, arujisama. Pretend we don’t notice him… Let’s lead him a bit deeper. A little more… a little more… Now! Ammon-sam! Lucas-san!

Ammon: Nice lead, Flure. Oops… there’s no point in trying to run away, you know?

Flure: Arujisama, please get behind me.

Lucas: Hehe… I don’t know what your purpose is, but… interrupting such precious time with arujisama is a very serious crime, you know?

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Lucas:  Now, arujisama. We’ve arrived at the beach.

Ammon:  It’s completely dusk~ We planned to show you around the beach during the day, but…

Lucas: We were enjoying some delicious barbeque and before we knew it, it was already this late.

Ammon:  And what's more, we were treated to the meal by that man… We were very lucky.

Flure: That man… he was the victim of the snatcher I caught earlier…. I was also in a hurry, so I didn't really look closely at the victim. I didn’t expect him to follow me just to say thank you. I was surprised.

Lucas: Hmmm… I thought he was watching arujisama, but… He was looking at Flure, who was sitting next to arujisama.

Ammon: He was behaving very strangely~ If you wanted to say thank you, he should have spoken up sooner.

Lucas: Well, he seemed like a shy guy… Maybe it was hard for him to speak up? But in the end, he treated us to a barbeque… and arujisama was able to enjoy some delicious food… Let’s call it there, okay?

Ammon: That’s right. As long as arujisama was satisfied, that’s fine.

Lucas:  Yes, yes. Because the purpose of today is for arujisama to heal their daily fatigue.

Ammon:  Hmmm… sigh… Anyway the beach here is nice and quiet because there are no people around.

Lucas: It’s a really good hidden spot.

Flure: The sea looks beautiful… It sparkles in the light of the setting sun… Um, arujisama… I am truly grateful to arujisama. Before I met arujisama, I was really weak… To be honest, I had almost given up on getting stronger. But when I met arujisama, I changed. Because arujisama was kind to me… Arujisama became more and more important to me… “I want to protect this person” and “I want to become stronger”... I began  to think that way. I like who I am now. Thank you arujisama, for changing me. S-sorry. I suddenly started talking… While watching the sunset… my emotions got stirred up.

Lucas: No. I thought Flure-kun’s heartfelt words of gratitude were wonderful.

Ammon: Well, since we’re at it, I might as well go with the flow. Next, let me express my gratitude. Arujisama… When I met arujisama, my daily life changed a lot. Wanting to see arujisama’s happy face made me want to work even harder in the garden… I would think about how to make arujisama’s heart pound for the day… Really, everyday is exciting and fun. This is a feeling that I would not have known if I hadn’t met arujisama. Thank you very much.

Lucas: Well then, finally… Please let me express my gratitude as well. As Flure-kun and Ammon-kun said earlier… Arujisama has brought about many changes in our lives and the way we live. It’s not an exaggeration or anything… I believe that many butlers were saved thanks to arujisama. I am also one of them too. I have lived for a long time but… I don't think I've ever experienced days as peaceful and full of happiness such as these. I am now living the happiest time of my life. Just by seeing arujisama’s smile and listening to their voice… It warms my heart very much. Aah, I’m glad to have been alive until now… That’s what I think. Arujisama has given us hope for our future. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Oops, Sorry it took so long. My thoughts were overflowing and ended up talking too much.

Flure: I think it’s good. It’s okay to express your gratitude as much as you like!

Ammon: That’s right. Well, rather, I feel like the words I say are not enough… However, I think going any further would cause trouble for arujisama… There will be plenty of opportunities to express my gratitude in the future.

Flure: I agree..

Lucas: Hehe… Well, arujisama. Since we  came to the beach, let’s enjoy this scenery a little more. There are no other people around, so… Please feel free to relax as much as you like.

Ammon: That's it. Times like this, taking a deep breath can help you feel more relaxed. Come on, let’s try it together. Now, take a deep breath in~… and exhale~... One more time! Inhale~... exhale~... Hehe. Feels good, right?

Flure: Our hospitality will keep going. Please feel free to relax and be pampered until tonight. 

ご褒美の時間

Reward Time

Episode 1

 - Two days before the circus performance - 

As I was walking around the tent, watching the butlers practice… Berrien and Muu are in the corner of the stage… I saw them practicing with the cats.

Berrien: Hehe,,, come on, cats. One last turn.

Cats: Nya! Nya!

The cats take turns doing backflips to the sound of Berrien’s voice. I couldn’t help but be captivated by the cute performance.

Muu: Well, that’s it for today’s practice!

Berrien: Thank you for your hard work. I’ll bring you some food later… Cats, do you want anything?

Cats: Nyanya~

Muu: Hm hm… “I’m tired of eating fish, so I want meat,” he says.

Berrien: Oh my… Then, we’ll also serve you some milk. The cats meow happily at Berrien’s words… They are nestling at his feet. When I saw that the practice was over, I called out to Berrien and Muu.

Aruji: Berrien is kind

Berrien: Oh, arujisama.

Muu: Arujisama! You were watching us. How was it? The performance of us ‘cat users’ is…

Aruji: It was so wonderful

Muu: Is it true?! Ehehe… Arujisama praised us, Berrien-san.

Berrien: Hehe… Yes, I’m very happy. Well then, there’s still a while until it’s time for the cats to eat…

Arujisama, I’ll make some tea, so… If you don’t mind, would you like to take a break?

Aruji: But aren’t you tired?

Berrien: Please rest assured. I’m not that tired. Besides that, I’m going to make tea for my master… It’s a healing time for me too.

Aruji: Well, let me ask you a favor.

Berrien: Yes ♪ Leave it to me.

When we moved backstage… Berrien immediately prepared some hot tea for me.

Berrien: Here, arujisama.

Aruji: Thank you

Muu: Hmmm… It must be nice…

Berrien: Oh? Muu-chan, what’s wrong?

Aruji: Did Muu also want to drink tea?

Muu: Ah, no! That’s not the case… That… I wish I could make tea for arujisama like Berrien-san…

Aruji: Make tea, for me?

Muu: Yes. Because arujisama… Always drinks Berrien-san’s tea and says it’s delicious so… I wish I could make arujisama happy with tea too… I can’t hold the pot properly with my small hands… I won’t be able to brew tea as elegantly as Berrien-san. It’s very impossible for me… If I were a human, I would have been more helpful to my master… I’m a little jealous…

Aruji: Muu…

Berrien: Muu-chan… Please don’t be so depressed. Certainly for Muu-chan… Large and heavy pots can be difficult to lift. But even if you don’t go out of your way to imitate me, there are other things that only Muu-chan can do.

Muu: Something that can only be done by me?

Berrien: Yes. For example, this circus is exactly the situation. The local cats started joining our circus… This would not have been possible without Muu-chan. Arujisama praised our show just now… It’s all thanks to Muu-chan being there. Cooperating with the cats to please arujisama… Only Muu-chan can do that.

Muu: We are able to do this because of me… Um, do you think so too, arujisama?

Aruji: Of course.

Muu: R-really? Hehe… I am also able to please arujisama… Understood! I will continue to do my best to please arujisama with whatever I can!

Berrien: Yeah. That’s the spirit. From now on, as butlers serving the same master… Let’s do our best together.

Muu: Yes! Berrien-san, thank you very much.

Cats: Nya~

Berrien: Oh? It’s the cats.

Muu: What’s that… You say, “I’m hungry.”

Berrien: Oh dear… It seems like you can’t hold back until it’s time for dinner.

Muu: Berrien-san! In that case, I’ll serve milk to the cats. I’ll ask them to wait a little longer until dinner time!

Berrien: I got it. I’ll prepare the meat a little later.

Muu: Yes! Well then everyone, please follow me~

Cats: Nya~

Berrien: Hehe… I’m glad Muu-chan seemed to have regained his usual energy. I want all the butlers to always smile.

Aruji: I agree

Berrien: Of course, I want arujisama to be smiling too.

Aruji: Me too?

Berrien: Yeah. It makes me happy to see arujisama smiling.

From Berrien’s eyes that look at me kindly… It was clear that he felt this way from the bottom of his heart.

･──✽──୨୧──✽──･

Episode 2

 - Black Cat Group Tent - 

 - On the day of the circus performance - 

A while after the circus curtains rose… Now is the scene where Berrien shows off his cat-taming skills.

Berrien: Hehe,,, then Muu-chan. Let’s use our power to heal everyone ♪

Muu: Yes, of course! Now cats… First up is a backflip!

Cats: Nya!

According to Berrien’s signal… The cats take turns performing backflips.

Berrien: You’re all doing great. Next, let’s play chase.

When Berrien says so… Muu jumps onto the prepared table… A cat seems to be chasing Muu… Jumping over platforms one after another and circling around Berrien.

Berrien: Oh, everyone is doing well. Then, next shall we try running through the hoop?

Muu: That’s easy. Come on, everyone, keep jumping!

Taking Muu’s words as a cue… One by one, the cats pass through Berrien’s hula hoop. A cute and breathtaking performance… All the audience members were fascinated.

Audience: How cute…

Berrien: Hehe… Everyone is doing great. Now, let’s show them how to climb a wall.

Cats: Nya~

After that, Berrien continues to perform tricks that go well with Muu and the cats… The audience gave a generous round of applause to Berrien and his friends’ wonderful performance… A circus filled with suspense, excitement and healing… It ended with great success.

 - After a while - 

After the circus performance… I expressed my thanks to Berrien, who was in the waiting room.

Aruji: Thank you for your hard work, Berrien.

Berrien: Arujisama, did you enjoy the circus?

Aruji: It was amazing.

Berrien: That’s good If you were able to enjoy it… I’m also feeling more and more grateful that I worked hard ♪

*footsteps*

Berrien: Oh? Those footsteps.

*footsteps*

Muu: Ah- arujisama! You were with Berrien-san. I wanted to talk with arujisama… Did I bother you?

Aruji: It’s okay

 Cat: Nya~

Berrien: Oh? Muu-chan, the cats were with you too.

Muu: Yes, that’s right. Now that I think about it, I feel like I haven’t introduced arujisama properly… To greet the lord again… I brought you all!

Berrien: I see… Now that you mention it, that is somewhat so.. Then, Muu-chan. Please introduce arujisama to the cats.

Muu: Yes. Everyone, this is my lord. They are kind but also a great person! Don’t do anything rude.

Aruji: I’m not that great…

Cats: Nya~ ♪

After Muu finished speaking, the cats came over to me. They made sweet noises and rub their bodies against me.

Berrien: Oh dear… Did you want a reward from arujisama for your hard work?

Aruji: I-I guess so…

Muu: Hmmm… I’m a butler so I can’t be pampered like that… How cunning…

I thought about stroking Muu later… I petted the cats one by one as they worked hard.

Aruji: Everyone, thank you.

Cats: Nya~ ♪

The cats meow happily Some of the cats were also purring.

Aruji: (Cute…)

Muu: How nice…

Aruji: Muu, come here

Muu: Is that okay?

Aruji: It’s a reward for your hard work.

Muu:...! Thank you, arujisama!

I accepted Muu who happily jumped at me… I petted his head.

Muu: Hehe… I am happy because I am being caressed by arujisama.

Berrien:...... I’m so jealous…

Aruji: …Eh?

Berrien:........ …….AH.

Muu: B-Berrien-san… Just now…

Berrien: U-um… That, just now… I definitely didn’t mean that  “I’m jealous of being stroked.”... That’s not to say it doesn’t exist, but… What I mean is more comprehensive…. The nuance of “I’m jealous of the reward,” so… No, in the first place… It’s wrong for a butler to ask for a reward, but… I’m sorry… It seems a little confusing right now…

Muu: U-um…  Then, arujisama. I’ve already said my greetings… Cats! It’s time to withdraw!

Cats: Nya~

Aruji: [Eh..?!] [Muu?!]

*cats going away*

The space that had been lively until just now suddenly became silent. It suddenly became so quiet… I feel more strongly that I was alone with Berrien.

Berrien: T-they left. Muu-chan… Apparently, it seems like I caused you to worry too much… As an older butler, I am disqualified… I’m sorry for earlier, arujisama. To say something like that suddenly…

Aruji: I was a little surprised…

If Berrien’s words back then were true… Just like Muu and the others… I thought that Berrien would appreciate it as well.

Aruji: Were you jealous of Muu?

Berrien: Eh…? Well, that… I’m sorry… There’s nothing I can say about it now. If I’m being honest… Just a little…

Aruji: If that’s the case...

When I raised my hand… I bought it closer to Berrrien’s head.

Aruji: Can I pet you?

Berrien:...! Arujisama… That…

Aruji: Do you not like it…?

Berrien: No… It’s not that I don’t like it…

Aruji: Would you like me to stroke you just a little?

Berrien: Y-yes… If arujisama is okay with it… Just a little bit…

Aruji: Okay

I saw Berrien closed his eyes… I stroked his hair as gently as I could. I can feel the silky texture of his hair in the palm of my hand.

Berrien:....... ….hehe…. Thank you, arujisama. Such a thing… As a butler, I know this is wrong, but… Just for now, forget about being a butler… I want to surrender to this happiness… Being arujisama’s butler… This should be the happiest thing for me… Sometimes like this… There are moments when I almost forget that I am a butler… Hehe… I am really a selfish person… But, about me… Arujisama who accepts me in this way is by my side… I am now… I feel very happy…

Aruji: That would be good

笑顔の理由

Reason for Smiling

Episode 1

 - Black Cat Group Tent - 

A few days after arriving in Velis… Lono, Yuhan and Teddy are on the circus stage… They are practicing for their pole performance… I don’t want to disturb their practice… So I am secretly watching the situation…

Lono: huh… This pole is quite high when you climb it… Well then, next… all I have to do is jump to the next pole.

Yuhan: Yes… But isn’t it too early to master these techniques? It’s better to start with basic movements and master them first.

Lono: It'll be fine. Even if you fall, there are cushions underneath. Besides that, you might be able to do basic movements from the start. Firstly, I want to know how difficult it would be.

Teddy: I see… but do be careful.

Lono: Yeah, Well then…  Whoa?!

Yuhan: Lono-san?!

*thud*

Teddy: Lono-kun! Are you alright?!

Lono: Hahahaha… I’m alright. I was a little surprised… But I learned a good lesson. If you don’t apply the anti-slip properly,,, it will be dangerous when jumping between poles!

Teddy: That, I see… Anyway, I’m glad that there were no injuries.

Yuhan: Even so… This seems to be more difficult than I imagined.

Lono: Don’t worry too much about it. If you practice, you’ll definitely be able to do it in no time.

Teddy: Hehe: Lono-kun is always so positive.  I need to emulate that positive way of thinking too!

Lono: No, no… I don’t think it's worth emulating, though… Since most things get better with practice… For example, when I first came to the mansion… I wasn’t that good at sword fighting… Even when it came to cooking, I was still a beginner. My progress right now was due to constant practice. 

Teddy: Huh, is that so. Even though you’re so good at it now…

Lono: Yeah. Practice and research over and over in order to be even slightly more useful in the mansion. Even when I fail, I continue to look forward without giving up… I am who I am now because of that… The same goes for pole dancing. If you practice hard enough, you’ll definitely get better at it! You’ll definitely  be fine! If I’m the one who says it, there’s no doubt about it!

Yuhan: Hehe… Looking at Lono-san’s smiling face makes me think that everything will be okay.

Teddy: Yeah! I feel like I can do it myself!

Lono: Hehe, of course! Both of you are far more amazing people than me. Not only did you lead many subordinates for your age, Your swordsmanship are also top-notch. This show will definitely be a success!

Teddy: Hehe… I get embarrassed when I get praised too much…

Yuhan: Yeah. We must definitely live up to the expectations.

Lono: Okay! Well then, let’s continue practicing!

Aruji: (Good luck, all three of you…)

Touched by Lono’s positive attitude… It seems Teddy and Yuhan have also become motivated. After that, the three of them practiced again and again… No matter how many times they fell off the pole, they never gave up and kept practicing.

 - After a while - 

Later at night… When it got late, I passed by the circus tent… I could hear some kind of sound coming from the stage.

*thud*

Aruji: (What kind of sound was that?)

I was curious about the true nature of the sound… I decided to head towards the tent.

…

*thud*

Lono: Shoot!

Aruji: (Lono…?)

Inside the tent… Lono was practicing jumping from pole to pole by himself.

Lono: sigh… No matter what I do, I keep falling… On second thought… Maybe it's impossible for me…

Aruji: Eh…?

･──✽──୨୧──✽──･

Episode 2

Lono: Eh? Arujisama?! Why are you here?!

Aruji: I heard the sound of practicing.

Lono: I-is that so? Sorry for making so much noise at night.

Aruji: I’m sorry for looking without permission.

I was surprised that Lono practiced until midnight, but… More than that… I was surprised that Lono was complaining .

Aruji: …Lono, are you okay?

Lono: Wha..? Y-yeah… Of course! I’m always positive. No matter how many times I fail. I will never give up!

Aruji: …Then, what were those words you said earlier…?

Lono: Oh… I guess you heard it… I’m sorry… Just when I thought no one was around, a weak voice came out… For everyone’s sake… Please keep it a secret, especially from Yuhan-san and Teddy-san. I’m embarrassed to have my weak side known… Even though those two are motivated… I don’t want them to feel anxious because of me. I’m sure for those two… Deep down, they are worried about whether they’ll be able to do it properly.

Even though Lono was actually feeling anxious… It seems like he was trying to maintain a positive attitude for Yuhan and Teddy. Knowing Lono’s feelings… I was once again impressed by his careful consideration for those around him.

Aruji: Lono is a good senior.

Lono: A good senior, that… I haven’t done anything big. I’ve always had the role of a big brother… It’s just habits from that time that are ingrained in me. I was always careful to not make my younger siblings anxious…

Aruji: I see, since that time…

Lono: Yes. When I was worried… It would also make my younger brothers and sisters anxious… So in order to not make them worry… No matter what happened, I tried to act cheerfully. But no matter how many positive words I say… When I’m alone… I ended up complaining like what you saw moments ago… I’m sorry for showing you something so unsightly…

Aruji: That’s not true

Lono: Arujisama…

Aruji: I want you to show me your weak side.

Lono:…! A-arujisama… Hehe… Arujisama is really a kind person… To be pampered by arujisama… As a butler, this is something I really shouldn’t do, but… Because arujisama is too kind… I can’t help but want to be spoiled. Huh… I feel kind of strange. Even though I am weak, arujisama acknowledged me like this... Just thinking about it… I feel like the anxiety I was feeling earlier gradually disappear. Before this... In the past, I had no choice but to carry this anxiety by myself. Just having arujisama listening to me… Somehow, I feel a lot better.

Aruji: Really?

Lono: Yes, it’s true! This time, I’m not just pretending to be fine. I want to practice more and make sure that I succeed. This feeling has become stronger again. My weak self, I’m happy that arujisama saw it, but… Because you are such a kind lord… I want to show you how cool I am!

Aruji: I’ll be supporting you, Lono.

Lono: Hehe. Well then, I’ll continue practicing again. I’ll practice a lot and I’m sure I’ll succeed in the actual performance… My cool appearance… Please look forward to it!

With that, Lono started to climb the pole again. I don’t think that Lono’s weak side is all bad… The fact that he only revealed his true self to me… For some reason, it made me feel very happy.

Aruji: (Good luck, Lono.)

 - Black Cat Group Tent - 

And finally, the day of the circus performance arrived… Lono appeared shortly after the performance started… Along the pole, far above the audience seats… Climbing close to the ceiling…  He showed off by jumping freely between the poles

Audience: Amazing..! He’s so agile even though he doesn’t have a lifeline…

Lono: Hehe. This is nothing. Let’s get the show going!

Not only was he able to jump from high places, but he also caught the pole with just the back of his knees… To be able to raise your body horizontally… There were many of the performances that would be impossible for someone with average physical strength. The audience seemed completely absorbed.

Audience: Wow!

Lono: Hehe...everyone in the audience~! Did you enjoy our performance? But... This is just the beginning, you know? From now on, the other members will be showing you many more amazing performances... Please enjoy it till the end! Well then, your neck would get tired from looking up forever... We are withdrawing!

The audience was captivated by Rono's powerful technique and light speaking style. The excitement that followed gained momentum... The circus ended with great success.

 - Night of the Day - 

After the performance... I couldn't get to sleep because I couldn't get enough of the excitement of being on stage. When I arrived at the audience seats where no one was supposed to be... There, unexpectedly, I saw Lono climbing a pole.

Aruji: Huh… Lono?

Lono: Huh… Arujisama?

Lono noticed me and slid down the pole.

Lono: What’s wrong? At a time like this…

Aruji: My excitement hasn't cooled down yet...

Lono: Oh really···. That's why you can't sleep.  Hehe... I'm worried about arujisama not being able to sleep...  Does that mean that you enjoyed it that much? In a way, I'm happy. Actually, I'm excited too... I don't think I'll be able to sleep well tonight.

Aruji: What was Lono doing?

Lono: Me? I was reflecting on today's movements. Maybe I should have done something more like this... I was just looking back on a lot of things.

Aruji: But there won’t be another performance…

Lono: Yeah…. However, I still want to look back. Even if I would never stand on the circus stage again... I reflect on what I learned during the day... Else I would feel like my growth will stop there...  I want to be a butler who grows evryday... Even if only little by little. By doing that... I think it will bring me closer to becoming a butler worthy of arujisama...

Aruji: So, for me?

Lono: Well…. You could say that, but... That's just how I personally want it to be. Because for such a kind and wonderful arujisama...  If I’m not the best butler, I won’t be a good match! I have to work hard to become a butler worthy of my master...

Aruji: Thank you, Lono.

Lono: No no! I'd rather say thank you. Even when I was anxious, you were there for me... Thank you, arujisama. Hehe. This time, I showed just a little bit of my weak side... Next time, I will show you that I can be your support. Please feel free to rely on me anytime!