UseMyMuse

Alright everyone, it’s about ten pm my time so I think I’m gonna call it quits. I’ve had so much fun role playing with everyone on here and I won’t ever forget all the friends I’ve made or how much everyone has helped me improve with my writing, my drawing, and even my depression. But I don’t really belong on tumblr anymore, and to be honest, I don’t think I ever really did. I never really seemed to click with others the way the rest of the people I follow have. 

I don’t collaborate with verses, or do fun and exciting memes or M!A’s. I probably have too many muses for one blog and to be fair to myself, I do absolutely no justice to the Hamada family, or Fred. Except maybe Lottie, I feel like I had a pretty good handle on her. I’m just kind of there, and I don’t think that’s ever going to change. After my blog was deleted I lost a lot of motivation to be back on here, and most of my rp partners seemed to loose interest around that time.

And since my depression seems to have kicked in about a month ago, I’ve lost more followers than I’ve gained and It’s making me realize I don’t really have an outlet or community I belong in. I’ll stick to my main blog, and ocasially dabble in skype rps, but it’s just not my thing. I’m sad to be leaving the friends I’ve made and I’m sad to see all the hardwork I put into this blog virtually amount to nothing. 

I can’t tell you all how grateful I am for having such amazing friends that I’ve met through here and I’m sorry to everyone who I’m kind of abandoning. You’ll find better rpers than me. Trust me, tumblr is full of them. I love you all, and thank you all, from the bottom of my heart. I hope you all have a great day. 

Before I leave, however, I’m going to mention a few blogs who I think you guys should follow. I hve nothing but amazing words for them, and if I had a million years, I could type out a book about how perfect each of these people are. I probably wouldn’t be alive today if it wasn’t for most of them. So thank you.

the-littlest-hamada     theforgottenhamada    icecoldnerds    a-natural-response     theboyofdragons     dragonsgal0re     the-test-all-fail     unbelievablenerd     notinmyprogramming     atruehiro

You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake.

You may screw up, but you are not a screw up.

You may fail, but you are not a failure.

So, since this is my last day here I wanted to answer the last meme I was sent, sorry for the wait.

Send me a URL anonymously and I’ll tell you

Do they follow me: Yes | No When she followed me back, I nearly lost it. Fox has one of my favorite au versions of Tadashi and she will always be one of the most amazing Tadashi’s I know. My Fred absolutely adores Tadashi and so does Hiro. 

Do I follow them: Yes | No | Now THIS ISN’T EVEN AN OPTION! Of course I’m following. *points to the top answer* I’ve been blessed with her friendship and I will never forget to remind her how amazing she is.

What I think about their blog: I think that the blog as a whole is amazing. Her art makes a beautiful background for her theme, her au is amazing, and her writing is superb. And on top of it, mun is amazing and so wonderful. When I went through one of the biggest mistakes of my life, I was never so blessed as to have her calm me down and be there for me. I’ve gushed about Fox over and over again and I could never gush enough.

2. Passed out somewhere.