don't save her

“I grew quiet not to listen to the world, but my inner peace.”

“I’ve been feeling the absence of your heart beside mine.”

“You are the calm before the storm, as you are the storm after the calm. You are everything that I want, from the start until the end, from within, deep within.”

sometimes you end up back in the pit of depression and all you can do is fall

“Bad timing. We just have bad timing. That’s all.”

“I think I have gotten harder to love. I don’t know what it is about me, or why I am always changing for the worse, but I think you realize I am not who you wish I was. I think I have gotten harder to love. You don’t sleep as close to me at night anymore. You don’t brighten to see me home anymore. I think you want more I think you don’t think I can give it to you. I probably can’t.”

“I don’t wanna do this anymore. It’s so surreal. I can’t survive if this is all that’s real.”

“You were talking about getting older and thinking about where you would be and how you would look like 20 years from now. But all I could ever think of was spending 20 years and if possible, a lifetime with you.”

“I’m living because I can’t die.”