stay asleep. you should remain asleep. here, between light and dark.
you came drifting here by yourself. you did not have to strength to overcome the darkness. or . . . maybe you were close to it.
turn from the light. shut your eyes. here, blanketed by the darkness, sleep is safety. sleep is eternal.
the truth will bring you pain. will you still go? there is no return to the security of sleep . . .
[dialogue taken from kingdom hearts re:chain of memories.]
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the goo kim extended universe | goo kim nostalgia | goo kim headcanons | the goo kim addiction | reverse! goo kim headcanons | lunch break | goo kim x daniel park | goo kim headcanons part 2
examination | dg x eugene
young master eraqus headcanons
lookism character as location aesthetics
toyfriend | james lee x yandere! ??? | part 1 (mature!)
young master xehanort headcanons
teenage crush | gun x goo (mature!)
crush | nerd! virgin! eugene x lovey dovey! reader | part 1 (mature!) | part 2 (mature!)
handle with care | james lee x lovey dovey reader (mature!)
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✿ He's one of those people who really likes cleaning/doing laundry. He's always wiping, disinfecting, putting things to wash. I think he just likes chores in general. He always sticks to his routines and his house always smells good. Wouldn't be surprised if he's got one of those wax warmers too.
✿ Taking care of his space is really therapeutic for him. Sometimes when bad things happen to him or he runs into someone he doesn't like, he feels really icky. And cleaning his room and washing his clothes feels like a "reset". In the same vein, he frequently changes his clothes for that reason. Especially after seeing a certain someone...
✿ He keeps a lavender scented fabric spray near his bed and sprays it on his pillow before he sleeps. It helps him settle down when he doesn't feel quite "right" in his bed. His bedroom isn't the most comfortable place in general. He also sleeps with a blanket tucked under his door. Why? Who knows..
✿ Contrary to popular belief, he loves to be comfy! Sweatshirts, sweatpants, hoodies, etc. A lot of the time, he can feel out of place in his body, so oversized it is!
✿ He wears fragrance to bed and after every shower (yes I changed my mind). He doesn't understand people who don't. On the topic of fragrance, he doesn't mind wearing feminine ones if they're up his alley.
✿ He always has gum. In his pockets, in his desk at work, his car, everywhere. Extra polar ice only. And if he happens to be all up in your face for some reason, he will take out a stick and start chewing beforehand. He is a gentleman after all.
✿ He uses a lot of sensory input in order to regulate himself. Scent, music, visual stimuli like tv, etc. It serves as a comfort as well as a distraction from his thoughts. He keeps the tv on in the background, always has to listen to music in the car...
✿ He loves cooking, especially for other people! He always asks his guests if they're hungry. Cooking for others and watching them eat just makes his day.
Though this work is (technically) SFW, all characters are depicted as 20+.
Eugene doesn't know how he ended up in this position. All he knew was you were sad and he got the utterly boyish urge to make you laugh.
Eugene planted his weight onto your hips and tickled your sides relentlessly. Your laughter was uncontrollable and you gasped for air as you tried and failed to push his hands away. Eugene knew you were ticklish. He didn't know you were this ticklish. He just wanted to play with you!
In your fit of giggles, he leaned down and pressed his forehead to yours, savoring your cute sounds. He gave you a moment of reprieve, wondering if he should mess with you further.
He felt like a pathetic grade-schooler with a crush. But he couldn't stop.
He sporadically blew raspberries into your neck, tickling you even more.
He was being such a guy right now. Totally out of character. So what's gotten into him? He's never done this to you before but your giggles were music to his ears and he just didn't want to stop. He couldn't help but love the feeling of his lips on your neck...
Something snapped in Eugene's brain and before he knew it, his lips are pressing hot open-mouthed kisses against your neck and jawline, his hands forgotten his original intention. Your smile never leaves your face. You probably thought he was still playing around, he figured.
He couldn't stop. He was already kissing and nipping at your soft skin like it was made just for him. Where was he going with this? And why couldn't he stop?
A kiss by the jawline, a kiss on the cheek...
Your lips perfectly molded against his in a searing kiss and Eugene felt all reason melt away.
au where gyeoul works as a medical receptionist and you walk in late at night. Though this work is SFW, all characters are depicted as 20+.
song: persona 4 - corridor
The biting cold ushered you through automatic doors and into the dimly lit lobby of an outpatient medical center. The lobby wasn't much warmer than outside, but it was pretty clean. There were a few chairs neatly lining the walls in rows as if no one had sat in them for a long time. There was no one around save for a single young man sitting behind the counter, occupied by his monitor and a cigarette in his mouth.
It was quiet. No one moving around, no voices. Just the young man.
You subconsciously placed your hand on your abdomen as you slowly approach the front desk. The young man lazily stared at his screen, not paying immediate attention to you. His black glasses sat low on his face, his body clothed in a casual hoodie and slumped forward slightly, and his slender fingers loosely gripped his cigarette.
His gaze shifts towards you and some emotion you can't describe flashes across his face. He wasn't expecting anyone to come in. "Can I help you?" his voice drawls. HIs eyes linger for a moment on your red, bitten lips.
You rub your abdomen. "Um," you start, "I need an exam...and a blood test." Your voice is meek and soft, barely disturbing the stale atmosphere.
"Name..?"
You give him your name and everything else he wanted while he typed away on his computer. "Any particular reason..?"
"Um.." You try to explain to him your situation.
"When was the last time you had blood work?" He head tilts to the side as he peers at you over his glasses, clearly not that interested in anything you have to say.
"I..don't remember." You look at the ground as if to shy away from him and he takes notice of this.
A few moments pass and neither of you say anything as the man again types away at his computer. It's at this moment, you become acutely aware of the cold, a little jealous of the receptionist's thick hoodie. Come of think of it, isn't he supposed to be wearing a uniform..?
The receptionist unceremoniously rises from his seat without a word. He comes around the front desk, about to step into some back hallway when he looks over his shoulders at you, like he just remembered that you're standing there.
"Why don't you...have a seat?" His words are neither comforting nor alarming and you watch as he disappeared into the back before slowly taking a seat on a chair in the middle of the lobby. The fabric is cool against your thighs and you tried to cease your shaking to no avail.
It took a little while, but the receptionist reappears with an older man dressed in a white doctor's coat with messy, two-block hair and a weary face. His body is thin and he's got his hands in his pockets. He looked as if he'd been dealing with patients all day, despite the clinic's atmosphere.
The receptionist beckons you to come.
"This here is Dr. Jinyoung Park. He'll be examining you."
"..."
"Follow me," says the doctor.
You follow suit into a dark hallway that felt oddly cramped compared to the lobby. There is a lingering scent of cleaning alcohol, but you couldn't help but get the feeling that not many patients come back here. The doctor was also passing a lot of clearly empty rooms as if there were other people assigned to them.
Somewhere in there, you settled into one of the exam rooms.
"Can I help?" The receptionist was leaning against the doorframe. Cigarette discarded, his face is as blank as ever and his tone chillingly flat.
"You can check her vitals," the doctor says without looking away from his monitor.
Without a word, the "receptionist" proceeded to take note of your heart rate, blood pressure, temperature, and respiration. The doctor let him input your stats on the monitor before giving him a funny look.
They both looked at you in silence for moment.
"Are you feeling okay?" The receptionist asks.
You only stare at them cluelessly.
"Oh boy," the doctor begins. "We might have to keep you for a while longer..."
Though this work is SFW, all characters are depicted as 20+.
song: kali uchis dead to me acoustic instrumental - chuutea
✮ Eugene is bipolar. His manic episodes are...something. It's always super embarrassing afterwards when he realizes everyone else knew something was wrong except him. The back and forth is something he really struggles with, but luckily he has a support system.
✮ Eugene did a lot of stupid things in school. Way back in the beginning of high school, he had one singular friend. You know when you blow raspberries into someone's skin and it makes a funny sound? Yeah, him and his friend were sitting around trying to figure out how to do that to each other during lunch. A teacher came around and they got in a lot of trouble. And that guy got homeschooled.
✮ If there's one habit he's good at doing everyday, it's his whole shower routine thing. The hygiene, the skincare, the lotion, deodorant, the whole shebang. Oh, and his lips are always soft like butter.
✮ Something he really enjoys is managing stuff around the house. Like, as it pertains to guests. For obvious security reasons, he can't be hosting people like that. Doesn't stop from stocking up the bathrooms with soap and candles. It's oddly cathartic. (Maybe he actually enjoys thinking about other people?)
✮ I think he's one of those people who just uses baby lotion everyday because he is too lazy to like, find something else. so yea, he smells like baby powder or lavender or smth.
✮ He's definitely one of those people who falls for the scam that is laundry products. Fabric softener, beads, etc. Not for his work clothes, of course. But for his home clothes, he likes to try different scents. Lavender, vanilla, cotton, the works. It's therapeutic for him and he likes the scent on his sleeping clothes and bedding.
✮ He's been told he talks too much. He doesn't care.
✮ There are nights he has a hard time settling down for sleep because he deals with PTSD. He experiences flashbacks, nightmares, hyperarousal, etc. So he has to do a lot of things to soothe himself and make his bedroom really comfortable.
✮ He has a squishmallow on his bed. It's the purple cow.
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Goo hadn't been in the area for a fight. He had just been wandering around. Probably looking for lunch, or perhaps just keeping tabs like usual. He was currently relaxing against the side of a streetlamp, gazing down at his phone with no one to disturb his peace. It wasn't common you'd see him like this. Usually, he was charged and battling some opponent on one of his misadventures. But there was a different air about him today.
Daniel wasn't looking for a fight. He just happened to be in the area.
"I dare you to ask him! And we want proof!"
"I can't do that!!"
Well. Here goes.
"Hyung, do you wanna go on a date?" Daniel's voice came out more timid than he expected, but was he supposed to be confident about asking the Goo Kim on a date? What even qualified as a date anyway?
"Hm..?" Goo lazily turned his head to look at the one who intruded on him. He said nothing else and this made Daniel nervous.
"I was just wondering if you would wanna...go on a date." He mumbled that last part, but he knows Goo can read him like a book anyways.
"A date..?" Goo's tone was neutral and Daniel got a sliver of hope that he might just say yes and they can move on from this awkward and rather stupid interaction. "No."
Huh???
Goo went back to looking at his phone, clearly uninterested. Daniel on the other hand, panicked. How was he supposed to save himself from this humiliation?
"Hyung, I like you."
Is that a lie? Okay. Maybe Daniel did have a bit of a crush on him. Just a little. But how could he not?? The soft blonde hair that perfectly framed his face after a fight, his lean but muscular build, the lilt in his voice that could probably charm his pants right off-
Oops.
"Excuse me?" Goo doesn't seem to be judging. Just confused, Daniel thought.
"I really wanna spend time with you..." Daniel knows he sounds ridiculous but he's in too deep now.
"...Wouldn't you rather prefer Gun?" That was unexpected. He's not entirely wrong. Daniel is Gun's favorite. Doesn't mean he feels the same way.
"Gun...has tattoos...and smokes." Daniel knows his target audience.
"Shouldn't you be in school?"
Daniel is skipping school, but only because it's the day before summer break. Isn't that what everybody does?
"Summer break has started." It's not like he'd know. He doesn't go to school. "I just wanted to spend time with my favorite hyung, you know..."
Goo finally loosens up.
_
Daniel found himself in a fast food joint, sipping a vanilla milkshake and watching Goo casually scrolling through his phone again. Goo was kind enough to pay for his food too. Burgers, fries, milkshakes, the whole thing. Goo insisted he was looking for lunch anyways and since Daniel just wouldn't stop following him, he should be a good hyung and take care of him.
Goo sighed deeply and tossed his phone down on the table. He started to sip away at his milkshake, lolling his head to one side and clearly sizing up Daniel. "So why exactly are you chasing me around, huh?"
Goo has better things to do than babysit. Daniel knows this. "I-I wasn't..."
"Don't be silly. I saw you lurking around. You're not subtle."
Oh. So he saw him coming from a mile away. No bother. Daniel is flexible.
"I was gathering information."
"So why take a detour?" Wow, he's not even questioning it.
"I wasn't getting anywhere so I figured I'd take a lunch break." Daniel is sure he's blushing. Whether it's from Goo's dripping handsomeness or the sheer embarrassment, he can't tell. "I haven't forgotten the time we shared coffee, after all."
"So you hit me up for full meal?" The corner of Goo's lips turns upward ever so slightly, and Daniel knows he's getting somewhere. Goo's not stupid. At least, not that stupid.
"It's because Gun doesn't let me have delicious stuff, so I was craving junk food." Is that lie?
"Is that so..." Goo absentmindedly stirs his milkshake. "Was there something else you needed from me?"
"...No?"
"..."
...
Oh. Goo thinks Daniel is trying to negotiate with him. Or worse, seduce him! "I really did just want to see you."
"..What a clingy kid."
"I'm not a kid." Daniel pouted.
"Yes you are. Any adult would know it's not responsible to go around asking out strangers on dates."
"But you're not a stranger!"
"You're too naive, Daniel." Goo rolled his eyes and was about to go back to his phone. It was time to activate the second phase.
"Hyung...did you ever train with Gun?" Daniel turned on the puppy-dog eyes. Desperate times call for desperate measures.
Goo merely raised an eyebrow.
"It's just that...he's working me into the ground and all..."
"You poor thing."
Why is this guy so hard to break??
"I'm sure you would be a much better teacher, hyung..."
"Well, I certainly wouldn't have you training in a junkyard."
"Then..!"
"Buuut Gun's already got his grubby hands on you and I'm not in the business of nipping someone's talent in the bud. Oh wait..."
Daniel was running out of patience. "Hyung, can we spar?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because some of us have jobs or in your case, school, that we must be getting back to."
"...How mature." Oops.
Goo is pissed. "Whatever, I'm going..." he muttered.
Though this work is SFW, Eugene is depicted as 20+.
You were essentially quarantined with Eugene. He had invited you for dinner out of the blue when he ran into you earlier in the day. But he sent Mandeok and Yuseong out on some urgent mission soon after dinner and, according to Eugene's calculations, it would be "too dangerous to leave the house right now."
Somehow you ended up on his bed. You sat patiently while Eugene twiddled away on his phone and chewed spearmint gum like a teenager. As your eyes wandered around the room, you thought to yourself it was certainly odd to see Eugene in his natural habitat. After dinner, he'd changed into more comfortable clothes, a black hoodie and tan shorts that revealed his milky thighs, and apparently put his jewelry back in since metal now hugged both his ears and neck among other places.
His room wasn't messy but it wasn't too clean either. Uniform tossed in a corner, a lotion bottle here and there, some stuffed animals. He was also one of those people with LED lights, so he was currently bathed in a soft haze of gradually alternating pink, purple, and blue. A bedroom is a bedroom, you suppose.
Eugene glanced up at you from his phone. "Thanks for coming to my sleepover." Tap tap tap.
This was a sleepover? "Uh. No problem. Thanks for dinner tonight."
"Yea, whatever." Wow, the mask really has come off.
Eugene lowered his phone slightly and you saw his wallpaper was a picture of Gyeoul. He saw you notice and immediately spoke up.
"What, this?" He looked at it for a moment. "We don't care about that traitor, right? Hey, let's take a new one, " he said with smirk. His voice was soft and charming as ever, so you just couldn't say no.
"O-ok.."
Eugene scooted closer to you and you felt his arm gently wrap around your waist, pulling you closer..
Snap! You'd never seen Eugene smile so genuinely before. "There. Now I have a new wallpaper. You're so cute, you know that?" Tap tap. You could smell his minty breath with him being so close to you. You watched him set the picture as his new wallpaper. He seemed to really be in a good mood, totally different to his usual professional self.
"What kind of milk do you get in your lattes?" Eugene asked innocently. "I'm gonna order us some coffee."
"!?...um, oat milk."
"Okay, two oat milk lattes then." Eugene smiled and he quickly ordered the coffees on his phone before finally setting it down. You took a second to admire the intricate stack on his ring finger.
"Do you wanna watch a movie? I have a lot of pillows and blankets and stuff, we can get really comfortable." His face is dead serious.
"..Ok.."
"I'll get us some snacks too." Once again, he twiddled away at his phone, probably messaging some servant to come and bring whatever it is he wants. Maybe being rich isn't so bad.
☆ he's very committed to his concepts and aesthetics. every photoshoot, every design, every lyric. he's very intentional about his music. he may be a fraud but he's dedicated.
☆ he tries his best to make every album original and really flesh it out. he wants people to see his creativity. even the tickets are intricate.
☆ takes a lot of time between albums to let his ideas flow. sometimes, he can't get his head in the right space but he's not in a rush. quality over quantity.
☆ his music is really successful because he's in the studio! he studied and practiced music so he knows what's up.
☆ he's known for being experimental and trying new things in his music. he maintains his own creative persona while still being really explorative.
☆ he's really hesitant to take ideas from other people. he only trusts his own creative process and it's hard to accept others' suggestions. and he's definitely not the type to be easily swayed by fans' requests.
☆ he wants to share what's in his heart. his way of sharing how he really feels in through his music. he can be as cryptic as he wants, but at least he can let it out. it's one of the few things charles choi does not suspect.
reverse! mitsuki who actually can't stand boruto, he just pretends to be his friend but does his best to avoid him. he internally rolls his eyes whenever boruto calls him up or invites him out. he secretly resents boruto and naruto and wishes orochimaru was hokage. reverse! mitsuki cannot escape boruto. he's sneaking around corners and hiding, actually.
reverse! mitsuki thinks boruto complains too damn much. reverse! mitsuki takes care of himawari when boruto is in and out of the house, especially when he leaves her sick home alone.
reverse! mitsuki who does not care about social interaction and simply does his job, detached from his peers and only focusing on his missions. reverse! mitsuki doesn't like any of his friends and is constantly tired of their drama. he badmouths all of them behind their backs and judges every things they do.
reverse! mitsuki hides in his apartment playing his psp instead of socializing when he goes home after missions. he needs time to recharge mentally before going out again.
reverse! mitsuki who actually loves food. he's got a bad habit of spoiling his appetite with snacks. he doesn't like sharing either.
reverse! mitsuki who often holds back his true feelings, skating under the radar and leaving much to be desired. his own friends find themselves wondering just what he is thinking, meanwhile reverse! mitsuki fades into the background mindlessly listening to the ambient conversation around him.
though this work is SFW, mitsuki is depicted as 18+.
✿ eugene doesn't seem like it, but he is someone who is really in tune with the seasons and they affect his mood. he loves fall and winter.
✿ he starts to wear more comfy clothes, he starts to stay home more. he really enjoys being at home with his family and just relaxing.
✿ he drinks hot coffee instead of iced. he's got his wool lined stuff. he gets kinda sick of summer and this gives him an excuse to wear hoodies all the time. he definitely relies on a sense of comfort from his clothes, especially oversized clothes.
✿ he kind of retreats and spends more time in his room. takes his time to contemplate.
✿ he actually loves spooky movies and hosting movie nights. loves tim burton movies. he also listens to halloween music.
✿ he puts a lot of soft blankets on his bed. he likes to stay warm and be comfy.
✿ he finds more balance in his life and work and takes his time to do things thoroughly.
✿ the cooler temperatures allow him to fully enjoy being outside. he loves when it's cloudy and windy. he likes going for walks, especially with someone else to chat with.
✿ along with staying inside, he plays some video games and takes the time to finally beat all the bosses he avoided.
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though this work is SFW, eugene is depicted as 20+.
↘ he's got muscles, but especially a strong lower body. the result of an old preference for training legs over anything else in his younger days. the rest took some extra effort.
↘ he's let his hair grow out some, not too long though. when it's out, it's slightly wavy from the water and falls in just the right way.
↘ he's serious about his workout regimen, but only trains by himself. he'll die before anyone watches him. again, an old preference.
↘ prefers loose, comfortable clothes. sweatpants, hoodies, jackets, loose tanks. goes to bed in shorts though. oh, and everything's super soft.
↘ he doesn't have a lot of time for shopping, so he likes to buy his clothes in bulk online. it's just easier.
↘ always has lots of snacks in his bag, doesn't love sharing unless you're passing out.
↘ passionate about his skincare/bodycare routine. only the best moisturizers for him after the pool. skin is super soft.
↘ prefers breaststroke and freestyle more than anything else. loved swimming since he was a kid. was always in the pool, liked to float around.
That dashing smile he flashes you in the hallway before classes. The way his shiny black hair perfectly frames his handsome face. His tall, thin frame leaning against the wall as he chats with the professor. Jinu was that senior who too attractive for his own good. You nearly trip over yourself when you pass by him every morning, barely stealing a glance at him before he offers one of his winning smiles.
He was always willing to help students after class and seemed so knowledgeable. Other students would run up to him and ask him all sorts of questions, and you overheard him talk about his passion for singing and making music. You could only imagine what his voice sounded like...
ABBY - the star athlete surrounded by fans
Abby seemed to love being a tease, strutting around with a couple buttons undone or sporting a tight-fitting tank under an open jacket, the muscle of his forearms flexing when he crosses his arms. He was always surrounded by prying fans asking him about his next football game and how practice was going.
One day, he was mindlessly listening to them drone on when he saw you across the walkway. He watched you secretly eye him from the bottom up, marveling at his physique, and when you reached his face, he threw you a subtle wink before returning his attention to his adoring fans.
MYSTERY - the loner that's oddly attractive
He was always hiding off to the side. Never raised his hand in class, never asking for help. Half the time scribbling notes, the other half spacing out. You could never tell what Mystery was thinking. He didn't seem to have any friends either. You couldn't see his face, but his hands. Oh, his hands were pretty. Long, thin fingers that mesmerized you whenever you sat next to him. You couldn't help but watch them when he wrote, when he held the door open.
It was hard to tell, but sometimes it looked like he was watching you through those perfectly swept bangs..
ROMANCE - the popular senior with all the admirers
Romance was constantly getting love letters, gifts left by his seat, confessions left and right. He never accepted them, always making up some lacy excuse to flatter his admirers while he eyed them up and down. They'd blush and try to flirt but to no avail. For all his allure, Romance didn't seem to be interested in love.
When he turned his back, you'd swear you could see a hint, just the ghost of rage flicker over his face. He always seemed like he was about to snap, but his fans were so busy watching his lean body sway side to side to notice. Did his eyes change color just now?
BABY - the cute one who's sick of the attention
Baby goes on and on in his deep, rumbling voice about how annoyed he is with all the attention and the nicknames, and you just giggle. He leaned back in his seat, body relaxed and hand twirling a pencil. He really was handsome when you looked at him. He started to change his style to come off as more mature and it would work if not for Jinu publicly falling all over him. Sometimes, you throw him a teasing compliment but you changed your tone when he asked you on a date to a dive bar..
He was even more attractive when his cheeks were flushed and he was gushing about how pretty you were.
reverse! goo kim who handles things in a detached and clinical fashion, only ever dealing in facts and calculated variables, never letting his emotions get the best of him.
reverse! goo kim who sees people as fundamentally dysfunctional failures, regarding them only as abnormal outlines and keeping mental track of their ever-growing erraticisms.
reverse! goo kim who can be quite studious and is rather inclined in mathematics and sciences with a strong intuition for physics, especially in fighting.
reverse! goo kim who is methodical in his daily routine, not requiring help from anyone, going about his doings in silence and much preferring this to the chaos and disruption of other "people".
reverse! goo kim who acts aloof and distant, acutely aware of his own asociality but prefers to direct his reflective thinking towards others who are clearly worse off than him.
reverse! goo kim who remains stoic as he completes mission after mission, quietly and comfortably taking note of the eccentricities of both his victims and associates.
reverse! goo kim who knows his friendships are temporary and habitually keeps them at arm's length, equating bonding to just another factor to manipulate.
reverse! goo kim who is cold and not accustomed to social interaction, yet appears to be disinterested in rectifying his hostile nature and goes on without much concern for true "friends".
reverse! goo kim who wonders why people are just so perverse and why they say strange things and why logan is so gross-
reverse! goo kim who thinks everyone else is fucking weird.
goo kim is addictive. that sugary smile he flashes when he knows he's going to get his way that just makes you melt. or the way his brows knit together when he feigns helplessness that you know is fake but it draws you in anyway. or his plush muscles that give in when he finally lets you touch him. or his bleach blonde hair that must be damaged but always seems so soft. or the fact that he has just the right amount of impatience that results in the kind of spontaneous fun that he always craves. or the way he pulls away when he knows you want a kiss. or his lean, toned body that he always manages to cover up at the last moment. or the candy sweet voice he uses when he can see you're on the edge of falling. he knows he's an addiction you just can't quit.
sorry this took so long! just been trying to get into the right mindset for writing. this was really special for me :)
❀ he might be stoic and taciturn, but he really does have a big heart. he might even try to hide his feelings for you for a while. strolling around, stealing glances, hoping you will take notice because he doesn't wear his heart on his sleeve.
❀ he's not the type to make advances. it's do or die. either make your feelings known or ignore them forever. but just for fun, he watches you whenever you're together. doing mundane things, chatting, strutting about.
❀ occasionally, he gets called out by someone. "stop staring at y/n!" n he blushes.
❀ perhaps eventually, he will make a move, but only when he feels it's the right time. maybe when there's a lull in gang activity and he's not busy.
❀ he'll slowly inch closer to you. making small talk, asking how you've been. you can kind of tell he's trying to be smooth, but he plays it off as just being the charming pop star he is..
❀ it's hard to tell what he's thinking. you don't know whether he wants to ask you on a date, because it kind of looks like he just wants to kiss you right then and there.
❀ it could go either way. he might be super romantic and ask you out on a date (discreetly of course). or he could swoop you away into an alleyway and kiss you passionately, eager to keep you to himself.
❀ once you're in a relationship, he takes some time to get into character. he has to get to know you and what you like. but once he does, he's all in. kisses, gifts, sweet words, dates.
❀ he slowly becomes more expressive and lovey-dovey. he has to get used to it. after a while, he might just give you the keys to his apartment. *wink*
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ੈ✩‧₊˚ HANDLE WITH CARE ✎ james lee x lovey dovey! reader ✧.*
tw: suggestive, minors and ageless dni!!!
"You have to handle with care," you said shyly, batting your lashes and pushing your hair behind your shoulder. You were perched on his bed watching him after spending some time kissing. James was still in the mood.
Steadily, he sat down next to you and gently pushed your hair behind your ear, all while you watched him closely. He pressed a barely-there kiss to your cheek and you glanced down at his lips for a second before meeting his gaze again.
“Handle what, sweetheart?” James murmured, his voice honeyed and dreamy.
You raise your brows and playfully pat your thighs.
“Ah. And what if I don’t wanna be careful?” He mused.
“That sounds like user error, baby,” you stated simply, turning your head away before getting smothered in loud, messy kisses.
˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙ CRUSH PART 2 ˚ ༘♡ nerd! virgin! eugene x lovey dovey! reader ⋆｡˚ ❀
tw: suggestive, heavy petting, kissing, minors and ageless dni!!
"Eugeeene," you whined. He peered at you cluelessly as you pulled him close by his arm and whispered in his ear, "Can we go somewhere a bit more private?"
_
"What is it, Y/N?" he sighed. "Is there something you need to tell me?"
You stared at him innocently, not saying a word.
"What?"
" . . . Don't you get it?" you asked shyly, clasping your hands and swaying your hips back and forth. "I wanna have sex with you, Eugene . . . "
"Y/N, we're at work!"
"Well! At least some petting, you know . . . heavy petting?" You eyed him eagerly.
"You want me to pet you? Like on your head?"
"No . . ."
"Then what? Hurry up, I have work to do."
You stepped closer to him and pressed your lips to his, gently taking his hands and guiding them up your shirt, letting him lightly fondle your soft breasts.
He broke the kiss. "Y/N . . ." he groaned softly, moving to suckle at your neck, hands still roaming your body and pulling you impossibly closer.
