hello

no one looks at this anymore but if you do, my new album is out :) u should listen to it

Had a stupid year

mmmm new sza album is so good

nada que hago me ayuda superar esta separación

im trying to move on even though I don’t want to. i don’t want to love anyone else, I feel like you were the love of my life. but I guess since you’re completely over it, the years we spent together, im obviously wrong. I wish I could be like you and not feel weighed down by your absence but I can’t. in a new city, doing new things, meeting new people, just wanting to call you and tell you everything. my heart is broken that you broke up with me, that something about me or our relationship wasn’t worth the effort.

feel so sad and sitting in my sadness, I feel so heartbroken. it’s taking everything in me not to text you and tell u I miss u and love u because even though those things are true, you broke my heart by not being able to give me the love and patience and humbleness that love sustainably needs. when I told you I felt sad about our relationship, how I was craving quality time with you, and you told me there was nothing you could do, nothing you could change — that was one of the most quietly heartbreaking moments I have experienced in a while. it’s sad when you think someone is your soulmate but it’s not enough. I tried so hard and maybe I should have tried harder, I wish I knew what the way was. I wish I knew the right things to do.

uffff i have covid 🤒