Looking through non-filtered lens

Why are spiders such creepy insects you are either scared of them or you enjoy them. I can name a few instances where the spider is harmless. First, think about how a spider works, they are masters in disguise, just hanging out on a corner of a wall or they set up elaborate webs that we sometimes can’t see until we walk through them. Spiders take care of pests, including flies, wasps, etc. Don’t get me wrong, I get the creeps when the spiders are as big as a quarter I hit and run when I can. Now the white spiders are for good luck they say and they truly keep to themselves. Let's try to appreciate the hard-working spiders that do not come after us.

Many people believe that life is predetermined like a novel, but I believe that it is more like a path. You can choose to stay on the straight and narrow or take a different route. I am interested in hearing which path you have chosen for your own life.

Hate comes in different levels and and aspects.

Self-hate, I hate myself because of my weight, my height, body, skin tone, lack of this or that. This is one form of hate that I am sure many of us have experienced. It’s easy to hate oneself because no one truly knows what is going on inside of you Racial hate, one that I never understood because like a lot of things in life, this is one that you have absolutely no control of. Unless, of course, you mix and match the different races, but other than that, there was no standing line to pick and choose which race you would become. If there was would you have picked a different race? Keep in mind you don’t really know what that other race has experience and what experience you will have in this new race. Hate, in general, the one that hurts the most, is discovering someone you trusted, admired or even loved, hates you. It’s a secret hate one that builds and builds until, like a tea kettle explodes and burns everything in it’s path. The kind of hate that smiles in your face, lays in your bed, walks next to you. One that you trust the most out of everyone deep down hates everything about you. This hate is what causes people to risk it all and has a long term effect on a person.

Do I agree or disagree? Kind of a trick question if I agree it would be a bad thing but if I disagree it can be taken as a bad thing too. What I believe is photos, video, and other ways to get the real news and events are necessary to paint an accurate picture for those who are not there. Photos give the right to freedom of speech and expressions of what is going on in that instance.

Long ago And so far away I fell In love with you - Luther Vandross

It’s hard to date in this era because of a lot of false hopes,  I miss meeting someone organically. Remember it could be at the market, gas station, or work (which is a no-no). Nowadays, everything is artificial because there is an app for that.

If this world was mine? I would make everything revolve around me!

Have you ever had a conversation with a narcissist? If you have you didn’t much into the conversation. The world belongs to this person and this person alone. I recently hit a deer, well the deer hit me, when I saw it I swerved away from it and it hit my passenger back door, pushed in something awful. Luckily, I was not harmed and I was able to drive away, but to be honest I have a bit of PTSD now. I already dislike driving in the dark but now I really hate it, why would a deer be trying to cross a major street like that? Who knows maybe he was late for a date or the food was plentiful on the other side.

Enough of that the point of this post is I called my male cousin to let him know. His response was a laugh and asked if I tore my shit up; meaning my truck. Not only a simple question of how I was, he immediately went on to inform me that his Benz has been hit a total of three times. Oh okay, then he continued off course of what happened in my incident. No concern no consideration, can you drive your truck. Nope, nothing was mentioned, as a matter of fact, the conversation turned so many corners, I felt as if I had dropped off the phone call.

People who only concern themselves are selfish and evil if you ask me what that is. It’s all about what they have, what they did, and what they didn’t do. If you are on the phone with them just put the phone down and walk away a thing minutes later I guarantee they are still talking about themselves. I did this, and I did that and can you believe that this and this happened and I ended up the hero in the end.

Remember the soap opera named “As the world turns” This is where they all can gather and be around like minded people. Of course, that would not work because they all will be talking and no one will be listening and that would be a tragically.

Long ago And so far away I fell In love with you - Luther Vandross

It’s hard to date in this era because of a lot of false hopes,  I miss meeting someone organically. Remember it could be at the market, gas station, or work (which is a no-no). Nowadays, everything is artificial because there is an app for that.