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This might as well turn into a secret vent account fuck it all

My meowing came back. Fuck it I meow when I feel not safe, it helps.

Maybe now I can get myself to write my first ever smut and it’ll certainly mention lucifer having boobs

Oh yeah on that note I almost forgot to take my meds lmao, gotta do that rn

Yay I finally finished my worst ever writing ‘til now yay. I don’t even remember how it started, probably a shitty vent of sorts? I heavily considered never finishing it, but I’d feel guilty so… I somehow finished it trying to remember all the negative feelings I’m not longer feeling.

Headcanon, charlie being the type of person who has an incredibly easy time forgiving people, to the point she’s the one she can’t forgive if she fails to forgive someone.

You know you’re caring too much about a fic when you’ve felt bad from anxiety because you worry about the characters 3 times already… I guess I should drop it for my own well being

New one shot 600 words in yay

I just went on a rant about something personal that makes me sad, time to make it into something hh related

Do you mind it when someone gives a character so many headcanons to the point they’re very different from canon?

I- I think I finally started writing another oneshot. It makes me realize I really went too far with people pleaser Valentino to the point I’m just throwing a bunch of pains I’ve felt before into him. Honestly, it makes me feel good, it makes me relate even tho it’s something I created myself (I might not have created him but I created the headcanons so-). Idk I have no idea how I feel about it. It’s very far from canon I know, but it just makes me feel good.

To the few people who found this and interacted, you have no idea how happy this makes me. I still haven’t slept but it was all worth it taking it out of my chest.

Someone found one of the rants I’m no longer speaking to the void yaaaay

Still debating wheter I should just rant it all out here or keep some of the fic ideas that I’m too shy to talk about to myself ‘til i eventually do it… or never do it…

If someone ever finds this, be aware that I’ve been holding these feelings without someone to talk to about it for a long ass time and the lack of sleep + too much to keep to myself allowed me to rant for 1 hour I’m sorry I don’t know if I can stop LMAO, I blame autism