unwritten.

rest in peace to me // gs.

What she means: we finally got to meet Beth and she's everything we could have hoped for. She's the protective older sister, not letting Sarah blame herself for her suicide. She's angry, and broken, and hurt. She understands Sarah's struggle possibly better than anyone else. Beth knew too much and it dragged her under but she loved her sisters, and she knew better than anyone else that "we do terrible things for the people we love." She killed Maggie Chen, she lied to her work partner and best friend, she stayed in a loveless relationship for the sake of getting answers, she sacrificed her sanity in the pursuit of keeping her sisters safe. Beth Childs deserved so much more than what she got, she was the best and bravest and she was taken from us before her time and it just isn't fair I never asked to feel so many fucking things about the detective from the train station but here I am feeling all of them.

they’re always going to be there -- lurking in the  shadows to wait for the perfect moment to harvest the despair that paints your cheeks. & no matter what you do, no matter what you say, no matter how tranquil the silence, they’ll always come out & pull you asunder, tearing you down when you’re already curled up on the ground. 

you are a walking travesty lost, blind, deaf, & numb