i want to gain enough weight that no matter what iām wearing my curves look obscene. i want it to be impossible to look at me without thinking about my body. how itās causing every seam to strain and ripple, how itās making dips and folds in any fabric i try to cover myself with. tits and hips and thighs and belly so distracting they dominate your thoughts when youāre trying to have a normal conversation with me. basically i want to be fully clothed in everyday situations and yet you canāt help picturing me naked on all fours, jiggling while i get pounded from behind

















