I'm a Beautiful Machine of Fury and Violence

I remember finding rooster teeth through Michael's rage quit of the impossible game back in my early early high school days. I remember adoring AH content and the RT podcast above all else, and it remained a very prevalent interest of mine for many many years. I remember showing my best friend their videos when I slept over at her house. I remember staying up with her all night watching them play minecraft. I remember being so excited about my first paycheck because that meant I could finally get a first membership.

I remember that Rooster Teeth, specifically Achievement Hunter's editing team was the main reason I wanted to become a video editor. Why I kept at it even when I was dogshit at it. I remember applying on a whim to be a video editor with the AH team, because if they'd said yes it would be a dream come true. I remember crying in the parking lot of my job because they said no, but remember, my editing was dogshit and I had no qualifications so I don't blame them. But they are almost the entire reason that I've been editing for a gaming channel for almost six years now.

I remember watching every second I could of their extra life streams. I remember taking two days off from my second job to try to watch the entirety of one. I remember their spring break stream. I remember Michael and Lindsay's first baby. I remember their second. I remember Lindsay coming out and feeling so validated that my favorite cast member was like me.

I remember when Ray left. I remember when Monty passed. I remember hearing about Ryan. I remember being devastated beyond belief because that group felt like my family at a time when I really had nothing else but that parasocial relationship. I remember what all came into the light between 2020 and 2022. I remember that was the reason I finally stepped away from RT and the community. I haven't been involved in the community or even watched any of their videos for two years, but I still have a popsick pop socket on my phone, I still wear the "you can do better" yellow striped shirt, I still have the "cursing and use of foul language" poster on my wall.

It feels like hearing that an old friend that I lost touch with years ago is dying.

Despite everything that has happened, Rooster Teeth has shaped me into the person I am today. To remove the love I had for RT in my life would turn me into someone completely unrecognizable. We can and should recognize and acknowledge everything terrible that has happened, but RT shutting down is going to affect every member of their staff and their families, and it's awful to see so many people turning it into this fucked up sort of "gotcha" moment. This is so many people's livelihoods, and some of them had to find out about it through a tweet. Have some fucking respect. I wish the staff nothing but the best moving forward.

Commissions are OPEN!

Email me at [email protected] , and feel free to message me here on tumblr if you have any questions. I accept OCs, canon characters, and most actual human people commissions!

I WILL NOT DRAW any NSFW, or Mechs. I will draw furries but I hardly ever try to so you’ll have to be patient with me.

Please provide references for characters, including but not limited to poses, hairstyles, clothing, faceclaims, and anything else you think would be relevant. Please be as specific as you can be as to what you want me to draw or I will take as many artistic liberties as I have to.

I accept payment through PayPal in USD, tips and donations are appreciated! I will send an invoice through email halfway through the order for full payment.

I have the right to deny any commission I don’t feel comfortable working on. DO NOT REMOVE OR ALTER MY SIGNATURE IN ANY WAY.

what does that mean? Well that’s a great question. Here’s some examples of what I usually do

Commissions are OPEN!

Email me at [email protected] , and feel free to message me here on tumblr if you have any questions. I accept OCs, canon characters, and most actual human people commissions!

I WILL NOT DRAW any NSFW, or Mechs.

Please provide references for characters, including but not limited to poses, hairstyles, clothing, faceclaims, and anything else you think would be relevant. Please be as specific as you can be as to what you want me to draw or I will take as many artistic liberties as I have to.

I accept payment through PayPal in USD, tips and donations are appreciated! I will send an invoice through email halfway through the order for full payment.

I have the right to deny any commission I don’t feel comfortable working on. DO NOT REMOVE OR ALTER MY SIGNATURE IN ANY WAY.

My commissions are still in emergency mode. 

Commissions are OPEN!

Email me at [email protected] , and feel free to message me here on tumblr if you have any questions. I accept OCs, canon characters, and most actual human people commissions!

I WILL NOT DRAW any NSFW, or Mechs.

Please provide references for characters, including but not limited to poses, hairstyles, clothing, faceclaims, and anything else you think would be relevant. Please be as specific as you can be as to what you want me to draw or I will take as many artistic liberties as I have to.

I accept payment through PayPal in USD, tips and donations are appreciated! I will send an invoice through email halfway through the order for full payment.

I have the right to deny any commission I don’t feel comfortable working on. DO NOT REMOVE OR ALTER MY SIGNATURE IN ANY WAY.

Commissions are OPEN!

Email me at [email protected] , and feel free to message me here on tumblr if you have any questions. I accept OCs, canon characters, and most actual human people commissions!

I WILL NOT DRAW any NSFW, or Mechs.

Please provide references for characters, including but not limited to poses, hairstyles, clothing, faceclaims, and anything else you think would be relevant. Please be as specific as you can be as to what you want me to draw or I will take as many artistic liberties as I have to.

I accept payment through PayPal in USD, tips and donations are appreciated! I will send an invoice through email halfway through the order for full payment.

I have the right to deny any commission I don’t feel comfortable working on. DO NOT REMOVE OR ALTER MY SIGNATURE IN ANY WAY.