I wanted to get this off my chest as I have been quiet. I have been involved and working in the Esports industry for a little over 7 years now. I found a passion for gaming, found a platform that I loved to stream on, and then ended up working in Esports when I was about 18 years old. It’s been a long journey - I have learned and observed a lot about how this fast growing industry works. Representing a brand and company is important. Showing professionalism and having loyalty is always what I stand by for. I think one of my favorite things would have to be meeting so many different people all around the world who work in the same industry as you, and knowing that they too also share one common thing with you - Gaming. I have been so blessed to meet and work with a massive group of individuals who also have aspiring dreams; whether it would be working behind the scenes in an esports company, running an Esports event, or dreaming of one day being able to compete professionally and that opportunity becomes a dream that is a surreal reality. I have felt so many emotions and have been on either sides of the playing field. The best part of my job is: taking care of my players. I have a huge heart and will always go an extra mile for them. I believe strongly that if I am doing my job right, they can just focus on playing and succeeding. I am an advocate that when you are on a team, its a family, even through all the losses, the drama, the success, the good or the bad, your team will always be there for you and I will always be there for them. I am honored to have a group of individuals and so many teams that are amazing - however what sets them all apart is that they are one and tries harder. Win or lose as a team, rise or fall as a team, I will always be there right by their side. Loyalty is important to me. My loyalty is to them and I will protect them through the good and bad, knowing they’d do the same for me. I must say that I am humbly growing and learning a lot about Esports as an individual. A part from all the good, it hasn’t always been an easy road for me, but along the way I know that it will all be worth it, good or bad. I will keep working hard towards my goals and staying true to myself. I want to help others and be apart of something great. I am super passionate about my job, even having to graduate with my BSN from UCI and getting my Registered Nurse License, to still wanting to stay in Esports. I have been blessed with this opportunity and I will not take it for granted. Its what I love to do, and I hope that I can continue this for as long as I can. Be honest. Be transparent. Be kind. Love, Mel

You are the first person I think of when I wake up in the morning. The first thing I do is check my phone to see if you messaged me or not. You are the last person I think about when I go to sleep. Even though I know you’re already asleep I check my phone to see if I missed something from you. Our relationship is so much stronger than it used to be and I’m so happy to be with you. You are the only one I want to be with and you always will be.

I’m in love with the man of my dreams, and I can honestly say that I wouldn’t want it any other way.

I don't want to lose my happiness, but a part of me knew that you wouldn’t give up on me because a childish reason. I’m glad you didn’t because it reassured what we had. It also made it a lot stronger. I am so happy, I got to go through it with you. We made it.