Whatever

yall ever just yearn? ever get filled with the most profound sense of longing for something you cant understand? yall ever crave? ever have an unexplainable ache?

maybe if you take a hot shower. cook something. eat a little soup. feel a little sunshine. make something with your hands—it doesn’t have to be big. maybe if you stretch your body and draw a silly little picture and get some rest, the world will feel like something your hands can still hold

It’s a beautiful day to overanalyze every single thing I’ve ever done

Need a cuddle that turns into sex that turns into a cuddle that turns into napping together

Idk about y’all, but I wanna undress a man. You know?? Like unbutton his shirt....unbuckle his belt, unbutton and unzip his pants and run my hands over the exposed skin. Kiss everywhere my hands touch. Just breathe all of him in 🥵🥵🥵

reblog this to put a valentines card on the person you reblogged this from desk

i love when i “make a mental note” of something. it’s gone within 20 seconds

There’s this girl at my school and she’s really nice and I remember sometime last year at one point she would carry a clicker around and click it everytime she had a happy thought/something good happened/she laughed etc. It was always kind of cute how you’d just hear the little click every once in a while throughout class it always made me smile knowing that it was bc something made her feel happy idk

she was training herself to be happy oh my god

does it work???? Imagine feeling yourself slipping into depression and you just click a few times and your brain says “wait, this is the sound of happiness I have to release serotonin”

She fucking Pavlov’d herself, the absolute madwoman

just to be clear, I’m staying here as long as this site functions. I have 0 intentions of deleting this blog, I will go down with this ship if only to see exactly how bad it gets