It's Keiran Tyler

I needed to see this 

1. you’re not gonna find them if you don’t want them.

2. if you live in the country, pack for a hike. two bottles of water, sturdy shoes, at least one pair of scissors. wear tan colors and greens, nothing that’ll stand out in wide open fields.

3. if you live in the city, pack to run. everything should fit in your pockets; your keys, your cash, your rings. wear black or blue or red. if anyone decides to follow you, it’ll be on them.

4. no phones. no cameras no paper no pens. nothing you can record with. you’re gonna have to remember it on your own.

5. and then you walk. start at your house and go outwards. pass by your old school, by the house you used to live in but now don’t. go through whatever abandoned business you can find; clamber over fences and underneath porches. go out of your way to get lost.

6. you’ll start to feel it after a couple hours. hopefully at this point you’ll be on a crumbling highway or outside a long forgotten warehouse. it’ll stutter in your chest, it’ll feel like panic, like you’re about to make a speech at your dead friends funeral. you’ll almost get it.

7. you’re not gonna find it if you don’t want it. you have to want to want to know. you came all this way, honey. stand in the grass and look up.

8. and there it’ll be. a billboard or a street sign or an advertisement tacked onto a telephone pole. everything you needed to hear in four or five words. 

9. hold still for a second. hear that?