I hope someday I find my someone. I want someone to feel happy to have me, and want to talk to me every single day and night. Someone who will share details about their day, someone who will share their thoughts, someone who will listen to me, someone who asks me if I’m ok, someone who understands me, someone who blows up my phone, someone who sends me selfies, someone who sends me “ I miss you” messages, someone who wants my love and attention, someone who wants to be listened to, someone who wants to spend the rest of their life with me, someone who I can trust, someone who can trust me, and over all someone who will…
Love me as much as I love them..
I’m tired of being the one will give my all. I’m tired of always being alone in a relationship. I’m tired of begging for love, I’m tired of begging someone to stay, I’m tired of not trusting, I’m tired of waiting, I’m tired of wondering what someone is feeling, I’m tired of waiting around for a message, I’m tired of waiting for a Goodmorning message, I’m tired of begging for a goodnight call, I’m tired of begging for love, I’m tired of begging to let me in their world, I’m tired of being the one to always love more, I’m tired of putting someone before me, I’m tired of trying to make someone happy and feeling like shit. I’m tired of crying every night and them not knowing, I’m tired of wishing to be wanted and loved.
I just want to be put first for the first time ever. I want to be put first and be someone’s first thought and someone’s reason to smile. I just want to be loved the same, I want to be wanted the same, and I just want to be able to confidently say that I am loved and my someone loves me as much as I love them.
-my empty heart
