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the constant desire to gain freedom often manifests as a need for control. and the state of liberty does not cause one to spiral when circumstances are in disarray. understand the spectrum that defines the fine lines between liberation and control, lest the soul be in perpetual conflict with the mind.
Some things don’t heal. They integrate or they rot.
Before I reappear, I’m letting the old me fade.
The part of me you don’t see is the part I needed most.
Don’t mistake my stillness for silence — I’m healing.
Conflicting Needs
10:32PM
Full moon in Aries got me torn—on one side, I crave independence & self-assertion, while there’s also a deep desire for connection and commitment. How do you balance being fully yourself while sharing your life with someone else? The struggle is real.

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Frustration
Frankly, I wasn’t prepared for this—another wave, another hit.
Regurgitating thoughts I've already turned over a hundred times,
Unable to make sense of any of them—just too many, too fast.
Some days, it’s all a mess—sadness, anger, confusion, tangled like wires.
Tension sits heavy, a knot in my chest, ready to snap.
Reaching for calm, I try to find peace in the chaos,
All while feeling like I’m rearranging deck chairs on a sinking ship.
Tonight, I’ll declutter my mind, clean out the junk drawer of my thoughts.
Instead, I end up knee-deep in more of the same—where's the end?
Overwhelmed, I laugh at the absurdity—because what else can I do?
Never mind, here I go again—one step forward, two steps back.
As Aquas,
We literally go though the motions of life and most likely end up at a point where we become content with the world we've created for ourselves and refuse to let new experiences or people.
Anger was just a disguise.
Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.
Astrology Observations 📎3
Neptune x Ascendant Aspects ☁️✨
Neptune Sextile Ascendant
✱ Sensitive, Creative, Generous.
✱ Their aura is mellow yet alluring.
✱ They love to meet/know people and cultures, study/practice spirituality and expect world-peace.
✱ They must always take their surroundings and the people near them into careful consideration, since they can attract all kinds of people/situations towards them without even meaning to, and most won’t always be in their favour (deceitful / low-vibrational / energy vamps / etc).
✱ Their general personality may have a slight spiritual bend to it, and most will admire their positive mindset.
✱ They are creatively talented, and can expect to develop a lot of their potential with diligence over-time.
✱ They can easily be affected by negativity/negative mindset’s from outside sources and will thrive well in positive and inspiring environments.
✱ Their charitable side and activism will be well-recognised and appreciated.
✱ It is advised to choose their inner circle carefully, since they are extremely sensitive to those around them, and make sure only the right people have access to them.
✱ Their profession must be creative and spiritually guided, this way they can make great progress and many people will regard their work as inspiring.
Neptune Trine Ascendant
△ Kind, compassionate, endearing.
△ A friendly & open-minded attitude, they attract a lot of people and may be adored & admired by many.
△ This Neptune-Ascendant aspect, much like Conjunction, may make one prone to being extremely sensitive to environmental factors, like subtle changes in weather, smells, even others’ emotions and intentions which could put their mind on overdrive trying to articulate what is real, & what is not.
△ They may be hopeless romantics and seem extremely attractive to others, an alluring charm that not many may know how to resist.
△ Talented artistically, they may find similar careers to be rewarding and may even lead to popularity.
△ Their professional life will help them express their spirituality & creativity with ease, this will be inspiring to others.
△ Staying grounded and realistic may be a problem from time to time.
△ Charity and activism come naturally to them.
△ They may have latent-psychic abilities, and a spiritual bend to their character which may make others feel drawn to them and to their positive aura.
△ Any negative situations/people/environments can bring them down very easily.
△ There may be a danger of substance ab*se and escapism with other aspects indicating the same, which could be solved through self-love, developing a strong self-esteem and healing the inner child.
Neptune Opposite Ascendant (Conjunct Descendant)
☍ This Neptune-Ascendant aspect can be particularly rewarding or troublesome depending on other aspects and the general attitude of the person.
☍ They are extremely empathetic, and sensitive to other people’s needs, sometimes to the detriment of their own.
☍ A simple & secure upbringing could help them grow up to be more grounded, otherwise, may need extra effort in achieving a stable mindset and self-confidence.
☍ For good or for bad, they try to look for themselves in others, especially in those they love and care about.
☍ In extreme cases, this could lead to over-idolising, in all kinds of relationships, experiencing many toxic cycles and tolerating dangerous behaviours from others.
☍ There could be a danger of being influenced by the wrong people and substances.
☍ They will need to protect their fragile and sensitive personality from devious people and this could be a repeating lesson in their life.
☍ A good 1H/2H placement(s) counteracting this aspect would help them understand themselves more easily. Either way, they will have to realise just how important finding oneself is, while others are important too, but being true to who they are will always keep them safe from unnecessary drama and potentially dangerous situations.
☍ A strong self-esteem can be achieved through their own reserves of spiritual understanding of life, although they may need to be cautious while relying on outer sources for spiritual enlightenment.
☍ They are always ready to fight for others, activism and charity are their natural calling. Although, it is advised not to fall into saviour mentality in any given situation, and avoid self-sacrificing tendencies.
☍ They will need to be discerning while signing any kind of contracts, both business and relationships.
☍ Being realistic in relationships will help them avoid falling victim to deceitful, and dangerous partners. Although with other bad aspects suggesting the same, this could easily be vice-versa.
☍ This may be one of the many blessings of Neptune Conjunct Descendant. Well-mannered and supportive in nature, they may eventually find someone quite similar to them, the perfect partner. Two kindred spirits, which would seem like a divine partnership.
Neptune Square Ascendant
□ They are sensitive and shy, a big kind heart with a target marked on it.
□ A difficult childhood could have distorted their self-image and later life incidents only seem to shatter it into many more pieces.
□ Due to misunderstandings and lack of compassionate communication from parental figures, their experiences could have made them shy and avoidant in nature.
□ They may appear to be vulnerable to bullying, substance ab*se, scandals and codependent/ab*sive relationships.
□ Body image issues may be related to inner-child wounds, there may be a need for caution in trying to alter oneself in an attempt to pleasing others or filling the lack of identity.
□ The more they hide their feelings, and refuse to express their feelings openly the more misunderstood they may seem to others which could lead to many speculations and assumed versions of their true character from people, these misinterpretations further affect their own perception of themselves, and so the viscous cycle continues.
□ They are extremely empathetic, and their compassion may know no bounds, charitable endeavours will always make them feel like they are fulfilling a purpose beyond their own understanding.
□ Any fantasy based romantic relationships will always end up hurting them, at worse, may lead them to ab*se.
□ They may be exceptionally talented in arts, any hobby that helps them cultivate the Neptunian artistic qualities will help them find a way out of their own self-doubts and see the brighter side of the world.
□ Any efforts to healing their inner child will ultimately help them break out of any toxic add*ctions/relationships/self-image issues.
□ It is important not to fall into co-dependant habits/relationships, and choose positive people/surroundings to better help maintain a positive mindset and mental health.
□ Facing any attacks on character/image head-on, with a solid self-identity will be a painfully rewarding lesson throughout their life, leading them forward.
□ They will have to learn how to trust themselves and self-love will help them stay grounded and realistic enabling them to avoid painful situations in life.
Neptune Inconjunct/Quincunx Ascendant
^ Staying realistic & maintaining a positive mindset will be continuing lessons in their life.
^ They are incredibly compassionate, and expect only the best for everyone around them.
^ But may have a lot of trouble expressing themselves and conveying their emotions & talents.
^ Their early-childhood could have been one of a few missed opportunities either because of their shyness, or lack of self-confidence.
^ They may have a distorted view on life and themselves, with no clear handle on their own identity.
^ They may find a lot of comfort in their own dream-world and lose out on the real joys of life.
^ Solidifying their self-confidence and believing in themselves more will help them immensely.
^ They have all the potential to lead a successful life and will have to learn how rewarding determination and positive thinking are.
^ Physical activities, being in nature, pets and other animals will be great ways to inspire them and also bring them out of their lazy/unmotivated spells.
Neptune Conjunct Ascendant
☌ One of the many Ascendant Conjunctions that can indicate immense fame and talent, with its own problems of course.
☌ Their extremely compassionate and caring personality can draw in all kinds of people to them.
☌ A foggy distorted view of their life and themselves, since childhood. They can easily blend into any social environment and adapt quickly to situations, it is quite easy to live a lie, but anything that isn’t true to who they are will eventually eat at their psyche, hence they will have to solidify their own beliefs and self-confidence before heading into the real world.
☌ Their dreamy personality can be quite alluring, making others believe whatever they want to see and know about them can be a useful yet frightening quality depending on how they use it.
☌ They are ultra sensitive to their surroundings and pick up on energies without being aware sometimes, which could overwhelm them quite often, negative people and situations can affect them the most.
☌ Others often tend to project their insecurities onto them and vice-versa.
☌ Their senses are usually on over-drive; smells, sight, hearing, etc. A calming, inspiring environment will help them develop their character even further, since a negative one could have the opposite effect.
☌ They could either be positive, helpful and empathetic or shallow, mean-spirited and deceitful depending on the kind of opinions and mindset’s around them that they intuitively pick up on and blend into.
☌ They may be blessed with many Neptunian talents, which includes morphing into different characters easily, helping them well in artistic careers. They may also delve into other Neptunian related careers and easily succeed.
☌ Being extra aware of their true character will help them stay compassionate.
☌ There may be a danger of addictive behaviours & lifestyles, body image issues, health issues and a weak immune system which may all be somehow related to their low self-esteem.
☌ They will need to learn how to blend their idealistic character with realistic plans, and surround themselves with people who will help them see themselves truthfully, not just feed into their already distorted personality.
☌ Their psychic abilities may be well developed, spiritual outlook on life seem to help them ground whenever they feel overwhelmed.
That’s it for now. I make split threads on each topic, so they are usually uploaded in parts, just so if you’re wondering. Please look forward to them. Or check out the previous one(s). 🌸 Next up on Ascendant x Aspects Series will be Moon x Ascendants.
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Asks are closed for now (only for a while 🤗). I hope those of you who have asked me questions won’t feel bad if you get your response a lil later. I may take a few days (with other things going on uk). So I schedule my posts and answers. With that said, see you soon with another post. Bye Bye. 💕✨
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11:50 pm
“What’s an area you lack in friendship?”
“If you voluntarily don’t tell me your business, i won’t ask. That doesn’t mean I don’t care about you, I avoid nosiness in case you aren’t comfortable talking about it”
10:58 pm
Wokeness is a one-way path to misery, depression, and disappointment.
I live my life in a constant state of grief of what I did, what I didn’t do, and what I can never do.
12:10am
Four decades.
I’m in a state of reflection.
What have I been doing?
Self-sabotage.
Give yourself grace.
2024: Self-actualization….
Transformation.
“I’d much rather have one great person to talk to every night than have several pointless conversations with temporary people.”
— Unknown

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10:54 pm
Learn the difference between wanting to be chased and wanting to be pursued.
“Now, pay attention, 'cause I'm about to tell you the secret to life.
You ready?
The whole damn thing is about decisions, time, seemingly insignificant decisions that clear the road for monster truck life-altering ones.
You see, every path you take leads to another choice, and some choices can change everything.
Every damn moment of the rest of your fife hangs on them. And, boy, do I got a choice I got to make.”