Hello.
This account is one of many outlets for my thoughts, feelings, and whims.
This page is one way for me to express myself.
I struggle with anxiety and other undiagnosed things most likely.
I’m an apostate, atheist or agnostic, ex-evangelical.
In my time being religious, guilt pervaded all aspects of my life, foremost being guilt over lust. Now that I am free from religion, I am free to lust however I please (being that it does not harm others and preferably myself).
I like pornography in that I use it as a drug. It distracts me from most things that typically bother me.
I also like the aspect of pornography that is self-discovery and learning about people and the parts of people we don’t usually get to see, as well as the practice of trying to be pretty open minded.
I am 23 years old. I am engaged to a bisexual person who identifies as she/they, and I am bi-curious, but mainly attracted to feminine people.
I plan on sharing a mix of things for reasons or non-reasons or whatever the fuck, as I struggle to understand my existence and existence as a whole.
Is there a god? A tipper? Sometimes it feels like I am too lucky for there not to be, though there are others on the opposite who have had differently and believe either way. In most of my thinking though, I end with the conclusion that it doesn’t really matter. What matters is how we treat others and ourselves. Nothin more nothing less.
Hope this explains some things aboot my tumblr page. Have a good existence lols
