and I think we've all got the dreamers disease

This is just a heads up that I've decided to start using my multi-fandom blog exclusively, so this one is being put on indefinite hiatus but will remain up for my gifsets.

For anyone who doesn't follow me on twitter, I've been struggling with the loss of my dog who we had put to sleep near the end of April. It was a really difficult decision after a series of really difficult days; we knew he had cancer, but he had been doing so well that we had hoped it was in remission. It took a turn for the worst really suddenly, and while I'm so grateful that it happened quickly and he didn't suffer, it was a serious trigger for my anxiety so for a while I was dealing with panic and anxiety attacks as well as depression. The depression I still have, but I'm starting to feel interested in more than just my latest obsession, and I'm hoping that's a turn for the better.

Recently I've been interested in maybe trying to make a fanvid for merthur, just because I've always thought video editing was cool and there's this one song that always makes me think of them that I haven't really seen a vid for. I don't know if I'll finish it - I've only played a little with video editing before a long time ago - but it's something I'm working on that has got me feeling interested in the series and the ship again. I've also been working on a long-shot fic for a different fandom, and that's had me feeling kind of interested in working on my merthur fic again which I might have mentioned here before??? But haven't posted yet.