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I realised a fresh start will be better with the rewriting. keep in mind the story has changed a lil so this is your chance to run away!

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THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVEĀ
I realised a fresh start will be better with the rewriting. keep in mind the story has changed a lil so this is your chance to run away!
THIS BLOG IS NOW AN ARCHIVEĀ
I realised a fresh start will be better with the rewriting. keep in mind the story has changed a lil so this is your chance to run away!
So I finished piecing out Julieās story.
Hello friends, if you are getting this annoying message when trying to send asks to peopleā¦.
I just want to say that you are more than welcome to send them to me via messages. I can always crop them and such.Ā
Reblog if itās okay to do the same for you until Tumblr stops being so dense.

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Frontera Verde.
PSA but if youāre gonna use east asian or southeast asian fcs for your characters, put in the research to make sure the SURNAME matches the ethnicity. it does get a little complicated as due to chinese imperialism, some chinese surnames also apply to regions in korea, japan, and vietnam. however, there are different pronunciations and transliterations.
for example, the surname chen is transliterated differently in different regions. in vietnam, chen becomes tran ; in korea, chen becomes jin and so forth. someone of vietnamese descent would more likely have the surname tran rather than chen.
I said I was gonna write but I can't get comfortable bc there are parts of julie's story that don't fit and other things I wanna explore so I'm rewriting my gdocs instead!
hello! I'm currently jumping through blogs trying to balance them out but you can find me @ tomƔs, julie & tommy
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*actively hurting my own feelings* i honestly donāt understand why i feel bad
(Ā Ā *Ā Ā & .Ā Ā āĀ Ā THEĀ HAUNTINGĀ OFĀ HILLĀ HOUSEĀ SENTENCEĀ STARTERS
*Ā Ā warningĀ Ā :Ā Ā mayĀ containĀ spoilersĀ forĀ episodesĀ oneĀ throughĀ ten .
āĀ ifĀ youĀ wereĀ me ,Ā youĀ wouldnātĀ beĀ suchĀ aĀ fuckingĀ asshole .Ā ā
āĀ theĀ worldĀ outĀ thereĀ hasĀ teethĀ andĀ itĀ isĀ hungryĀ andĀ itĀ isĀ stupidĀ andĀ it eatsĀ andĀ eatsĀ mindlessly .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ listenĀ toĀ yourĀ gut .Ā evenĀ ifĀ itĀ makesĀ themĀ hateĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ amĀ aĀ dreamĀ andĀ soĀ areĀ youĀ andĀ soĀ areĀ we .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ areĀ aĀ looker ,Ā arenātĀ you ?Ā ā
āĀ honey ,Ā someoneāsĀ inĀ theĀ house .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ dreaming ,Ā right ?Ā ā
āĀ iĀ justĀ needĀ aĀ littleĀ timeĀ away .Ā itāsĀ nothingĀ moreĀ thanĀ that .Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ sayingĀ itĀ wasĀ anĀ accident ,Ā soĀ youĀ accidentallyĀ putĀ yourĀ handĀ throughĀ aĀ mirror ?Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ scared .Ā thatāsĀ allĀ iĀ am .Ā thereĀ isĀ nothingĀ else .Ā Ā iāmĀ onlyĀ scared .Ā ā
āĀ doĀ youĀ thinkĀ thereāsĀ somethingĀ wrongĀ withĀ me ?Ā like ,Ā reallyĀ wrong ?Ā ā
āĀ itāsĀ alright ,Ā sugar .Ā itāsĀ justĀ aĀ dreamĀ āĀ justĀ aĀ screamingĀ meemie .Ā ā
āĀ weĀ yieldĀ toĀ itĀ orĀ weĀ fightĀ it ,Ā butĀ weĀ cannotĀ meetĀ itĀ halfway .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ seldomĀ amĀ wellĀ behaved .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ enjoyedĀ theĀ conversation ,Ā butĀ iāmĀ gonnaĀ sayĀ goodnight .Ā ā
āĀ didĀ youĀ justĀ punchĀ meĀ inĀ theĀ boob ?Ā ā
āĀ justĀ enjoyĀ me .Ā Ā iāmĀ lovingĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wouldnātĀ haveĀ changedĀ aĀ thing .Ā iĀ needĀ youĀ toĀ knowĀ that .Ā ā
āĀ forgivenessĀ isĀ warmĀ likeĀ aĀ tearĀ onĀ aĀ cheek .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ lovedĀ youĀ completelyĀ andĀ youĀ lovedĀ meĀ theĀ same .Ā ā
āĀ thatāsĀ all .Ā theĀ restĀ isĀ confetti .Ā ā
āĀ forgiveĀ aĀ girlĀ forĀ beingĀ lonely .Ā ā
āĀ thereāsĀ nothingĀ sadderĀ thanĀ aĀ coldĀ bed .Ā ā
āĀ journeyāsĀ endĀ whenĀ loversĀ meet .Ā ā
āĀ journeysĀ donātĀ end ,Ā notĀ ifĀ youĀ loveĀ someone .Ā theyĀ donātĀ endĀ atĀ all .Ā ā
āĀ probablyĀ bestĀ youĀ didnātĀ sayĀ anythingĀ toĀ them .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ askingĀ youĀ toĀ loveĀ meĀ hardĀ forĀ theĀ nextĀ fewĀ minutes .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ gonnaĀ jumpĀ andĀ iāmĀ askingĀ youĀ toĀ holdĀ myĀ handĀ whileĀ iāmĀ falling .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ haveĀ somethingĀ thatĀ iĀ haveĀ toĀ tellĀ you ,Ā Ā butĀ iĀ needĀ youĀ toĀ rememberĀ whenĀ iĀ doĀ thatĀ iĀ loveĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wishĀ iĀ wouldāveĀ lovedĀ youĀ better .Ā ā
āĀ pandasĀ donātĀ likeĀ macaroniĀ .Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ justĀ floatingĀ inĀ thisĀ oceanĀ ofĀ nothingĀ andĀ iĀ wonderĀ ifĀ thisĀ isĀ it ,Ā thisĀ isĀ whatĀ deathĀ is .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wonderĀ ifĀ thisĀ isĀ whatĀ deathĀ is ,Ā justĀ outĀ thereĀ inĀ theĀ darkness ,Ā justĀ darknessĀ andĀ numbnessĀ andĀ alone .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ wonderedĀ ifĀ thatāsĀ whatĀ theyĀ felt ,Ā justĀ numbĀ andĀ nothingĀ andĀ alone .Ā ā
āĀ heĀ wasĀ aĀ lightĀ inĀ theĀ darkness .Ā heĀ wasĀ aĀ lifeĀ preserverĀ inĀ theĀ ocean .Ā āĀ Ā
āĀ iĀ reachedĀ forĀ himĀ becauseĀ iĀ hadĀ toĀ feelĀ something .Ā iĀ hadĀ toĀ feelĀ anything .Ā ā
āĀ god ,Ā iāmĀ soĀ gladĀ iĀ didĀ itĀ though .Ā thankĀ godĀ itĀ worked .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ feltĀ scared .Ā soĀ fuckingĀ scared .Ā ā
āĀ honestlyĀ iĀ hadĀ toĀ doĀ itĀ becauseĀ itĀ feltĀ betterĀ thanĀ feelingĀ nothing .Ā ā
āĀ thatĀ thoroughĀ fuckingĀ shameĀ wasĀ soĀ muchĀ betterĀ thanĀ thatĀ horribleĀ emptyĀ feeling .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ haveĀ toĀ live .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ donāt āĀ iĀ donātĀ knowĀ howĀ toĀ doĀ thisĀ withoutĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ learnedĀ aĀ secretĀ :Ā thereĀ isĀ noĀ without .Ā iĀ amĀ notĀ gone .Ā iĀ amĀ scatteredĀ intoĀ soĀ manyĀ pieces ,Ā sprinkledĀ onĀ yourĀ lifeĀ likeĀ newĀ snow .Ā ā
āĀ whenĀ weĀ die ,Ā weĀ turnĀ intoĀ storiesĀ andĀ everyĀ timeĀ someoneĀ tellsĀ oneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ storiesĀ itāsĀ likeĀ weāreĀ stillĀ here .Ā ā
āĀ weāreĀ allĀ storiesĀ inĀ theĀ end .Ā ā
āĀ youāreĀ supposedĀ toĀ protectĀ me ,Ā butĀ youĀ sayĀ theĀ meanestĀ thingsĀ toĀ meĀ whenĀ iĀ tryĀ toĀ tellĀ youĀ thingsĀ .Ā ā
āĀ thatĀ wasĀ reallyĀ wildĀ stuff .Ā ā
āĀ thatĀ wasĀ reallyĀ wildĀ stuffĀ consideringĀ youĀ wereĀ asleepĀ for ,Ā what ,Ā likeā¦Ā ninety-nineĀ percentĀ ofĀ it ?Ā ā
āĀ iāmĀ sorry .Ā iĀ shouldĀ haveĀ madeĀ moreĀ ofĀ anĀ effortĀ withĀ you .Ā ā
āĀ youĀ triedĀ theĀ bestĀ thatĀ youĀ could .Ā iĀ shouldāveĀ metĀ youĀ halfway .Ā ā
āĀ peopleĀ fuckĀ up .Ā iĀ guessĀ youĀ donātĀ getĀ thatĀ āĀ youĀ reallyĀ donātĀ getĀ itĀ untilĀ youĀ fuckĀ up .Ā reallyĀ fuckĀ up .Ā ā
āĀ iĀ feltā¦Ā nothing .Ā justĀ nothing .Ā andĀ itĀ spreadĀ everywhereĀ inĀ me ,Ā thisĀ nothing ,Ā untilĀ iĀ couldnātĀ feelĀ anythingĀ anymore .Ā iĀ wasĀ justĀ thisĀ dark ,Ā emptyĀ blackĀ hole .Ā Ā ā
āĀ iĀ feltĀ nothingĀ andĀ soĀ iĀ drankĀ andĀ iĀ drankĀ andĀ nothingĀ worked .Ā iĀ couldnātĀ feelĀ anything .Ā ā
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nezhnosts: āThis part of town isnāt a good place to be at this time of night.ā
Ā Ā Ā Sheās been chasing ghosts again, they pull her out of bed and fly her out the window. It's almost as strong as the call of the sea, pulling her out of her life, out of everyone's life. The dead, the missing. Maybe she's the ghost, haunting the placed where they were lost, trying to find answers.Ā
Ā Ā Ā āI know,ā it pisses her off a little, the warning, as if she couldn't take care of herself. It had always been her problem, even as a girl, little feral thing slashing back every time someone insinuated weakness on her, even the smallest things. Pride, hard and stupid, and bigger than it was healthy. Incapable of accepting help, of admitting defeat, pulling more to her plate than she could deal with. And then she crashed. Reset. Start again. Delude herself into believing she could do anything, that she was better, that she could do anything at all, all the while with that worming certainty of her defeat, her wrong. āA girl got killed in that alley, they slit her throat, nearly cut her head offā she said. An exhalation of smoke like a column emerging from her mouth, dissipating before it even reached the woman. āMaybe you shouldn't be here.ā
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*gay panic* thatās pretty cool bro

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You know what I want to write? Not the love of my life, soulmates, everything-was-darkness-before-I-found-you ship. I want the other kind of relationship. The NOT soulmates, the just two people attracted to each other in more ways than one. The kind that are not always perfect but they are sometimes petty to each other, or lose their temper with each other because thatās how relationships work. You sometimes say awful shit because youāre angry and then you regret it, but its already out there. The kind of ship where they arenāt meant to stay together forever and find each other no matter what, they date for a month, or maybe a year, a couple of years, many years. Or maybe they just break up and come back a couple of times. Or were never in an official relationship to begin with.
Idk I in fiction I feel that thereās always this pressure to make a ship right. Youāre too aware, and see things clearly,Ā and inevitably you try not to make your character an asshole or hurt their partner. Because they are not bad people, and it feels illogical to write them doing bad things. But relationships arenāt always logical or perfect. And I donāt necessarily mean toxic ships. Just regular people who fuck up and are assholes, and hurt people they love. Idk Iāve been trying to explore that in my writing and I realise I miss writing that kind of ship. So yeah. Gimme.
I used to think it was impossible for anyone to just vanish, but Iāve been up in the wilderness. Thereās so much of it, and itās so ancient, it doesnāt care about anything but seasons. Against the hills, against the shrubland, against the marshes, weāre nothing. Weāre microscopic, we disappear so easily.Ā