wintermelon plus coffee jelly

my heart has been so heavy lately. that feeling of something heavy inside and not being able to let it all out? i have been feeling that for quite some time now. i tried crying but it didnt work. opening up to someone? nah, i dont have someone to talk to right now. it seems like everyone has been doing fine without me and it just proves how i am such a burden to them. good for them tho for having such good times with each other and yet here i am pondering on my worthlessness. maybe i deserve this, or maybe i dont? idk but life has been sucking the best out of me lately and im starting to gasp for hopes. someone save me

i am so tired of everything

I want this pain to end.

my self-trust, confidence, spirit and everything that goes with it vanished when you said those words. hearing those words from you is just a torture

i don’t even know if its healthy anymore.this is freaking sad