🌨!Brrr..it Cold!❄

As you have noticed, well maybe some of you at least, my blog has been pretty dead last months. Barely posting any artworks, barely reblogging stuff, barely even getting to answer asks if there’s a chance of getting some. I already dealt with the fact that I can’t bring it back to life like it used to be alive when I used to draw fanarts for the most part. I’m not deleting this blog cuz of not being able to keep it alive..but because I’d like to keep the past behind me and have a fresh start here. It’s gonna be hard to grow from nothing to something but starting something from the beginning doesn’t hurt.

I’ve also made more blogs while being here on tumblr, made a lot of posts(+9K) and got the attention I wasn’t used to receive before getting onto this platform called internet. Yet have made and broke friendships I wasn’t used to have as well, yet my socializing skills were very low since I did communicate rarely with anyone irl before coming onto the internet, saying hi to everyone I’ve been and am friends with, hope you all are doing good and taking care of yourself 💚

After time of being here on tumblr I’ve set myself a goal to achieve 5K of followers, see if I’m capable of achieving something what was new to me. And people can relate to me when I say this, it’s been over 3-4 years and I barely got higher than 1K. Followers aren’t important to me tbh but it would have been nice to achieve something this big, you get me right? 

Anyway, this blog will be deleted one day before Silvester and replaced by new one which doesn’t have an url name yet cuz I’d like to make a new blog one week before deleting this one..and I can’t think of any suitable url name for my new blog.

Do not worry, all fanarts and gifts will be saved in my files and treasured as well. Please don’t be afraid to remind me if there is any art trade or collab I haven’t got to finish with someone!

My dearest luv @tyrantchomper told me but no one else did, thanks a lot sunshine and Happy Valentine’s day! <3

I took my time with this one (too much time =-=‘)

[MONSTER] Dumbbell Banki.

Japanese name: ダンベルバンキ Romanized name: Danberu Banki

Alignment: Barbaric Machine Clan Gaiark Type: Savage Sky Barbaric Machine Beast Inspiration: Dumbbell Status: Killed by Seikuu Impulse.

From: Engine Sentai Go-onger - Episode 46

I made an open collab for my sona irl

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new header :,3

Chibi commission of David for @animenekolover

Thank you so much, sissy, for commissioning me. It means a lot to me! >////< It gets me closer to get to a new laptop for work since the one I use is slowly dying..<3

thank you again @cao-the-dreamer for your wonderful writing, I enjoyed it that much that I decided to reply to it :3

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The time has passed, days, weeks, maybe even months. While that time I have changed my look and got a chance to see an ocean for the first time in my life, thanks to my love name Kai.

I got long hair but haven´t changed the color of it. I was afraid of the water because I wasn´t able to swim in it. But I didn´t feel a fear knowing Kai was by my side and the one who actually knows how to swim.

We sat down on the rocky shore and enjoyed the view of the ocean waves, gentle touches of water around our feet.

After a while,

we spotted a bottle coming our way through the ocean waves. It was strange, I didn´t expect to see a paper in the simple bottle which was used to be used in the past when phones and electronic didn´t exist yet.

Kai has picked the bottle up from the water after it got closer to us and open it for me.

I grabbed the piece of paper and started to read. 

I was on first surprised, then shocked knowing who actually save my life back then when I was pushed into the ocean by a bad person. I was out of words.

Kai was asking me what does it say, he was surprised too after I told him. But yet he was thankful, hoping he could get a chance to thank them for saving me.

I asked Kai for a pen, he always has one pen in his pocket for need. I started writing down under their words.

“To the girl of the sea,

thank you for saving my life when I was at risk of losing it. I don´t know exactly who you are or how did you actually meet me back then. But I hope we can meet again. I´m not sure where you come from but I´m currently living near the ocean. I´ll be coming by to check on your visit.

Yours, Mona.”

I put the paper back into the bottle and looked around the ocean to see if there´s any fish I could give the bottle to for help. Kai told me to use my necklace which allows me to ask sea animals for little favor.

I have closed my eyes, hold my necklace tightly and focused on what I wanted.

After some seconds, I started to hear noises coming from the ocean. It sounded like..dolphins. I opened my eyes and saw three dolphins swimming closer to the rocky shore where I and Kai were standing. We slowly leaned down to them as I reached my hand holding the bottle and asked dolphin to give this where it belongs to.

Dolphins are smart creatures underwater, one of the dolphins grabbed with its mouth the bottle and start to swim away deep into the ocean.

I stood up, praying for receiving of the message to the girl of the sea.