my heart hurts

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

Maybe if I just work harder, this empty cup will pour again

Maybe the cup needs a bit of time to rest and refill?

Maybe the cup needs to lock the fuck in???

(thinks about something someone said 2 months ago) Fuck you

this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

i cannot kill myself because there is music

they call me the endurer the way i endure and endure and endure and endure and well u get it

sometimes i be saying im gonna go to bed and then i dont go to bed. frequently in fact. this is because i have the heart of an optimist and the soul of a liar

All roads unfortunately lead back to tumblr.