The problem is that depressed people never really made plans for the future and just tried survive with the thought „just one more day“. People assume they are lazy, aren’t creative and they start to compare them to successful people when they have no idea how much pain they’ve been through. Then later they are forced to be interested in a job they don‘t want to pay bills and struggle with friendship and relationship because trauma and emotional pain haunts them and in the end, they are the disappointing and guilty ones. They didn’t think they would make it that far and suddenly they have to try to live a life while pretending they aren’t in pain.

I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

2020 with every new month