Im Ready For Tomorrow

TJ: *tells Cyrus his name*

Me, chanting: I NEVER CHANGED MY MIND, I NEVER CHANGED MY MIND, I NEVER CHANGED MY MIND.

Marty: I never changed my mind

Me:

Huh...

Andi Mack has had a special place in my heart for a while now. I may have only joined the fandom at the beginning of season 3, but I remember when my brother told me about the show when it's trailer first aired. My parents didn't agree with it, my sisters thought it was stupid, and I thought it was going to be another Disney fluke. Then, a while later my brother brought up the show again, talking about how Cyrus was going to be gay. Despite not having watched any other episodes, I waited for s2 ep1 to air that night and when it came out, I was ecstatic. It felt so special to me, living with so many people that are homophobic to have a brand as huge as Disney have LGBT representation. Sadly, I forgot about the show again. I would watch the show if it was on, but not actively seek it out. Then, once more I heard that Cyrus was going to get an endgame. And something about a swing scene, with someone named TJ. So I looked up the scene, watched it. And finally, it stuck. I sat down and binged every episode up the the Bexie proposal. I found out that the new season was starting very soon, so I made a Tumblr and the rest is history.

This show had made the past year of my life so much better than it would have been. Andi Mack is the only fandom I've ever been in where I felt included. I knew how the characters acted, and felt comfortable enough to write fanfics about them. Andi, Buffy, and Cyrus were my go-to doodles when I was bored. I loved making mood boards for everyone, and most of all, I loved the cast. I was happy.

I'm going to miss staying up till 3:00 am every Thursday night, till Friday morning, and making terrible chocolate chocolate chip muffins whenever It was look late at night to go out and buy them. I'm going to miss all the edits and secret gift exchanges. I'll miss laughing at everyone's comments, theorizing about new plots and episodes. I'll miss everything so much.

So, To all of the friendom, the cast and crew of Andi Mack, and especially Terri, thank you so so much for giving me something I could look forward to.