two front teeth still crooked

some people have a hard time caring about characters played by actors they're no attracted or can relate to in some way through sexuality/gender/age etc but anyway, yes metatron is a great side character and antagonist, his debut episode is one of my favs, the twist in the s8 is great, and while s9 isn't that great, I think his scenes do so much for the big Why of the post-kripke continuation and how this ties so heavily to castiel. his antagonism towards cas is so fun because he performs it like he's metatron he knows this is a story and he takes over as the omniscient writer & narrator, he turns Cas' debasement into entertainment he confronts Cas with his own feelings much to be saidddd. and that aside his actor is just fun to watch, unlike lucifer, he is funny/silly and antagonistic in a way that is compelling I love whenever he shows up #mymetatron

The shape of the season is unreliable memory, and ofc the inability to see people as they are and deal with that disappointment. I know, I know. I'm biased because that's basically the whole idea behind how I wrote fic Truth & despair, but also, it really explains so much about Sam's tenuous feelings around leaving Amelia. Amelia's husband is well-adjusted, "She'll choose what's right for her," but I actually think Sam is allergic to that way of thinking. He can't actually bear the thought he WAS LEFT/not chosen. he desperately wants to be "the first thing someone thinks about when they wake up, the last thing they think about when they sleep," so he creates a memory where he's the one that didn't show. An echo of Rowena's "...went back to his grand house!"

Which makes Sam's rejection sensitivity at the end of the season a LOT more contextually interesting. Normal people won't choose him, so what's he gonna do if his own family doesn't choose him after he fails and is left with nothing?

all the replies: you're a fucking idiot

*after act 2*

💗 L is for love me.

Test subject

Sam would like to not die in a car wreck please