twixy

These things never belonged to me because im nothing more than a cunt, leaking and edging and made to amuse men however they see fit. I was a greedy, selfish whore before my orgasms were taken away from me. My new purpose is to make men cum. Edging is my new orgasm and their cum is the only cum i will ever be allowed again. 

Im so grateful to have been turned into an obedient edgeslut. I dont cum anymore. I will never cum again. Orgasms arent for me because i am a cunt. I dont deserve orgasms. I deserve to ache and suffer because the its only thing my cunt is good for. Female orgasms are useless and selfish, and i should never be allowed to have one. I dont need to cum. I dont deserve to cum. Theres no point in me cumming. 

I dont need to cum to make men cum. I dont need to orgasm to take a man’s cum in my tight little unprotected cunt or in my ass or down my throat. Theres no reason for me to ever cum again. 

i know my place now. i must repent for my wrongdoings by vowing to never cum again. i vow to my Godly Superiors to edge my throbbing clit and live in frustration for the rest of my life.

1. Because I don’t want it

2. Because being denied makes me more obedient, needy, horny and desperate

3. It makes me easy to rile up and tease

4. I’m constantly wet so I can be penetrated with no warmup

5. It makes me a better fuck doll

6. Orgasms are a privilege, not a right

7. It’s better if my boyfriend has all my orgasms for me because he’ll appreciate them more, it’s more important for him to cum than me.

8. Orgasms make me lazy and tired

9. When I cum once, it’s never enough, and I get greedy to cum over and over again

10. Being denied makes me need to edge constantly for a tiny speck of sexual satisfaction

11. Not having orgasms makes all other sex acts more special, I work a lot harder to please my partner

12. Having orgasms makes you think clearly and rationally, it’s better for me to have to fight through a constant horny haze to make good decisions

13. My life starts to revolve around when I can edge next and for how long

14. Being denied makes me way more eager to please

15. It creates more opportunities for me to be humiliated

16. Being denied makes my clit stay puffier and more swollen

17. I feel more like a doll, since objects don’t cum and also can’t touch themselves, they just get used

18. It makes my clit more like a button, you can basically activate my pussy with it

19. Being denied gives me something to work towards, a reward in the future keeping me motivated

20. It creates stakes and a framework for punishment, bad behavior can mean no touch or no edging, or too much edging, wasting my entire day.

21. It makes my clit ache in a way that is both solemnly painful and erotic

22. It makes me more conscious of my pussy at all times, it is nearly impossible for me to remember what’s in between my legs

23. It makes me want to present my pussy as pretty and appealing as possible, waxed soft, moisturized, in lingerie, micro thongs, spanked until it’s red, pumped for hours—however someone else desires it

24. It takes away having to make a decision or to have control over my sexual functions

25. It is a consistent, grounding principle that reminds me of a stable, unchanging reality

26. It makes me more conscious of how my trans body differs from a cis woman’s, the hormones making my clit swell up and grow far more sensitive

27. It makes me initiate sex as often as possible

28. It amuses my boyfriend how sexually frustrated I am

29. I should be satisfied by my boyfriend’s orgasms alone

30. It makes me want to wear slutty clothes to get attention

31. It makes me crave pain more

32. It’s made me want to be even more of a service bottom, I want to do all the cooking, cleaning, and pay for everything

33. It’s a testament of willpower and submission

34. My orgasms are not worth the time needed to achieve them

1. it keeps me needy and desperate

2. it’s degrading and humiliating which is better for others entertainment

3. it’s a proof that the whore is not a human, but an object

4. it makes me more pliable

5. it makes me more obedient

6. because everyone prefers me to be denied

7. whore’s pleasure doesn’t matter

8. it makes me beg harder

9. it makes me want to do progressively more depraved things for others entertainment

10. it means whore is always willing to be used

11. whore is dumber this way

12. its cunt will always be wet

13. whore is better as an anal only slut anyway

14. because it was told to never stop edging

15. because it has no choice but to obey when it gets told it’s never going to cum again

16. it conditions me to associate control with pleasure

17. it makes me more susceptible to brainwashing

18. it makes me needy

19. it’s a better slut this way

20. when whore is denied, it's a bigger sacrifice to dedicate myself to others pleasure

21. it’s easier to gaslight this way

22. it’s fun for everyone to see me being pathetic

23. it makes it easier to torture me

24. it would do anything to edge more

25. it reminds me of my place as a slave, everyone gets to cum... it doesn’t deserve to

26. it keeps me craving cum in all my holes

27. it helps to corrupt me

28. it makes it easier to humiliate me

29. because giving away my orgasms for someone else to control is special

30. my cunt leaks all my silly thoughts away so whore is nothing but a blank, drooly, obedient, little fucktoy

Slide that plug in. Stick your tongue out.

Drool like a bitch. Pinch your nipples.

And focus on that little hole.

you will never be anything more than a collection of holes and tits to Me, cunt. An adoring, needy little whore desperate for My attention, My rules and My guidance.