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He’s so generous and sweet.

On one hand I’m sad to have lost my denial progress. But on the other hand it’s nice to have a reminder of what I’m being denied. It was easily one of the most powerful orgasms I’ve ever had.

It makes me so frustrated and wet that he keeps saying he’ll make me cum and then forgets or we “run out of time”.

Having all my memories of having orgasms replaced with making others have orgasms.

Anytime I get close to my peak, my body immediately reacts by removing any stimulus to my clit.

It’s hard to believe I’m only 4 days away from 50 days denied !!

Work has had me very stressed so my libido has been low, plus I think being this far into denial has actually made me less horny on average, though I think work stress is a larger contributor to this.

I have also been less active on here and more active in my in person life and sexual relationship which has been very gratifying. Crazy how not looking at porn 24/7 makes you less horny.

I’m so proud of myself for being denied for so long and not accidentally having an orgasm, I’ve trained myself so well to only edge and occasionally accidentally ruin but nothing past that!

Sex has been so fun and rewarding and it makes me so submissive and happy to only focus on making my boyfriend cum. It’s so much simpler that way, and there’s no pressure on me to cum. It takes me a while both physically and mentally to get there. It’s so much better this way. I’m so lucky to be denied. What a relief to be orgasm free, to not have to worry about this false need. I don’t need to cum.

My boyfriend is cis and has a prostate. Regular ejaculation is really important for his prostate health !! He has a real physical, medical need to orgasm. Plus, he deserves that release to destress and feel pleasure!! He does so much for me, it makes me so happy to show him how much I appreciate him with my body! I don’t have a need to orgasm, there’s nothing bad that will happen to my body if I don’t. Only good things happen when I don’t cum, so why should I? My sexual partner should be the only one making that decision for me and he hasn’t mentioned anything about making me orgasm recently so it just doesn’t need to happen!

My pussy gets really wet for him and it’s so tight and hot. Being denied makes sex more pleasurable for him so it’s seriously a no brainer.

I think I really was made to be a doll.

Now that I’m close to 50 days, I’m looking at the 136 days until the end of the summer differently.

At first, it was so arousing because of how impossible and extreme it felt to not orgasm for that long. But now, while still very arousing, it feels more realistic for me.

I know your a doll but I still think of you as a boy, in the same sorta way that a Ken doll is a boy. And a pretty boy doll like you? Frozen in stasis, forever denied? It gets me so hot, makes me want to eat you up makes me want to mount you.

More than anything though it makes me want to have you pump that delicious pussy of yours for me then fasten a shock collar around your neck. Now you might think id want to hold the remote. But your a good doll aren't you? You can hold it for me, press the button, hurt yourself for me whenever I tell you.

Even with the remote literally in your hand you still wouldn't be in control. Gonna pose you just how I want you, sitting on the edge of your seat, 1 hand petting my hair, the other holding the remote.

Now every time I say zap your gonna press the button for me and im gonna dive face first into one of the prettiest pussys ive ever seen. Gonna suck and lick on your clit, eat you out to my hearts content and your gonna tell me every time your close, and every time im gonna stop giving you head and say zap. Wait a minute then resume.

Just keep going until the zap of the collar *is* the stimulation that finally makes you cum.

I know this is just a fantasy, that you have an owner, that your denial is important. I wouldn't dream of actually violating that. But really, I see a pretty dolly like you? What am I suppose to do other than play pretend. Have a wonderful day handsome 💋

I haven’t been as active so I’m sorry for my delayed response.

This is so sweet and so mean at the same time. But obviously incredibly hot.

I love knowing you edged yourself for so long and decided to cum to my blog, I’m so honored and happy!! Making others cum while I’m denied is what gets me the most worked up.

I love how you describe me being a boy doll stuck in denial stasis, never being able to get that sexual satisfaction I want so badly. Masculine but still an object.

The idea of having to be in “control” of my own pain and sexual torture is such a mind fuck, but you want to do it so gently it’s almost tender in a twisted way.

I would surely be conditioned to only be be able to orgasm from pain. And I’d probably beg you to deny me forever.

I love the idea of being a pretty woman’s boy doll who she can deny or overstimulate as much as she wants !