Charlie

thousands and thousands of dead kids haunt the timeline; these are not your friends; you watched her die in your arms

A!Dave will wake up with a headache and the feeling that something bad happened last night, but he won't remember how lovingly and affectionately Dirk had acted. He won't remember Dirk talking about how much he loves a!Dave. He won't remember how reverently Dirk had sucked him off. He won't remember Dirk praising him while he was lying down on the couch, halfway to being passed out, while Dirk lined himself up. He won't remember Dirk running his hands through a!Dave's hair so sweetly in the afterglow. He won't remember being kissed like a lover, even though Dirk will remember the way that he could still taste the alcohol in a!Dave's mouth as a reminder that a!Dave's lack of resistance was fake.

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