Remas

First of all, I'm not a fan of genocide. If you support any of it, don't bother to follow, and Palestine will be free. Sooooo my name is Remas, and im going on 17. My birthday is special, 12/12, and i consider myself a person who sees thing far more than what they look like. I've been told that a lot as well. I like music and politics even though sometimes they both make me cry. I used to draw until the age of 14, and now im figuring out what my talents are. You can watch me going through it.

I like The Cure so much I like the 50s-80s fashion, anything nice and vintage really! I have this habit of rubbing my nails to my cold ear or my freezing nose, I do this ever since I was drinking milk in a baby bottle I guess it kept me calm since im a very very anxious person so i kept doing it every chance i get, it brought me comfort.

Im slowly becoming obsessed with spider man

I deal with really bad anxiety, I live with it every day, and i can't pass a day without being anxious. I also think I might be having ADHD but I'll check a doctor once I grow up because my parents don't believe in seeing a therapist. I spent all my 11 years at school struggling with it, and I don't want to deal with it for my last senior year, I want this year to be my most normal year because I never got to experience one, so I'm thinking on skipping the therapist part and buy some medications, Anti depressants/anxiety or 600mg+ Ashwagandha

The Need

Look around... watch the world pass by.

Like open windows, can't just jump out of it.

But oh, those years you're spending here, a fake vacation.

Honey, don't you see? You're on a fake vacation...

No, tell me, what is it you wanna see?

Does it change your reality, or does it give what you lack?

No, tell me, what is it you wanna feel?

A change of emotions, or the silence of a brain?

With no lectures coming from your own soul. Quiet household living in your hush skin.

To grow a sound, must get strong to feel it all.

Could be too fool to catch the moon and guid it through.

But oh those years you're spending here, a fake vacation.

Honey, don't you see, you're trying to catch the moon.

No, tell me, what is it you wanna see?

Does it change your reality, or does it give what you lack?

No, tell me, what is it you wanna feel?

A change of emotions, or the silence of a brain.