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I'M SORRY, BUT THIS IS FUCKIN HILARIOUS

THE WAY DEAN'S VOICE WAS SO SOFT AT THE BEGINNING, BUT WHEN HE REALIZES THAT IT'S REALLY JIMMY, HIS VOICE GOES WAY LOWER😭

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⋆｡𖦹°‧★ Hughie's the first to clock it. He can't prove it, but he knows. Soldier Boy has the emotional range of a brick except when you're in the room. If you get too close to danger, it becomes personal to him.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ If Butcher ever found out, you'd be toast. When you bring it up to Ben, he shrugs, lights a joint, and mutters, “I’ll kick his limey ass.” He means it. He’s not afraid of Butcher, and he’d burn bridges for you, no hesitation.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ He doesn’t sleep well but will knock out faster if you’re touching him. He gets peace of mind when your arm is draped over his hip, and your leg rests between his thighs.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ In bed, he'll grip your waist, thumbs dragging under the hem of your shirt. His palm splays wide on your sides, stroking lines up and down.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ Frenchie and Kimiko walked in on you once. You were perched on the bathroom sink, legs wrapped around Ben's waist while he shaved. Frenchie smacked a palm to his forehead. “I knew you liked ‘em dangerous, but mon dieu, he’s a walking war crime!" Kimiko dragged him back out by the arm, eyes wide like that was not our business. They never said a word about it.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ Ben gives you his dog tags as a token. You find them on your pillow one morning, still warm from his skin. You wear them under your shirt.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ Sometimes, after a bad mission or a trigger from his past, he gets quiet and stares at nothing. You’ve learned to sit close, press your forehead to his shoulder, and wait. He always comes back to you.

⋆｡𖦹°‧★ Once, when you were patching up a gash on his side, he looked at you real soft and murmured, “You’re the only damn thing in this world I’d bleed for.”

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But I personally prefer him only ever calling Dean by his first name, but saying it like it's the most endearing nickname. Like "Dean" is said in the same vein as "My heart, my soul, my everything". But there is no other word to describe how he feels other than saying Dean's name

Two types of fuckers hiding away gems in tags and replies

(Not that much juice, but it’s only their 1st season together)

Episode 1: (since it’s only their beginning, let’s start with the basics of the relationship, shall we?)

Castiel saves Dean from the actual Hell (1:55)

As we will see later on, when a claim is made on a soul, it leaves a mark. Cas has marked Dean as his (5:24)

As corny as it is, literal sparks flew on their first encounter (38:14)

The way Cas looks at Dean while he stabs him vs how he looks at Bobby as he tries to knock Cas out 20 seconds later (38:53)

Cas already thinks of Dean as a good man who deserves to be saved (41:36)

Bitches already licking their lips da fuq (41:46)

Episode 2:

Cas visits Dean during the night for the first time (35:20)

Already asserting his dominance while still trying to be sweet and gentle, Cas trusts Dean, but shows him his true TOP ENERGY when needed and Dean bloody FEELS IT “You should show me some respect.” (39:30)

Episode 3:

Just the bed glancing moment cuz it’s used in so many slash videos (41:09)

Episode 4:

Dean calls Castiel “Cas” for the first time, after having known him for like 2 days (7:34)

Episode 7:

Dean protects Cas for the first time, while Cas had saved both boys from a witch moments before (15:37) (Also, at the end of it all, we’ll have a “How many times has X saved Y” count)

(Sam is already fangirling about meeting his brother’s famous angel lol)

Cas is at it again with the TOP ENERGY and Dean is FEELING IT AGAIN + lick of the lips and stares (18:42)

Cas defends Dean against Uriel (23:30)

The first time we see Cas chuckle is because of Dean (38:34) sweet

Cas already confides in Dean, showing his weaknesses (39:54)

First eye fucking session of more than 10 seconds(40:32) If Castiel were a woman, this moment alone would have the whole world belive they had something going on

Episode 10:

(I FUCKING FORGOT THIS) “You see, Castiel has this weakness… He likes you.” DOES HE NOW??!! Well, ICWAW, this for sure wouldn’t be seen as friendly, now, would it? (27:07) AND LOOK AT DEAN’S REACTION

Cas is for real upset to have to hurt Dean, also the face he makes when Dean and Anna kiss (32:47) ICWAW, it would be seen as jealousy

Cas shows the emotions Anna listed, but only towards Dean

Dean once again protects Cas (35:23)

The way Cas looks at Dean is already heart breaking

Episode 15:

Cas saves Dean once again (34:08)

They’re already bitching like an old married couple “Whatever I ask, you seem to do the exact opposite” (35:12) #MARRIED

“You’re different” Cas to Dean (35:39) aww

Episode 16:

Cas very much cares about the whole situation, unlike Uriel. He doesn’t want to be a part in Dean’s suffering (4:16 , the ‘alrighty then’ face)

Dean calls Castiel “Cas” to his face for the first time (5:28)

Cas feels really oh so bad for having Dean torture Alister, and he shows it

“I wanna talk to Cas alone” (6:36) this does things to me. And look at Cas’ face right after!!!

Dean shows that he cares about Cas’ free will (7:25)

“My symphaties.” “…Your symphaties?” “I was getting too close to the humans in my charge… You.” (7:31)(“You”? Not “you two”? “You and Sam”?) “They feel I’ve begin to express emotions.” (OOHHH???!!!,) ICWAW, this would be seen as a romantic moment, or even a sort of confession

“For what is worth, I would give anything not to have you do this” (8:12) wow

Cas saves Dean again (25:28) and looks really good while doing so, Misha you sexy bastard.

Basically, Cas starts doubting the angels and wanting to rebel, because of Dean. ICWAW, we would consider it as an act of blooming love

Cas is unafraid to fight Uriel, his kind, rebel, because he has faith in the boys, in Dean (37:00) also he looks so good fighting, my God

Again with the 'old married couple’ thing (38:43) #MARRIED

Dean is the “righteus man”, Castiel is inspired by “Cassiel”, the angel who fell in love with “humanity” or “the righteus man”. Do we need more PROOF?

Dean shows himself voulnerable in front of Cas. And Cas looks at him like… THAT

Also, the Cas-Anna confrontation, ICWAW we would feel some sort of tension in the air, like a current-former love interest thing, while talking about Dean

Episode 18:

“I… admire your work” Cas to Chuck (25:57) yeah LOL

Dean bloody PRAYS for the first time to Castiel (30:30) and he comes right away. Dean once again shows himself voulnerable to Cas, and he “doesn’t help him” and the whole exchange is overall SWEET/HOT and I don’t know why.

Episode 20:

Dean worries about Cas being hurt (3:09)

The way they look at each other (35:46), so hurt! “I serve Heaven, I don’t serve man… and I certainly don’t serve you.” Dean is like 'da Hell did I do wrong?’

Episode 21:

Dean worries about what has happened to Cas and what they did to him in Heaven (13:58) and gets angry when Cas dismisses it as 'not of import’. Cas really wants to help, but can’t

The closure, the stares that last forever, the way Cas looks at Dean. 16 seconds of just STARES (16:23)

Episode 22:

“I need something” “Anything you wish” (20:11) … babies

Old married coupleTM I swear to GOD #MARRIED, “We’ve been through much together, you and I” (28:20) AAWWWW

“You know what’s real? Families. That’s real.” Dean’s parallel to S15 Castiel “We are” (29:03)

Cas can read Dean like an open book, he sees how damaged he is, and tells his he is forgiven (29:20)

Cas knows Dean is right, and is fighting against his instinct to help him, and Dean can sense that. The way they look at each other. And Cas shows weakness when with Dean, and vice versa.

“We’re done…” “Dean.” “We’re done.” (30:42) fuck my life, ICWAW we would read this as a lover’s fight/break up scene

Cas pushes Dean against a wall for the first time, and Dean looks at his bloody LIPS (32:38) ICWAW we would read sexual tension in this moment

Cas officially rebels against Heaven, for Dean. And offers to restrain an archangel just to help him. And dies for him for the first time